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The Dopamine Flux
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#521
I dont anymore. I been giving them all to my fiance. I think I sold one. Gave the other my fiance. I only had 3 and was using one of em.
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Grand Magnate
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Location: United States
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#522
Having a bit of a bad day.
Lots of voices, paranoia too. Took a PRN Haldol |
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#523
Possible trigger:
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The Dopamine Flux
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#524
It's about to rain
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#525
Not much happening today, just had dinner. I haven't hallucinated in a while and I'm wondering when it comes back and how to be prepared. Maybe it's time for a hospitalization again, or to find a pdoc to get on meds.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#526
I'm starting to feel weird and uncomfortable. Idk why.
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#527
I'm going to see about stopping the seroquel. I'm too tired all the time and sleeping too much
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Metaphysic
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#528
Colours. Colours fading.
Light. Darkness. Happiness. Depression. Life. Death. Moving. Still. Warmness. Coldness. Love. Hate. What is all this stuff? Why must it be reality? Why??? |
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Metaphysic
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#529
God. Devil.
Demons. Angels. Water. Fire. My mom is going to the hospital because she can hardly breathe. She has a cold but it seems fishy to me. |
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Metaphysic
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#530
I believe something bad is going to happen. I possess powers. I'm imagining my existence. Someone is controlling my actions and thoughts and spying on me. I'm in a simulation.
If I think too much about what happens, it happens. They want me to have cancer if I make a bargain with them. But it's all meaningless. It just gets to me I guess. |
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Metaphysic
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#531
Just stressed about my new job
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#532
Packed my wallet, smokes, phone and a pill bottle full of ativans (In case I panic), a vyvanse (In case I get tired), a beta blocker (In case my heart beats fast) and a seroquel (In case I lose it).
I will not give up ever. I'm in this to test my mental health and the money.. or whatever it is that humans want by DOING THINGS for a boss instead of hunter gathering.. |
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Princess Tutu
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#533
You work 3rd shift now Tweaks?
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#534
I've been asleep for a majority of the past 48 hours
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The Dopamine Flux
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#536
Morning
Having coffee and took my meds __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#537
I need to get some coffee, I can't believe I slept as long as I did. Basically Friday night through now
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The Dopamine Flux
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#538
I dont feel well. My stomach hurts a bit. It's either the coffee or the mix of coffee and meds in my stomach.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#539
I feel fine now. Tired a bit still. I should've ate with my geodon but I'm not hungry.
I might get started on The Bell Jar by sylvia plath today. I also gotta give away some Amazon codes for my book I racked up. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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