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Desoxyn · Feb 18, 2019 at 05:58 PM

Heart fluttered every time I would try to fall asleep in bed. Kept me up until the beta blocker kicked in at 2am..

Feb 18, 2019 at 06:36 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

it's really only with other people and when I feel like they're watching me or staring at me or paying too much attention to me. my friends have said that I'm shaking so I know other ppl see it. I can't take benzos bc of my drug addictions. I take lexapro but a very low dose. it's been going on for a year or so... I'm gonna talk about it with my therapist tomorrow

10mgs of Lexapro is the lowest therapeutic dose of lexapro. What dosage are you on?

falcon09 · Feb 18, 2019 at 06:40 PM

Applied for a job today at big lots, doubt I'll get it but might as well try

Blue_Bird · Feb 18, 2019 at 06:43 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Applied for a job today at big lots, doubt I'll get it but might as well try

That's awesome! I hope you get it, if not keep trying

ofthevalley · Feb 18, 2019 at 07:49 PM

Blah...ate too much and because I’m stupid I had cheese in my frittata.
Kinda tired. Didnt do a damn thing today but I didn’t sleep well. It’ll be good to crawl in bed.
@falcon it seems crazy but just about everything gets worse in the evening/night. In dementia patients they call it sundowners.
Even dogs get a form of it if they have cognitive dysfunction.

Angelique67 · Feb 18, 2019 at 08:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

I’m sorry. I wish things were better for you

Thank you Loial, it's a bad situation. After I put my vape on the cart I asked the different one if she'd charge it and she looked at me like I'm crazy.

I'm hoping things will get better.

My mother is still in the hospital. They must have more tests to do.

Blue_Bird · Feb 18, 2019 at 08:45 PM

I'm drinking my 3rd cup of water, I've been living off coffee for the past month, need to cut back and drink more water

ofthevalley · Feb 18, 2019 at 09:41 PM

Bed! And since it’s school vacation week...no alarm! I do have to be up by 9 though. My aunt is taking my daughter out for a couple hours.
I’ve been letting Henry sleep with me at night but the pup is still up. Last night he was up and I had to text my son to come get him because he wouldn’t stop crying and pawing at the gate. Not doing that again. Henry is not pleased.

junkDNA · Feb 19, 2019 at 05:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

10mgs of Lexapro is the lowest therapeutic dose of lexapro. What dosage are you on?

20mg. I can't take high doses of ssris or snris

unsure123 · Feb 19, 2019 at 06:46 AM

I've got a job interview tomorrow!

Desoxyn · Feb 19, 2019 at 07:04 AM

Sexuality and gender confuses me deeply lol. I don't even know. I become convinced I'm one sexuality and then it changes due to my situational logic. I’m a Grey-Hetero-Aromantic Grey-Bi-Asexual androgynous gender fluid.. idek..

My best explanation is the spectrum of a bunch of different rainbow flags.

Blue_Bird · Feb 19, 2019 at 07:58 AM

After some serious thought I'm changing my degree from an A.S to an A.A with a concentration in social sciences and English.

Loial · Feb 19, 2019 at 08:00 AM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

I've got a job interview tomorrow!

Good luck!

ofthevalley · Feb 19, 2019 at 08:13 AM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

I've got a job interview tomorrow!

Good luck unsure!

Angelique67 · Feb 19, 2019 at 10:32 AM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

I've got a job interview tomorrow!

That's great! Good luck, unsure!!

Angelique67 · Feb 19, 2019 at 10:41 AM

My Voopoo was finally fully charged and ready to use this morning. That was a big relief.

If I ever get an external charger, I'll ask them if I can charge the batteries in my room. They might let me if it's just the batteries in my room.

My mother is still in the hospital and she feels worse today. I'm going to try to call her this afternoon.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 19, 2019 at 11:25 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Sexuality and gender confuses me deeply lol. I don't even know. I become convinced I'm one sexuality and then it changes due to my situational logic. I’m a Grey-Hetero-Aromantic Grey-Bi-Asexual androgynous gender fluid.. idek..

My best explanation is the spectrum of a bunch of different rainbow flags.

Eventually you realize you like who you like or not and it doesn’t really need definition.

SlumberKitty · Feb 19, 2019 at 11:48 AM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

I've got a job interview tomorrow!

Good luck unsure! I hope it goes well!

Kit

SlumberKitty · Feb 19, 2019 at 11:51 AM

Hi everybody! I'm supposed to see my PDOC tonight but I'm concerned because I didn't get a call to remind me so I'm worried that I'm not actually on the schedule or something. It was supposed to be next week and then it got moved to this week because he was going to be gone. I'm really anxious today so I had to take some anxiety medication. I have to deal with some difficult banking stuff at work today so I feel inadequate, etc. Usually my boss would deal with this but she is out on medical leave so it's up to me. Still pretty stressed about it. Not sure what's up with me today. Ever just not feel "right"? That is me today. Something just feels "off" Maybe it's just the anxiety. IDK. Hopefully I get back to feeling like "me". HUGS to all, Kit

Blue_Bird · Feb 19, 2019 at 12:08 PM

So I've been talking with my academic adviser. All of my credits (like 30) would transfer over to an A.A with a concentration in Psychology, if I were to do the English concentration I would lose 6 credits. So I'm considering doing the psych concentration as I have a huge interest in psychology and there are various options for careers that interest me, such as art therapy and research type stuff. Psychiatric Social Work just isn't something I can see myself realistically doing, I'm a very introverted person and I also feel that it might be a little too triggering working that intensely counseling psych patients.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 05:58 PM #741 Heart fluttered every time I would try to fall asleep in bed. Kept me up until the beta blocker kicked in at 2am..

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 06:40 PM #743 Applied for a job today at big lots, doubt I'll get it but might as well try

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 08:45 PM #747 I'm drinking my 3rd cup of water, I've been living off coffee for the past month, need to cut back and drink more water __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

unsure123 Grand Poohbah Member Since Apr 2014 Location: uk Posts: 1,609 10 45 hugs given	Feb 19, 2019 at 06:46 AM #750 I've got a job interview tomorrow! __________________ https://youtu.be/9A7GTGSfrIU?si=LQ8tGWkBEH-Sh4UO

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 19, 2019 at 07:04 AM #751 Sexuality and gender confuses me deeply lol. I don't even know. I become convinced I'm one sexuality and then it changes due to my situational logic. I’m a Grey-Hetero-Aromantic Grey-Bi-Asexual androgynous gender fluid.. idek.. My best explanation is the spectrum of a bunch of different rainbow flags.

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 19, 2019 at 07:58 AM #752 After some serious thought I'm changing my degree from an A.S to an A.A with a concentration in social sciences and English. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 19, 2019 at 10:41 AM #756 My Voopoo was finally fully charged and ready to use this morning. That was a big relief. If I ever get an external charger, I'll ask them if I can charge the batteries in my room. They might let me if it's just the batteries in my room. My mother is still in the hospital and she feels worse today. I'm going to try to call her this afternoon.