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Desoxyn · Jun 22, 2019 at 04:00 AM

Thx..

Ugh I wish I could stay awake but I can't.

Erti · Jun 22, 2019 at 04:32 AM

go to bed... it's late.

junkDNA · Jun 22, 2019 at 06:59 AM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I’m thinking of asking my doctor next month about switching from seroquel to abilify. We talked about it before as long term. When I see him next I’ll be almost out of seroquel so why not try. Seroquel makes me sleepy no matter what time I take it. Maybe abilify will make me less sleepy. Doesn’t hurt to ask.

Abilify made me so agitated and have insomnia

junkDNA · Jun 22, 2019 at 07:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Caffeine is my best friend, feeling really happy

Same lol , really helps a low mood sometimes for me ...

junkDNA · Jun 22, 2019 at 07:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I was watching unboxings of mystery boxes from the dark web.

Weird stuff man xd

I've watched some of those
I feel like they're fake tho

junkDNA · Jun 22, 2019 at 07:01 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Anyone disconnected to family you used to once be connected to? I dont feel as connected with my sister anymore. And it feels awkward and weird now.

Me too, with my sister . Doesn't help she moved 4 hours away

junkDNA · Jun 22, 2019 at 07:04 AM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

Welp. I tried pot once during work my entire 19year career in painting and drywalling, and I followed that bad experience with, I'll never do it again at work. Still, the guy who refuses to get on roofs, and which I tell him I'll do the 40ft work, he felt it was his duty to joke to my boss that I tried it. The boss told me to stay off the pipe today. I'm contemplating how I should handle this. I think I'll defend myself when that guy is in the room since he told him. That should make it awkward.

My manager passed me a thc vape the other day , I'm still paying for it w my crazy thoughts n voices

junkDNA · Jun 22, 2019 at 07:05 AM

Moving into my Condo next Friday
Cant wait to have boby back home w me

junkDNA · Jun 22, 2019 at 07:06 AM

Picture of boby my mom sent

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Blue_Bird · Jun 22, 2019 at 11:28 AM

Slept all night then fell asleep again for two hours in the morning

newtus · Jun 22, 2019 at 11:28 AM

Morning

I'm exhausted a bit still from the past two days.

Was out all day past two days. My feet were hurting and it's been 100 degrees. I hate it. Heat index 109.

I wish it would rain but no itd be humid then.

My book sold again last night. It has sold 10 copies so far. Really excited about that.

So went to get xena her shots Thursday. Didnt get home till 8pm. Now shes able to go for walks. We took her to the dog park last night. Then yesterday, we went to meet my mom and had lunch. It was good. At the new Buccees. I got chicken strips, fries, and a slush, and toast. Fiance got a bbq sandwich and an apple pie. This is like an upscale gas station. It sounds weird but u gotta go there to understand. They make all kinds of food right in front of you. Fresh brisket and stuff. Etc. Bbq, chicken, etc.

Blue_Bird · Jun 22, 2019 at 03:14 PM

I somehow slept the whole day ...

Desoxyn · Jun 22, 2019 at 04:17 PM

I had the best most euphoric 12 hour sleep of my life. Slept so deep with deep dreams. Woke up refreshed but took stimulant anyways.

I start work in 7 hours at 11pm.

Erti · Jun 22, 2019 at 04:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I had the best most euphoric 12 hour sleep of my life. Slept so deep with deep dreams. Woke up refreshed but took stimulant anyways.

I start work in 7 hours at 11pm.

Good luck with the job!

Desoxyn · Jun 22, 2019 at 04:57 PM

I don't consider myself as lazy. I need to be doing things. Idk.. Negative symptoms killed that..

It's easy to go up to someone you know and say "Hey, do you wanna go for a walk?" and the person will say "Yeah sure, let's do it!" but if you said "Hey, do you wanna just.. sit down quietly for 10 minutes?" and the person will say "Uh.. " Cuz that's kinda weird.

People want to be productive. Society is productive. The government wants you to be productive.

That's why everyone loves stimulants.. Adderall, ritalin, coffee, ephedrine pills.. because they want to be productive..

Then there's people that take no stimulants and they exercise c-o-n-s-t-a-n-t-l-y...

#Justthoughtsfortheday

Erti · Jun 22, 2019 at 05:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I don't consider myself as lazy. I need to be doing things. Idk.. Negative symptoms killed that..

It's easy to go up to someone you know and say "Hey, do you wanna go for a walk?" and the person will say "Yeah sure, let's do it!" but if you said "Hey, do you wanna just.. sit down quietly for 10 minutes?" and the person will say "Uh.. " Cuz that's kinda weird.

People want to be productive. Society is productive. The government wants you to be productive.

That's why everyone loves stimulants.. Adderall, ritalin, coffee, ephedrine pills.. because they want to be productive..

Then there's people that take no stimulants and they exercise c-o-n-s-t-a-n-t-l-y...

#Justthoughtsfortheday

I've done nothing... next to nothing these past few weeks. at least since I got out of the hospital. I call myself lazy. ha

newtus · Jun 22, 2019 at 05:33 PM

I slept all day. I'm so tired.

newtus · Jun 22, 2019 at 05:37 PM

Ugh my vape is broken. Fck.

One of the buttons doesn't work anymore. The up button for wattage. Fck.

Desoxyn · Jun 22, 2019 at 05:48 PM

I wish I had ESTP entrepreneur personality. Doer. To become a millionaire.

But I am INFP. Dreamer and deep thinker. To make music.

The "IP" is basically ADD and "EP" is ADHD.

Desoxyn · Jun 22, 2019 at 05:50 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Ugh my vape is broken. Fck.

One of the buttons doesn't work anymore. The up button for wattage. Fck.

Good thing you have a bunch of mods.

I can't vape anymore. It keeps splashing up into my mouth and makes me cough like hell. I'm smoking for a while.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jun 22, 2019 at 05:48 PM #519 I wish I had ESTP entrepreneur personality. Doer. To become a millionaire. But I am INFP. Dreamer and deep thinker. To make music. The "IP" is basically ADD and "EP" is ADHD.
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