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The Dopamine Flux
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#961
Morning
I just woke up. So no coffee. Or maybe I will lol. Cuz my dad is coming over. I wrote 4 or 5 new poems last night. Why do I think I'm a genius? Who knows. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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The Dopamine Flux
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#966
Took a short nap earlier because I had been up since 3 in the morning. Cats seem used to the way the furniture is arranged now.
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#967
First day of partial hospital went well.
I like the group, it seems friendly and inviting. I see the psychiatrist tomorrow at 930am. |
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#968
I only write a poem or prose like once a month. I bet if I lowered my injection, I'd do it more. I feel like doing it right now. I feel like doing many things right now. My injection is tomorrow.
Just finished hiking. Really nice day. Swam in a glacier lake. Cold but not too cold =] I might skip my injection for a few days. |
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I'm trying to make changes in the way I eat, making small changes one at a time. and getting more exercise.
Studied math on Khan Academy this morning. Meant to go on Duolingo and work on my Italian but my internet was acting weird, I'll probably do that now. Sketched a picture of one of my cats, very basic, not good but it's a start, I have never tried to draw an animal in person before, I got a book recently on the fundamentals on drawing animals, showing movement, and basics on their anatomy Gotta vacuum tomorrow __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#973
2 days off the risperdal I think, maybe 3.
Psychotic symptoms are more prevalent so it was helping with that some, but I don't feel miserable so that's a worthy trade off. I'll get on a new med tomorrow |
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Newt, I totally concur with SP here. My experience with Risperdal, where my sex drve tanked, memory gone, complete flat affect (total anhedonia), ect… then switching to Geodon-- HALA-F'n-JULA! All my emotions burst forward, sex drive came back, the only thing Geodon did was what it was suppose to, just stop the delusion. I'm glad t's working for you too. I think this is a big step for you.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#975
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Ima bout to message u. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#976
I think ima submit some of my poems to a magazine.
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#977
I want Geodon.. (Ziprasidone)... I'm gonna ask my psychiatrist to switch me to it. My injection is tomorrow but I might skip it until Monday just to see what it's like.
I took a weed gummy. I might get a little high. If I get too high, I'll take a benzo. |
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#978
I'm upset that Geodon stopped working for me. It really was the perfect drug, no side effects except sleepiness. But I can't control that I suppose
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#979
I need to learn how to create websites
Because if I ever come up with an idea, I'll know how And I don't want people to own my websites. I don't want anyone suing me or making me pay money. I want my own advertisements. I also need to learn legal stuff. #Granduer |
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#980
I can see into myself. I'm just lifeless energy. Everyone is. You have to BE IN REALITY to truly appreciate it. If you look and see yourself in the eyes of another, you'd likely get a good amount of new perspective. Some things that you hate and some things that you like. But at first, it would freak you out.. looking through those goggles. You're then more likely to act differently. But less deeper than that, people unknowingly try to change things about themselves that they hate about themselves purposefully.
And with me, people could pay attention to me through many more wireless technology platforms and I think about doing that lot but I don't even try to be heard about my experience but mostly perception. The way that I see the sky and your background. Where you are, how you feel, what you've done, your intentions.. But it doesn't matter in the end. Why? Because everyone says the same things just different ways. What are "different ways"? It's MATTER. Physical! Ideas are physical! That means that thoughts can be visible and we can create them in a lab. |
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