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#82
I can't believe I had a panic attack. Idk what is wrong with me or my environment.
I'm going to ask my therapist and talk about what causes my panic attacks because I have no idea. Two energy drinks? But why the panic? It doesn't make sense to me. I have a perfect life now. Everyone in my life is happy. I'd be happy if it wasn't for these panic attacks.. I feel like if my panic attacks can be taken away, I'd be content with life. But maybe there's something wrong with my life. Like I'm not doing the right thing. And "What am I doing?" has been the theme of this panic attack. I remember when I was a kid, after I got negative symptoms and isolated myself, one kid was like "What do you even do all day?" And mostly I was sleeping and playing xbox constantly. I made good friends on the xbox. It made me feel really bad about myself. I didn't like half of my friends because they were sociopaths. Some of my best friends though were sociopaths so idk.. My dad says "What are you doing?". Everyone does. I don't know what I'm doing. What am I supposed to be doing? Maybe my therapist can give me an answer.. I take college courses, I will get another job, biking, hiking, hanging out with people, listening to podcasts, netflix.. tv.. idk.. i try to DO THESE THINGS but I still don't know what I'm doing because I look at the bigger picture always.. |
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#83
Are these valid reasons for having panic attacks?
It's like when I panic, I'm not able to take in information, repeat the thoughts that I focus on and then feel like all I'm doing is muscle memory with fear of people finding out that I'm panicking.. DOING THINGS Then at the peak of the panic, I completely fear and think to myself, "Am I .. psychotic???" |
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#84
I know when my ex had panic attacks he's panicking about the future and wondering "is this going to get me where and what i want in life... am i wasting my life." it's pretty common with those with anxiety. either thinking of the past or thinking of the future... never in the now. try taking it a day at a time. make small goal that help you achieve those big goals. sometimes those goals may be self care such as hygiene and small chores. then make time to focus on studying a little bit each time for school a day so you're not cramming on studying and homework in one day.
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#85
Back from church, it's 4am now. Not sure if I can sleep, I feel wide awake.
Took my Geodon though, that's probably gonna knock me out |
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Good morning, forced myself to go to sleep last night even though I didn't feel like it, I know it's important and I'm a mess when I don't get good sleep
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Practicing Italian
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Morning
Woke up early i think cuz i slept til 1:30pm yesterday. Could barely sleep all night tho. Kept waking up. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#90
I feel so depressed
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#91
So exhausted. Was wide awake but after my morning meds Im really tired
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#92
I just want to go away
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#93
Idk what to do anymore
Im beyond depressed I cry everyday. Im unhappy. Im told to fix myself first and find inner happiness and not expect to rely on my fiance. But im just so sad.
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Absolutely nothing makes me happy anymore. Absolutely nothing. I prob pushed bf to engage me because i thought id be happy but im not. Nothing changes. Im scared. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Morning!! Happy Sunday!!
Drinking coffee trying to wake up. I have to go to the store. I’m out of cigarettes ugh. My husband left them in Scotty’s truck. Nothing going on today. It’s still kinda cold out and it’s supposed to rain. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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I see the pdoc on the 6th. I will tell her to put me on something different. We talked about geodon already. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#100
@newts I think talking to the doc again is a good idea.
I know you said you can’t but I have found that having a job gives me purpose during my downtime. It keeps my mind occupied and I don’t have a chance to dwell. You are a dweller like me. You absolutely have to find something to do with your time. Otherwise it’s going to envelope you and you’re not going to see a way out. Been there. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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