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Legendary Wise Elder
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#961
Random post but sometimes life is too stimulating for me. Anyone know what I mean? Sometimes things are just too complex and I have to take a step back and simplify. It's not that I'm not intelligent or anything it's just I get revved up so easily sometimes I just need to sit down with some tea and look through pictures and art. just anything simple. joke books. etc. Sometimes it's like.. my brain overheats or something and feels like it will explode and needs a rest
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09, Sometimes psychotic
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Angelique67, falcon09, newtus
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#962
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
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#963
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It feels like my brain is fighting against itself. Part of my brain saying that my delusions are real, part of my brain saying they're fake. |
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Blue_Bird
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Grand Magnate
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#964
Also I'm watching psych hospital documentaries which is not the best idea when I'm not psychiatrically stable lol
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Blue_Bird
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Legendary
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#965
Finally took my decorations off the tree. I have to pack them away still but at least the tree can go out. I was super lazy about it this year. Just didn’t want the holidays to end.
I’m kind of having a difficult time. I feel incredibly useless. Like I need to do something worthwhile with my life. I used to volunteer at the women’s shelter but my anxiety is too high for that now. Then there’s the shelter...which I love. But I just can’t follow through on the commitment they need. For so long I was just mom...constantly needed. Now they are self sufficient and don’t need to be coddled anymore. It’s a strange, humbling, kind of unsettling feeling. Like if I disappeared tomorrow it really wouldn’t be a big deal. Everyone and everything would just continue on without me. As it should obviously but...well you know what I mean. My family would miss me but the rest of the world would remain untouched. In the grand scheme of things I guess were pretty insignificant. I remember wondering why the world outside of my bubble didn’t stop when my parents died. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Blue_Bird
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Angelique67
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The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
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#966
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I know what u mean. Its like that a lot for me now after my major episode happened back 4 years ago. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Blue_Bird
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Blue_Bird, falcon09
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The Dopamine Flux
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#967
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I work now. But need like 2-3 days off between a long string of working. Thank goodness i work on my own schedule or idk what id do. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
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#968
My thoughts are slowing down after I took my meds.
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Blue_Bird, Loial, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
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#969
Merry Christmas Eve! Ate a lot of seafood at the boil place. Delicious! Also had a strawberry milkshake earlier today mwahahha.
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Angelique67, ofthevalley, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
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#970
Slept all night and all day..
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Blue_Bird
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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#971
Happy Monday ugh
Slept okay...could have used a couple more hours. Working for a few hours today then I have my acupuncture appt. of course I haven’t thrown up in 3 days so I don’t know how I’ll know if it’s working lol __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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Comfy Sedation
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#972
I see my therapist todayyy
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Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#973
Good morning
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty
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Comfy Sedation
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#974
my therapist just came in the store... we said hi
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SlumberKitty
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Blue_Bird, Loial
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Grand Magnate
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#975
Good morning
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Blue_Bird, Loial, SlumberKitty
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The Dopamine Flux
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Location: Ardenweald
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#976
Morning
Had coffee Awake now Going to see my pdoc today __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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El Psy Congroo
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Location: UK
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#977
Morning/Afternoon,
My day has been good so far. Didn’t get up until midday but that’s ok. I’ll aim to get up earlier tomorrow. I started a new exercise regime today. It’s high intensity interval training - so like doing an exercise as hard as you can then taking a break and repeating it a few times. My initial plan sort of failed because I put in exercises that were too hard but I substituted them for easier ones and got it done. Pretty intense but feels good. __________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
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Angelique67, junkDNA, ofthevalley
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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#978
Ummm...holy crap!
I just looked up math tutors for my daughter and it averages $50/hour! If anyone is smart and looking for a side gig maybe tutoring is where it’s at. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Angelique67, SlumberKitty
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The Dopamine Flux
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#979
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Legendary
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#980
__________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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