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#362
today in group we talked about people with bipolar (or sza bipolar) and how sleep is so important. Of course, on the day we discuss that I can not find it in me to sleep
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watching The Big Lebowski. really should be sleeping but the demons are keeping me awake again. been awake since 6 am yesterday morning. 42 hours... gonna try to sleep after the movie. hope to get some. really tired but the demons are really screaming at me to kill myself. my friend is sleeping in the other room. it's nice to know she is here. it helps. she's gonna go with me down to the hospital for the admissions process to keep me company and keep me calm. I was on the verge of tears earlier because of the demons. they were that scary. I was alone, my friend wasn't here yet, and I couldn't get ahold of her. I was terrified that I was gonna give in to them and do what they want. she finally responded and came over pretty quick. she fell asleep before the end of the movie though.
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Movie's over. Light's out in a few minutes and we will see if I can sleep.
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#365
Went to bed at 6pm and woke up at 11:30pm.
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#366
Morning, it's only 3:30am but I fell asleep pretty early
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I'm awake, I do not want to go to partial hospital
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I can't sleep anymore.
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I really like Charles bukowskis poems
They're kooky and weird but kinda deep and raw too. I have a few of his poem books . A couple of my faves, the best often die by their own hand just to get away, and those left behind can never quite understand why anybody would ever want to get away from them Charles Bukowski __________________ |
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#374
Gonna definitely work on the rest of my book formats today. I put it off for 3-4 days because I initially lost sleep for 4 days and have slowly been getting my sleep back.
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Took my morning meds.
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Really tired, didn't get enough sleep. Took a couple early morning walks.
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Did my nails
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I feel lethargic. Like not tired. Just not very motivated and kinda just wanna lay around. My dad wants me to go out to eat with him and someone else. I dont really want to I mean i just wanna lay around. Idk. I need to work on my book too.
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It's not even summer yet and I'm so ready for autumn and winter. I hate hot weather
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Got some sleep finally. Gonna go to an AA meeting with my friend and then to the hospital. First, food, though. Whataburger, me thinks.
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