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Blue_Bird · Mar 08, 2019 at 12:12 PM

My sister got her Ancestry results : 54% Italian and a mix of french, german, irish, british, spanish/portugese, and south sub-saharan african.

We have different fathers though so I probably have a little less Italian and more of the Irish, but I'm going to go ahead and get a kit and get my actual results

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 08, 2019 at 12:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

My sister got her Ancestry results : 54% Italian and a mix of french, german, irish, british, spanish/portugese, and south sub-saharan african.

We have different fathers though so I probably have a little less Italian and more of the Irish, but I'm going to go ahead and get a kit and get my actual results

That’s cool bluebird 😀

Findingreason · Mar 08, 2019 at 12:28 PM

Hey everyone. How are things going today?

I’m okay. Been going since 6am on 3 hours sleep. Been quite the day. Got stuff done. Almost finished figuring out finances with my wife. At my partner’s place for the weekend. It’ll be good after I get some sleep. Until then I am staying up till like 9-10pm.

Blue_Bird · Mar 08, 2019 at 12:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

Hey everyone. How are things going today?

I’m okay. Been going since 6am on 3 hours sleep. Been quite the day. Got stuff done. Almost finished figuring out finances with my wife. At my partner’s place for the weekend. It’ll be good after I get some sleep. Until then I am staying up till like 9-10pm.

Hope you get some sleep

I'm just procrastinating like usual lol

Findingreason · Mar 08, 2019 at 12:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Hope you get some sleep

I'm just procrastinating like usual lol

I know that feeling well...

Unfortunately I realized I can’t sleep till like near midnight. I have to take my meds around that time to stay on schedule. Good times.

ofthevalley · Mar 08, 2019 at 12:32 PM

One of my first dates with my husband was to see George Carlin live. It was a good time. I had never known him from anything other than Shining Time Station so it was a shock lol!

cogladaid · Mar 08, 2019 at 12:57 PM

I want to get better at trivia. I want to know more random facts about things. I need to start looking at everything I want to know everything.

Blue_Bird · Mar 08, 2019 at 02:00 PM

Just baked Betty Crocker chocolate chip cookies

SlumberKitty · Mar 08, 2019 at 02:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Just baked Betty Crocker chocolate chip cookies

Mmm sounds good.

SlumberKitty · Mar 08, 2019 at 02:31 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

One of my first dates with my husband was to see George Carlin live. It was a good time. I had never known him from anything other than Shining Time Station so it was a shock lol!

I don't even know who George Carlin is. I must be out of the loop.

SlumberKitty · Mar 08, 2019 at 02:35 PM

Got my lab results today. Not great. High LDL Cholesterol, low HDL Cholesterol. Total Cholesterol is okay though. And triglycerides are okay. My Glucose is 1 mg/dl over the range which could signal pre-diabetes. And something to do with liver function is way high. I see the doctor in 12 days. I'm a little worried about the results but at least the doctor can help me fix things or treat things. I'm pretty sure I just need to lose some weight that I gained on the AP although I'm finding that difficult, and I need to drink more water. I'm trying to talk my dad into buying me a fitbit so I can keep track of my exercise. I could do better than I'm doing that's for sure. Sigh. At least I know what's wrong. A little worried about the liver function thing though. HUGS Kit

Desoxyn · Mar 08, 2019 at 02:48 PM

Talked to my therapist. I told her about how I got depressed and drank alcohol then got a panic attack. I told her about telling my mom that I was depressed and how my mom said to get a gf and told her that I don't want a relationship that I'm bisexual I don't want a bf either and it could be the injection making me asexual. We argued about my psychiatrist lowering the injection but she said to talk to my family doctor about it as well. The fact that I like the delusions of grandeur at the end of the injection but she said that it should be stable medication and the end of the injection thoughts could be messing with my mind.

She said that it's like her bipolar patients saying that they love their hypomania but it's dangerous because they can go into full blown mania and spend all of their money etc..

I told her that I find sex disturbing because of what happened to me in the hospital

Possible trigger:

with the old man having sex with a kid and the kid killed himself on christmas day then the next christmas eve the old man phoned me jerking off and crying while i didn't realize and he asked to book a hotel with me and have gay sex. I told her about how traumatizing that was for me because I had a bad shroom trip after that

I told her about how traumatized I am etc.. I went to buy cigarettes after the session because it feels wrong for me to talk about traumatizing things.

She referred me to an addictions counselor and group therapy for addiction because of the alcohol and cigarettes and I told her about...

Possible trigger:

the low doses of ketamine I've been snorting every week or two for the past three months

She laughed and said "Lol why????" and I told her that "It makes me not be my thoughts and rather look at my thoughts instead." She said that that stuff could be any chemicals and could kill me. She said to tell my doctor about it and how it could affect my prescription controlled substance use but I said it's fine because they don't provide the same state of mind..

I then went to the college to fill out my disability papers and now I work in an hour. I don't feel mentally well after talking about these things and talking about my problems. I'd rather keep it to myself but I'm a pretty open person like Newtus so w/e...

newtus · Mar 08, 2019 at 02:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Talked to my therapist. I told her about how I got depressed and drank alcohol then got a panic attack. I told her about telling my mom that I was depressed and how my mom said to get a gf and told her that I don't want a relationship that I'm bisexual I don't want a bf either and it could be the injection making me asexual. We argued about my psychiatrist lowering the injection but she said to talk to my family doctor about it as well. The fact that I like the delusions of grandeur at the end of the injection but she said that it should be stable medication and the end of the injection thoughts could be messing with my mind.

She said that it's like her bipolar patients saying that they love their hypomania but it's dangerous because they can go into full blown mania and spend all of their money etc..

I told her that I find sex disturbing because of what happened to me in the hospital

Possible trigger:

with the old man having sex with a kid and the kid killed himself on christmas day then the next christmas eve the old man phoned me jerking off and crying while i didn't realize and he asked to book a hotel with me and have gay sex. I told her about how traumatizing that was for me because I had a bad shroom trip after that

I told her about how traumatized I am etc.. I went to buy cigarettes after the session because it feels wrong for me to talk about traumatizing things.

She referred me to an addictions counselor and group therapy for addiction because of the alcohol and cigarettes and I told her about...

Possible trigger:

the low doses of ketamine I've been snorting every week or two for the past three months

She laughed and said "Lol why????" and I told her that "It makes me not be my thoughts and rather look at my thoughts instead." She said that that stuff could be any chemicals and could kill me. She said to tell my doctor about it and how it could affect my prescription controlled substance use but I said it's fine because they don't provide the same state of mind..

I then went to the college to fill out my disability papers and now I work in an hour. I don't feel mentally well after talking about these things and talking about my problems. I'd rather keep it to myself but I'm a pretty open person like Newtus so w/e...

Glad u went

hope u feel better soon desoxyn

(((Hugs)))

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 08, 2019 at 02:58 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I don't even know who George Carlin is. I must be out of the loop.

It was from a video bluebird posted earlier....

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 08, 2019 at 03:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Talked to my therapist. I told her about how I got depressed and drank alcohol then got a panic attack. I told her about telling my mom that I was depressed and how my mom said to get a gf and told her that I don't want a relationship that I'm bisexual I don't want a bf either and it could be the injection making me asexual. We argued about my psychiatrist lowering the injection but she said to talk to my family doctor about it as well. The fact that I like the delusions of grandeur at the end of the injection but she said that it should be stable medication and the end of the injection thoughts could be messing with my mind.

She said that it's like her bipolar patients saying that they love their hypomania but it's dangerous because they can go into full blown mania and spend all of their money etc..

I told her that I find sex disturbing because of what happened to me in the hospital

Possible trigger:

with the old man having sex with a kid and the kid killed himself on christmas day then the next christmas eve the old man phoned me jerking off and crying while i didn't realize and he asked to book a hotel with me and have gay sex. I told her about how traumatizing that was for me because I had a bad shroom trip after that

I told her about how traumatized I am etc.. I went to buy cigarettes after the session because it feels wrong for me to talk about traumatizing things.

She referred me to an addictions counselor and group therapy for addiction because of the alcohol and cigarettes and I told her about...

Possible trigger:

the low doses of ketamine I've been snorting every week or two for the past three months

She laughed and said "Lol why????" and I told her that "It makes me not be my thoughts and rather look at my thoughts instead." She said that that stuff could be any chemicals and could kill me. She said to tell my doctor about it and how it could affect my prescription controlled substance use but I said it's fine because they don't provide the same state of mind..

I then went to the college to fill out my disability papers and now I work in an hour. I don't feel mentally well after talking about these things and talking about my problems. I'd rather keep it to myself but I'm a pretty open person like Newtus so w/e...

Did she give you any advice? It sounds Ike you got a lot of stuff out.

Blue_Bird · Mar 08, 2019 at 03:10 PM

Crimes of Grindelwald is available to buy on the 12th, can't wait to get it. I saw it in the theater and it was amazing, everything, the visuals, soundtrack, stunning. Johnny Depp was perfect.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 08, 2019 at 03:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Crimes of Grindelwald is available to buy on the 12th, can't wait to get it. I saw it in the theater and it was amazing, everything, the visuals, soundtrack, stunning. Johnny Depp was perfect.

Hopefully comes to rental soon, I missed it...no spoilers....

Desoxyn · Mar 08, 2019 at 03:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Did she give you any advice? It sounds Ike you got a lot of stuff out.

It was mostly me arguing about wanting a lower dose of the Invega but she said maybe I need a higher dose. She reassured me that it's ok to miss my delusions of grandeur that that even regular people become successful because of slight delusions of grandeur. She said that it's good to talk about my problems and she can hold onto them without them effecting her like it does to me.

She said to write down my thoughts in a journal for the next two weeks and explain everything to my doctor.

Desoxyn · Mar 08, 2019 at 03:17 PM

I can't stop smoking my pack of ciggies. I love them :/

newtus · Mar 08, 2019 at 03:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

It was mostly me arguing about wanting a lower dose of the Invega but she said maybe I need a higher dose. She reassured me that it's ok to miss my delusions of grandeur that that even regular people become successful because of slight delusions of grandeur. She said that it's good to talk about my problems and she can hold onto them without them effecting her like it does to me.

She said to write down my thoughts in a journal for the next two weeks and explain everything to my doctor.

I believe what she means by the regular people

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Findingreason Resident Queer Girl Chat Moderator Member Since Dec 2016 Location: Finland Posts: 3,190 7 4,864 hugs given	Mar 08, 2019 at 12:28 PM #443 Hey everyone. How are things going today? I’m okay. Been going since 6am on 3 hours sleep. Been quite the day. Got stuff done. Almost finished figuring out finances with my wife. At my partner’s place for the weekend. It’ll be good after I get some sleep. Until then I am staying up till like 9-10pm.

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Mar 08, 2019 at 12:32 PM #446 One of my first dates with my husband was to see George Carlin live. It was a good time. I had never known him from anything other than Shining Time Station so it was a shock lol! __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Mar 08, 2019 at 12:57 PM #447 I want to get better at trivia. I want to know more random facts about things. I need to start looking at everything I want to know everything.

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 08, 2019 at 02:00 PM #448 Just baked Betty Crocker chocolate chip cookies __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 08, 2019 at 03:17 PM #459 I can't stop smoking my pack of ciggies. I love them :/