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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 05:29 AM
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I'm on deviant art. Although havent been active since Myspace went out.

I did photoshopp editing and stuff.

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 05:29 AM
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I'm going to block family members from my Twitter, some on fb, and Instagram.

Just tired of them talking behind my back.

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 06:09 AM
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Sorry @newtus. Family can be toxic.
I have 2 auntss, 2 cousins, and my niece on my FB. I typically block them if I happen to post about mental illness.
I don’t care to have my family in my biz. I share very very little with people IRL. I don’t really talk to about 1/2 of my mom’s family. 😂 they are judge mental asses. .
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Sorry @newtus. Family can be toxic.

I have 2 auntss, 2 cousins, and my niece on my FB. I typically block them if I happen to post about mental illness.

I don’t care to have my family in my biz. I share very very little with people IRL. I don’t really talk to about 1/2 of my mom’s family. Roll Call 149 they are judge mental asses. .
See I'm too honest with people. I opened up last night to that specific cousins ex wife and she was nice about it. She said hes been talking about me and my issues but she wanted to give me a chance and not just believe what he said about me. They are divorced now. Hes always been a bit of an ***** to me. I deleted him last night off my fb.

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 07:07 AM
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That’s probably for the best @Newt
You don’t need that in your life.

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 09:02 AM
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Good morning. Last day of my first week at Partial Hospital. I remember last time I was here Fridays were always great, two of my favorite therapists run group today.
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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 10:55 AM
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Played Pokemon for awhile then drew a picture

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 12:01 PM
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I finally fell asleep

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 12:45 PM
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My book is available on paperback now and kindle. Go check it out!

Also, I'm gonna sell it on audible. Since they partner with iTunes audiobooks and Amazon audiobooks. Or Amazon may own it idk. Anyway I signed up at the website last night and am now currently auditioning voice actors to read my book. I got 3 auditions in my email so far. I will check them out soon.

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 12:46 PM
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Fiance is so so so sweet!

He woke me up with donuts and coffee. And we drank coffee together on the patio!!! So dreamy and sweet of him! That was literally like my total dream to do that with him.

He said hes trying to be a better fiance/boyfriend. Roll Call 149Roll Call 149Roll Call 149

Life is good.

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 02:07 PM
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Ok lol so I just checked out the auditions I had. It's so weird hearing people literally read my written thoughts. Lol!

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 02:07 PM
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Man life is really good right now. Maybe that geodon working but I feel like it's more than that. Idk.

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 02:09 PM
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Maybe I found my passion? Maybe this is what it is? Writing and/or writing books of any kind. Considering I spend so much time on social media putting out posts and pouring my heart into writing posts. Idk.

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I've lost the will to live.
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Jesus christ my ceiling just poured water in several spots for 5 minutes due to a problem on the 3rd floor. I can't wait to get the hell out of here. It's a good thing I rearranged all my furniture and stuff

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Jesus christ my ceiling just poured water in several spots for 5 minutes due to a problem on the 3rd floor. I can't wait to get the hell out of here. It's a good thing I rearranged all my furniture and stuff
That's unacceptable. They should know better. I'd leave them a bad review on Google or Yelp.

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That's unacceptable. They should know better. I'd leave them a bad review on Google or Yelp.
Yes I plan on leaving them a horrible review

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Default Jun 14, 2019 at 04:20 PM
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The pharmacy is now saying it'll be monday before my meds are ready.

Ugh im so frustrated
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I'm feeling good at the end of the injection. Went to coffee connections and talked with people. I bought two iced cap coffees. Each has 120mg of caffeine in it. I was more talkative and social and can pay attention more to when people are talking.

I talked to my doctor about how much I'm starting to exercise. I might go to the gym again this evening.

I picked up my pre-rolled joints, weed gummies and THC tea in the mail today. I plan on taking 5-10mg every day for a few weeks and then start taking small puffs of joints then if my tolerance builds, I'll drink half of the 60mg ginger tea.

THC makes me want to exercise and be a little more motivated. Or it could be because I'm putting the injection on hold for a few days idk. I'm going to read books while a little high.

Idk how to be productive though. Idk what to do because there's so many things to do. I'm happy where I currently am. I have my psychedelics, my mom is happy with her bf and not drinking so much anymore and the beta blockers stabilized her heart so she's able to exercise.

This town is great. I live in a great place. I'm seeing my job counsellor on Tuesday to look for a job for two months. Then in september I'll be studying in college.

No positive symptoms so far. I'm comfortable in crowds and talking to people. I have no fear or anxiety and haven't had a panic attack in 3 months.
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