It's true cause three knows it for sure and three deserves to post here, I'm a bad member so dont deserve to post here at all

[seeker33]

Whispershadow, no one here wants to talk to that ugly liar three! We're friends with you, Whispershadow!
Sod of, bad three!

you do deserve to post here

(((hugs))))

They have Ebony and they are coming for Tigger and Willow and it's whispershadow's fault

it don't matter what whispershadow does or does not do, everything will get held against her

no point in trying

[pachyderm]

Originally Posted by whispershadow

no point in trying

That's the way it seems, doesn't it...

[seeker33]

We're here with you honey

[Taylor27]

You deserve to post here big hugs

[Fuzzybear]

Whisper, you do deserve to post here

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm so sorry you're struggling, whispershadow Please remember that there's no such thing as "good enough" here. You have every right to write here as much as everyone else. Don't listen to anyone who tells you the opposite. Please keep posting, we all love you here. Feel free to share and vent here. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this

[Soulfly]

wisp dont take things voices say too seriously, most of the times voices spread only negativity in our lives, u should stop listen to three cos he has no good things to say, try to be strong ((hugs))

[SlumberKitty]

Whispershadow, you deserve to post here. You belong here on PC. We care about you! Don't listen to three

[Loial]

You are very welcome on PC. Don’t think otherwise.

The only online "home" I've ever felt truly safe on is slowly "dying", there's very few posts there now each day

meh the truth is I'm a turd

[seeker33]

Whisper, have you thought of visiting your doctor? Are you taking your meds? Many people here are worried about you. We don't want to see you suffer so much.

Whisper, you should really visit your doctor! Three will bug off eventually.

Originally Posted by seeker33

Whisper, have you thought of visiting your doctor? Are you taking your meds? Many people here are worried about you. We don't want to see you suffer so much.

"meds don't work for me" they said years ago so there's no point in trying again when the psych I saw said "there's nothing wrong with you"

[Findingreason]

Whisper, are you able to try a new pdoc? I had one that was horrible for a while and he didn't treat my problems seriously. Eventually I demanded I be switched to a new pdoc and the one after that was way better. It sounds like you need treatment really bad. I'm concerned about you. Things change over years.

Originally Posted by Findingreason

Whisper, are you able to try a new pdoc? I had one that was horrible for a while and he didn't treat my problems seriously. Eventually I demanded I be switched to a new pdoc and the one after that was way better. It sounds like you need treatment really bad. I'm concerned about you. Things change over years.

I tried to get a new pdoc but they are like "it's greif there's nothing wrong with you"

[Findingreason]

Originally Posted by whispershadow

I tried to get a new pdoc but they are like "it's greif there's nothing wrong with you"

How long ago was that? Grief over losing Ebony? (was that your cat's name?)

Things change, and it sounds like you have been getting worse. Like unfortunately I have seen a decline in your stability since you showed up on PC chat You need to try and get someone new and be upfront about what you talk about on the boards here.


Are there patient advocates in where you live? Like those that work with you and the pdoc to advocate for your wellness. They existed in the United States.

The most important thing is continuing to seek treatment and not accepting no for an answer until you can get to the bottom of it. I know that is really tough, Whisper. It's been that way for me for quite some time and I pushed hard to get a med change recently cause of side effects of another. Change can happen. Help can happen. Recovery can happen.

Originally Posted by Findingreason

How long ago was that? Grief over losing Ebony? (was that your cat's name?)

Things change, and it sounds like you have been getting worse. Like unfortunately I have seen a decline in your stability since you showed up on PC chat You need to try and get someone new and be upfront about what you talk about on the boards here.


Are there patient advocates in where you live? Like those that work with you and the pdoc to advocate for your wellness. They existed in the United States.

The most important thing is continuing to seek treatment and not accepting no for an answer until you can get to the bottom of it. I know that is really tough, Whisper. It's been that way for me for quite some time and I pushed hard to get a med change recently cause of side effects of another. Change can happen. Help can happen. Recovery can happen.

Yeah greif over losing Ebony, it was late last month I saw the pdoc and he was like "it's greif over losing Ebony and you do know pets don't live forever, right?" which yes I do know that but Ebony was took too early

He does not believe me that bad people got Ebony after the vet gave her to them and they made her alive again and are hurting her

Theres no aptient advocates idk what they even do

[downandlonely]

The fact that you have hallucinations and voices in your head is not just grief. I would try writing down these symptoms and seeing another doctor. I know there are people in the UK who take psychiatric meds, so I know it is possible to get on them if you see the right doctor.

[seeker33]

Please, do seek another doctor and if you can't talk, show them this forum thread. You don't even have to talk, just let them read your forum posts. I can imagine it will be difficult but you can do it! I really like you as a person, you're so sweet and sensitive! I want you to feel better.