Roll Call 143

newtus · Feb 20, 2019 at 04:04 PM

Everyone forgot about me here

Blue_Bird · Feb 20, 2019 at 05:08 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Everyone forgot about me here

What do you mean? No one forgot about you

Aren't you mainly on the Snapchat thing now?

Blue_Bird · Feb 20, 2019 at 05:09 PM

Ate, took the trash out, showered, then talked to my sister for awhile on the phone

cogladaid · Feb 20, 2019 at 05:16 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

BTW, I've been taking my AP in the morning but another forum suggested taking it at night and that might help with the zoned out zombie effects. Do any of you guys take your AP at night? Did it help with the zombie effects? HUGS Kit

I always take mine at night and avoid drowsiness. I was prescribed seroquel to help sleep too so it does me sleepy.

cogladaid · Feb 20, 2019 at 05:17 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Everyone forgot about me here

What do you want us to say?

newtus · Feb 20, 2019 at 05:18 PM

Yes i am on snapchat

Desoxyn · Feb 20, 2019 at 05:40 PM

Omg I'm so tired without concerta I can't function. Might go back to sleep.

Desoxyn · Feb 20, 2019 at 06:08 PM

Drinking coffee..

Desoxyn · Feb 20, 2019 at 07:41 PM

I ordered a 23andme tube to spit in for 250 dollars..

Blue_Bird · Feb 20, 2019 at 09:04 PM

I'm going to call my doctor tomorrow.

I've been depressed now for awhile. I pretend things are fine, I try to make myself believe I'm happy but I haven't been able to improve my real mood and have been having

Possible trigger:

suicidal thoughts. I don't want to die. life is good. I try to ignore the thoughts but they have been there in the back of my head for months now. This is how it happened over ten years ago in my first depression episode that lasted years. it began with the thoughts of, maybe that's an option, then it just grew and grew over a couple years and became an obsession then plan before I ended up attempting

ofthevalley · Feb 20, 2019 at 10:02 PM

Blue_Bird. I’m glad you will be talking to your doc. You deserve happiness.

avlady · Feb 21, 2019 at 01:15 AM

of the valley I also feel something is off a lot lately, don't know what it is but I did have triggerpoints in my back for my degenerative disc desease.

ofthevalley · Feb 21, 2019 at 08:00 AM

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Originally Posted by avlady

of the valley I also feel something is off a lot lately, don't know what it is but I did have triggerpoints in my back for my degenerative disc desease.

It’s such an awful feeling

. I hope it passes for you soon.
I also hope you get some relief in your back.
I don’t have degenerative disc disease but I do have 2 ruptured disks and an annular tear. While not the same I can sympathize.

ofthevalley · Feb 21, 2019 at 08:15 AM

Morning! Slept terrible last night. Woke up at 12:30 wide awake. Was up until almost 2:30. Then got up at 7.

Working for a bit today then bringing my daughter for a sleepover and going to visit gram. Hopefully the streets are clear by then.
I am also doing laundry today. Like all of my clothes are dirty. I am wearing some interesting outfits because I’m too lazy to wash the good stuff lol.
I am feeling very restless lately. I just want to GO. Pretty much anywhere. Unfortunately I do not have the $ to support such an endeavor.

SlumberKitty · Feb 21, 2019 at 01:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm going to call my doctor tomorrow.

I've been depressed now for awhile. I pretend things are fine, I try to make myself believe I'm happy but I haven't been able to improve my real mood and have been having

Possible trigger:

suicidal thoughts. I don't want to die. life is good. I try to ignore the thoughts but they have been there in the back of my head for months now. This is how it happened over ten years ago in my first depression episode that lasted years. it began with the thoughts of, maybe that's an option, then it just grew and grew over a couple years and became an obsession then plan before I ended up attempting

Glad you are calling the doctor Blue_Bird. You shouldn't have to feel so bad. HUGS Kit

SlumberKitty · Feb 21, 2019 at 01:05 PM

Hi everybody! Good morning! I came to work early today because I have to leave early to get stitches taken out of my SH wound. I know the dr is going to try to talk me into getting a pap smear while I'm there. I'm really uncomfortable with that. I brought my anti-anxiety meds but honestly, there's not enough xanax in the world to make that comfortable. It snowed last night! Not a lot but a lot for the desert! It was fun. I had a visual hallucination this morning of some shrouded figure. Not fun. But luckily it hasn't come back so I'm hoping it was just a one off. HUGS to all, Kit

Blue_Bird · Feb 21, 2019 at 01:15 PM

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falcon09 · Feb 21, 2019 at 01:53 PM

Hey all.

Sorry i've been kinda absent from the forums lately.

I've just been sitting at home with nothing to do after discharging from partial hospital.

Still waiting to hear back from vocational rehab, apped for a few jobs myself.

Just bored.

SlumberKitty · Feb 21, 2019 at 02:31 PM

Hey Falcon, good to see you around.

ofthevalley · Feb 21, 2019 at 04:01 PM

Went to see gram

Now I’m just waiting for my husband. Hoping he agrees to take me out. I’m going to celebrate national margarita day a day early. I will be sick as hell tomorrow but I’m eating good tonight lol.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 20, 2019 at 04:04 PM #821 Everyone forgot about me here __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 20, 2019 at 05:09 PM #823 Ate, took the trash out, showered, then talked to my sister for awhile on the phone __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 20, 2019 at 05:18 PM #826 Yes i am on snapchat __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 20, 2019 at 05:40 PM #827 Omg I'm so tired without concerta I can't function. Might go back to sleep.

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 20, 2019 at 06:08 PM #828 Drinking coffee..

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 20, 2019 at 07:41 PM #829 I ordered a 23andme tube to spit in for 250 dollars..

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 20, 2019 at 10:02 PM #831 Blue_Bird. I’m glad you will be talking to your doc. You deserve happiness. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

avlady Wise Elder Community Liaison Member Since Jan 2013 Location: angola ny Posts: 9,786 (SuperPoster!) 11 28.8k hugs given	Feb 21, 2019 at 01:15 AM #832 of the valley I also feel something is off a lot lately, don't know what it is but I did have triggerpoints in my back for my degenerative disc desease.

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 21, 2019 at 01:15 PM #837 YouTube __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Feb 21, 2019 at 01:53 PM #838 Hey all. Sorry i've been kinda absent from the forums lately. I've just been sitting at home with nothing to do after discharging from partial hospital. Still waiting to hear back from vocational rehab, apped for a few jobs myself. Just bored.

SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Feb 21, 2019 at 02:31 PM #839 Hey Falcon, good to see you around. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 21, 2019 at 04:01 PM #840 Went to see gram Now I’m just waiting for my husband. Hoping he agrees to take me out. I’m going to celebrate national margarita day a day early. I will be sick as hell tomorrow but I’m eating good tonight lol. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety