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Angelique67 · May 26, 2019 at 05:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Cool

Do you know which model you're getting him?

Yes, the most expensive one lol. I have a lot of money at the moment so I may as well use it.

But this all depends on whether the social worker will help me get one. I have no money cards or bank accounts anymore.

Blue_Bird · May 26, 2019 at 06:42 PM

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I feel like my cats are the only reason I'm alive and are the only things tying me to this world, I don't see much of a point in life

Angelique67 · May 26, 2019 at 07:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Possible trigger:

I feel like my cats are the only reason I'm alive and are the only things tying me to this world, I don't see much of a point in life

That's how I used to feel all the time. There's a lot more than the cats holding you here though!

The point to life is whatever that means to you. Some think Earth is a party scene, and others to have a family, etc etc etc. We on PC love you. And everywhere you go, because you're a great person.

newtus · May 26, 2019 at 07:10 PM

Earth is hell

Blue_Bird · May 26, 2019 at 07:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

That's how I used to feel all the time. There's a lot more than the cats holding you here though!

The point to life is whatever that means to you. Some think Earth is a party scene, and others to have a family, etc etc etc. We on PC love you. And everywhere you go, because you're a great person.

Thanks Angelique

ofthevalley · May 26, 2019 at 09:49 PM

Watched Zombieland for the millionth time. I ****ing love this movie. Woody ❤️
October 18th Zombieland 2 hits the theatres.
Spent the day with drunk people. They were mostly chill so it wasn’t bad. I tried to fit in but I’m just not a drinker. I hit my pen all day instead lol.
One old guy kept asking my husband if people asked him if I was his daughter all the time 🤔. Pretty sure he had dementia I’m older than my husband is and def look it these days. It’s been fun to tease my husband about though 😂
Hoping to sleep late in the morning since I’m up way past my bedtime. Have to work for a bit and we’re finally going to plant my garden.

newtus · May 26, 2019 at 09:54 PM

Drew these after crying tonight. Roll Call 148

Desoxyn · May 26, 2019 at 10:33 PM

Went for another walk to a place where I did a small run then walked back. I will do this every evening and run more and more every time. Tomorrow I see my doctor for Vyvanse refill then I'll go get a gym membership. He will be glad that I started exercising.

I don't feel panic this time after running like last night so I don't need to take a benzo. I slept 15 hours last night though.

I'm on a 3 day water fast starting 8PM May 26th - Sunday to 8PM May 29th - Wednesday. I will drink just water. (I will fail at this). Then I will do 2 hour exercise at the gym on Thursday after I eat Wednesday night.

I will feel so good to be healthy and not smoking either. I will be an adrenaline nut.

Desoxyn · May 26, 2019 at 10:41 PM

The exercise helped with the depression I was having today a little bit

Desoxyn · May 27, 2019 at 04:18 AM

Can't sleep..

I wish the sun would rise but that's in another two hours..

Blue_Bird · May 27, 2019 at 04:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Can't sleep..

I wish the sun would rise but that's in another two hours..

I can't either, though it's my own fault cause I didn't take my seroquel last night. I'll be taking it tonight, that was a stupid idea. I have more energy but I only got 2 hours of sleep and I'm wide awake, just gonna stay up since it's almost 5:30am now, went and bought a cold brew coffee

Erti · May 27, 2019 at 04:21 AM

aren't you a couple hours behind me? I don't see the sun rising until an hour from now.

Desoxyn · May 27, 2019 at 04:22 AM

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aren't you a couple hours behind me? I don't see the sun rising until an hour from now.

About 5-6am is when it rises

Blue_Bird · May 27, 2019 at 04:23 AM

the sun is rising here now, it's light out

Desoxyn · May 27, 2019 at 04:25 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I can't either, though it's my own fault cause I didn't take my seroquel last night. I'll be taking it tonight, that was a stupid idea. I have more energy but I only got 2 hours of sleep and I'm wide awake, just gonna stay up since it's almost 5:30am now, went and bought a cold brew coffee

I took 100mg Seroquel and it didn't do anything. I'm also on max dose Invega. I guess I've built tolerance to the tiredness antipsychotics I guess.

But the Vyvanse should have worn off. Unless it actually lasts for 14 hours, then I have 2 hours left.

I find it so great that we are waiting for the sun to rise. That's beautiful and so strange that we're thousands of miles away and rely on the same ball of plasma to come over the horizon =]

Desoxyn · May 27, 2019 at 04:26 AM

I see my doctor at 11am. I have such great things to tell him of greatness!

Erti · May 27, 2019 at 04:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I see my doctor at 11am. I have such great things to tell him of greatness!

good luck

Erti · May 27, 2019 at 05:20 AM

no me dejes solo

Desoxyn · May 27, 2019 at 05:28 AM

Hermosa, no estás sola. Enséñame bailar tango

Don't cry for me Argentina..

Desoxyn · May 27, 2019 at 05:29 AM

I want to learn spanish

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,405 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.9k hugs given	May 26, 2019 at 06:42 PM #362 Possible trigger: I feel like my cats are the only reason I'm alive and are the only things tying me to this world, I don't see much of a point in life __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	May 26, 2019 at 07:10 PM #364 Earth is hell __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	May 26, 2019 at 09:54 PM #367 Drew these after crying tonight. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	May 26, 2019 at 10:41 PM #369 The exercise helped with the depression I was having today a little bit
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	May 27, 2019 at 04:18 AM #370 Can't sleep.. I wish the sun would rise but that's in another two hours..
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 13 2,894 hugs given	May 27, 2019 at 04:21 AM #372 aren't you a couple hours behind me? I don't see the sun rising until an hour from now.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,405 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.9k hugs given	May 27, 2019 at 04:23 AM #374 the sun is rising here now, it's light out __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	May 27, 2019 at 04:26 AM #376 I see my doctor at 11am. I have such great things to tell him of greatness!
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 13 2,894 hugs given	May 27, 2019 at 05:20 AM #378 no me dejes solo
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	May 27, 2019 at 05:28 AM #379 Hermosa, no estás sola. Enséñame bailar tango Don't cry for me Argentina..
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	May 27, 2019 at 05:29 AM #380 I want to learn spanish
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