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#21
I finally got some sleep, feel a lot better
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, ofthevalley, Sometimes psychotic
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#22
@newtus I'm really happy for you, you seem to be doing a lot better with the Geodon
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The Dopamine Flux
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#23
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I'm writing and reading books now lol! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#24
Keep having heart palpitations, freaks me out
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Anonymous40796, Sometimes psychotic
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#25
Dustin's mom came to visit
She just left. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#26
Has anyone tried the new stroopwaffel McFlurry.? I saw a review that said it was pretty good.
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#27
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#28
There's two new places opening up down the street from where I live. One is a little tea cafe, and they sell all kinds of organic teas and tea pots, etc. The other is an Asian cuisine place, not sure exactly what type but it looks good and they have an advertisement that they will have bubble tea (boba) which is something I've always wanted to try!
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Angelique67, ofthevalley, Sometimes psychotic
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#29
I told the pharmacy that I'll get my injection on Monday instead of today so I can enjoy the energy.
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#30
I feel awful all of a sudden. Ugh. Head, stomach, really tired...like all of a sudden.
I think I’ll close my eyes for a bit before I have to cook. My husband has a neck injury 😞. His neck muscles are visibly swollen and tied in a huge hard knot. He’s been to the chiropractor 5 times in the last 2 weeks and she finally said it was time to see a medical doc. So he’s going Monday. We’re thinking that huge knot is impeding his nerve going down his left arm because it hurts and loses feeling/strength. I feel so bad for him. He’s never really had neck of back problems so this is all new to him. |
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#31
They say I'm a lazy slob... I'm undeserving of everything good. I should die. I don't deserve anything good. I deserve all the bad. I deserve everything bad. I"m an ungrateful *****. My stepdad is right to slam the cabinets and scream dammit and run upstairs because I can't wait to wash off my strawberries in the sink he was putting away dishes when I did it. He works all day and I'm always home on my ***. I'm a *****. I'm a stupid *****. They wont stop. I just want to be happy. I just want them to go away. Please go away. PLease. I can't take it. I can't take much more of this. I'm trying to calm down but I can't.
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#32
I'm really pissed off.
They are working on the apt upstairs and the chemicals smell Is coming through to here downstairs and it's making me sick. It smells like paint and spraypaint __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#33
Someone please talk to me. No one in real life don't want to talk to me right now. I really need someone Please talk to me.. I'm a mess here. Meds don't work and I don't see my pdoc until the 2nd of July. I don't feel well. I want a day where I feel alright. I want to feel alright but I'm not alright. I feel terrible. I feel bad. I feel really bad. Someone please. I can't stand this feeling.
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#34
I'm sorry you're struggling Ert Is there any way you can get in to see your pdoc sooner?
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#35
No, I gave up on my case manager because she can't take me at certain times and I was suppose to go in a couple days ago because somehow I was scheduled but my case manager didn't want to take me or said couldn't because it was too early.
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#36
Doctor wants to prescribe Vraylar, pharmacy didn't have it so I'll pick it up tomorrow after they've ordered it.
I hope this med works, im sick of hopping from med to med |
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#37
Book Summaries: 480 Free Book Summaries Of The World's Best Books
I always have trouble reading long things, but I like new ideas...enter four minutes book summaries....yes! __________________ Hugs! |
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#38
Sorry you're going through a tough time Erti. The thing with the strawberries would make anyone more pissed off and ashamed than anything. I'm unemployed but I don't feel bad for multiple reasons. You seem to have negative thinking and intrusive thoughts. You need to accept where you are and try to change it. It won't happen overnight.
I took a weed gummy, vaped CBD and now I'm gonna drink some beer. I took my beta blocker cuz my heart is beating fast. I'm thankful for anti-anxiety medication.. |
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#39
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These sound a lot like negative automatic thoughts....have you ever had cbt? It can help with stuff like that. You learn to rephrase the negative thought into something more realistic like...sometimes I am lazy but most of the time I’m doing the best I can. I deserve good things like everyone else. I should live...etc. eventually you just start thinking that way instead of the negative thoughts or at least 90% anyway. I tend to think hey I’m doing ok but I could do better instead of I suck ya know. Some of the intensity is lost when you stop automatically believing there is truth to the voices....they lie and that’s a fact. __________________ Hugs! |
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