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Sometimes psychotic · May 11, 2019 at 04:57 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I have another question for yall.

Do you guys listen to music for the sound or for the lyrics?

I'm a total lyrics person. And it HAS TO relate to my life In some way or I just cant get with the song.

I’m not into lyrics at all....I barely understand them....sound only.

newtus · May 11, 2019 at 04:57 PM

Oh I do like metal too. I just have to be in the right mood.

Blue_Bird · May 11, 2019 at 04:58 PM

Speaking of instrumental/sound, I miss playing violin so much. I really need to invest in a new one within the next few years

newtus · May 11, 2019 at 04:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I’m not into lyrics at all....I barely understand them....sound only.

That's interesting. I asked this question on my Facebook 2 years ago. Most people on my friends list were a total sound person. I cant relate too much

newtus · May 11, 2019 at 04:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Speaking of instrumental/sound, I miss playing violin so much. I really need to invest in a new one within the next few years

Same but I miss playing my drums and guitar. I thought about buying a guitar but that's so far off right now.

Erti · May 11, 2019 at 05:01 PM

I'm with Bluebird on this one...

I'm currently listening to music that makes me think of someone who has passed away even though i highly doubt they'd like the music I'm listening to.

May 11, 2019 at 05:06 PM

Hey everyone. I didn't know what to do this morning due to having finished my book, so I thought long and hard and decided to start writing an essay on Striving. My inspiration is Goethe's Faust, it will basically become the ethics represented in Goethe's Faust. I thought about it for awhile, but I never put pen to paper because there was always something else to do. TO put the key phrase as it is in the book, 'Man errs as long as he strives" which is like as long as there is motion there will be friction. This paper might take me a very long time. First im going to create an outline, and then read faust again, then create critique it I suppose. In part two of my book I do Goethe's faust but it's not focused on Goethe's ethics, which I think is sad because it taught me to not give up. Without the book I would have never have faced my professors and shown up to fight every day.

Erti · May 11, 2019 at 05:10 PM

Death is on my mind at the moment. It scares me. I'm scared... :S I'm not sure if that's a good or a bad thing at the moment.

Erti · May 11, 2019 at 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

Hey everyone. I didn't know what to do this morning due to having finished my book, so I thought long and hard and decided to start writing an essay on Striving. My inspiration is Goethe's Faust, it will basically become the ethics represented in Goethe's Faust. I thought about it for awhile, but I never put pen to paper because there was always something else to do. TO put the key phrase as it is in the book, 'Man errs as long as he strives" which is like as long as there is motion there will be friction. This paper might take me a very long time. First im going to create an outline, and then read faust again, then create critique it I suppose. In part two of my book I do Goethe's faust but it's not focused on Goethe's ethics, which I think is sad because it taught me to not give up. Without the book I would have never have faced my professors and shown up to fight every day.

Dude you're so smart... that's why i love ya

Desoxyn · May 11, 2019 at 05:48 PM

Lately I've been shifting away from music because listening to a podcast is better than lyrics in music. But I need music every so often to keep me sane. But when I'm in a good mood, I like music for the sound and lyrics.

But the amount of information that is present in what I tune into doesn't seem to matter to most people but it does to me, yet I can't tune into things with more information. I tend to stick to lyrics in songs and think about them and turn them into something else in my mind, morphing.

I want to do certain things that I should be doing but I do things that give me the most dopamine in the short term.

I should be thinking of what will give me long term dopamine. I can't explain these things and if I did, I would probably know how to get out of it and I don't think anyone can even understand what I'm saying so Idk if I see the point of posting this meh

Desoxyn · May 11, 2019 at 05:52 PM

I need to lower my injection. My negative symptoms aren't as bad as the negative symptoms that are caused by the antipsychotic by decreasing positive symptoms.

I know this because psychedelics increase positive symptoms and can decrease negative symptoms. If antipsychotics are the opposite, they decrease positive symptoms and can increase negative symptoms.

"The traditional antipsychotics are generally poorly effective or ineffective against the negative symptoms of schizophrenia and are also associated with extensive side effects which can themselves cause or exacerbate secondary negative symptomatology."

newtus · May 11, 2019 at 06:05 PM

Why don't guys talk about their fxkin feelings

newtus · May 11, 2019 at 06:10 PM

I'm feeling much better right now with all the naps I've had today and last night. Well sleep and a 4 hr nap.

I think I do enjoy the time when Dustin is at work. It gives me time to renew myself.

Desoxyn · May 11, 2019 at 06:31 PM

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Why don't guys talk about their fxkin feelings

Cuz that's opening up and looking at the self and spiritual and stuff. Most women are not attracted to that.

But I've seen many attracted to me cuz I talk about my feelings. Because women dream about someone that is caring and not an asshole. One had a bf that abused her and thought of me as perfect cuz I told her good things.

But it's fun to be with an asshole after abuse and then to get abused, then the woman wakes up and becomes spiritual in that way. Like my mom after my step dad won the lottery. He beat her.

Just depends on things. Your ex abused you and then you found someone better. If he's the right person for you, only you knowwww... yeet!

Femininity and masculinity. Everyone has both traits. They are both apart of some shakra or something. Like the DMT spirit elves which can be males or females to guide you through the journey.

Everything is really mixed paint and must be understood or coloured strings weaving through each other until time stops.

Blue_Bird · May 11, 2019 at 07:18 PM

Seeing my friend tomorrow. Think I'll stay up tonight, go to church really early, then to the store, then over to his place

May 11, 2019 at 07:20 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Why don't guys talk about their fxkin feelings

jung talks about this at lengths, because the masculine he is seen a certain way by culture, but that men should accept their feminine side and own their feelings. It's unhealthy to bottle them up. It really does a number on men sometimes. I remember when I first used the term "cute", it was difficult to say because it isn't a masculine term, but its an apt way to describe some stuff.

So Jung belives there is a animus (He) and anima (she) aspect to all of us, male or female, along with a shadow(your inner demon) and a host of other narratives in our "collective unconscious". Even with the shadow, we ought to work on bringing that one in and acccpeting it, because once we do that it no longer rules us. Individuaiton is accepting all narratives (the collective unconscious) and this carries enlightenment with it.

Blue_Bird · May 11, 2019 at 07:44 PM

Alright, I took my night meds. I have to fight with myself every night to make myself do it and sleep

Desoxyn · May 11, 2019 at 08:37 PM

My mom buys alcohol for my 16 year old sister all the time so she ordered alcohol and wants me to use her bf's bank card to pay for it.

Yknow why I haven't been arrested yet? Because I'm not idiot!!!

But here the law is a 17 year old can drink alcohol at home under the supervision of an adult and she's 17 next month so..

Desoxyn · May 11, 2019 at 08:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

jung talks about this at lengths, because the masculine he is seen a certain way by culture, but that men should accept their feminine side and own their feelings. It's unhealthy to bottle them up. It really does a number on men sometimes. I remember when I first used the term "cute", it was difficult to say because it isn't a masculine term, but its an apt way to describe some stuff.

So Jung belives there is a animus (He) and anima (she) aspect to all of us, male or female, along with a shadow(your inner demon) and a host of other narratives in our "collective unconscious". Even with the shadow, we ought to work on bringing that one in and acccpeting it, because once we do that it no longer rules us. Individuaiton is accepting all narratives (the collective unconscious) and this carries enlightenment with it.

You said it better than I!

newtus · May 11, 2019 at 08:43 PM

I just got Into a huge fight with the fiance

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 04:57 PM #782 Oh I do like metal too. I just have to be in the right mood. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,821 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 04:58 PM #783 Speaking of instrumental/sound, I miss playing violin so much. I really need to invest in a new one within the next few years __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 05:01 PM #786 I'm with Bluebird on this one... I'm currently listening to music that makes me think of someone who has passed away even though i highly doubt they'd like the music I'm listening to.
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 05:10 PM #788 Death is on my mind at the moment. It scares me. I'm scared... :S I'm not sure if that's a good or a bad thing at the moment.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 06:05 PM #792 Why don't guys talk about their fxkin feelings __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,821 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 07:18 PM #795 Seeing my friend tomorrow. Think I'll stay up tonight, go to church really early, then to the store, then over to his place __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,821 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 07:44 PM #797 Alright, I took my night meds. I have to fight with myself every night to make myself do it and sleep __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,012 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,923 hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 08:37 PM #798 My mom buys alcohol for my 16 year old sister all the time so she ordered alcohol and wants me to use her bf's bank card to pay for it. Yknow why I haven't been arrested yet? Because I'm not idiot!!! But here the law is a 17 year old can drink alcohol at home under the supervision of an adult and she's 17 next month so..
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 11, 2019 at 08:43 PM #800 I just got Into a huge fight with the fiance __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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