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#961
I'm so pissed. I walked a mile to the laundromat with a huge bag of laundry to do and their change machine was broken so I couldn't get quarters and the corner store there didn't have any. So I had to walk all the way back with my dirty laundry in the heat.
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#962
I feel really dizzy, like the room is spinning
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#963
Maybe I didn't eat enough and that's why I was so dizzy, I just ate and feel better
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#964
I don't normally sweat a lot but my shirt was drenched in sweat when I got home earlier, had to change
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#965
Good morning. Vyvanse is waking me up.
10 hour sleep. I feel less stressed but groggy. Gonna go for a bike ride with people in the afternoon. |
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#966
hi guys. I'm tired today even though I slept in until 6 AM. Usually I get up between 4:30 AM and 5 AM. I still feel bad. Suicidal. Depressed. Ugh. I see T on Friday. Just gotta pull it together until then. I feel like laying on the floor and just sleeping. But I can't because I'm at work. I want to SH because I know it would change how I'm feeling for a bit and I could use a break from it but I'm trying to remember that if I don't SH I'm more emotionally stable. But it's hard to make that argument when one is suicidal. Day two of feeling like this. Wish it would go away. Hugs all, Kit
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#967
They worked on my ceiling today. Tomorrow they'll sand and paint then that will be it
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#968
Haven't sketched in awhile so just did a quick one of psyduck from Pokémon
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#970
You know when you are feeling so bad, you don't even want to do any self care? That's where I'm at. But, yes, there's some stuff I can do. Let me think. Yesterday I went to a friends house and watched a movie and that helped for a while. I emailed a friend and let her know that I'm suicidal. I'm meeting a different friend for coffee tonight. I'm looking at websites that are for dealing with suicidal thoughts. Another friend suggested journaling so I might do some of that. Laying under my weighted blankets sounds good if I can be cool enough. I think these are some things I can do or am planning to do. I'm trying, just not feeling well at all. I started a new drug (statin) for cholesterol and fish oil prescribed by my GP on Friday. Tuesday my depression spiraled out of control. That's the only thing that has changed. I don't know if statin meds can cause depression stuff or if this is just a coincidence. The paper that comes with the medication didn't list any psychiatric effects. But this is the same feeling I got last time I was on a medication that induced suicidal feelings. It has that same feel to it. Sigh. If I have to, I'll go to the hospital. HUGS Kit
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#971
Went mountain biking. Heart went BEATBEATBEAT.. Sweating.
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#973
Just found out Pokemon has a twitter. Which is cool.
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#975
@ofthevalley-your post reminded me i have wet laundry in the washer. I better go rewash it, but i have to go do it.
Also i have stuff in the dryer, and stuff in the "clean" hamper to be put away. Laundry always goes to the lowest possible position when I'm low. Is there any possible vaguely acceptable thing to cover my wife with? Myself? Yes? Then to heck with it. |
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#976
I got a pound of death wish coffee so I'll be trying that in the morning 😃
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All my experiences with math, science, psychology, History, lit, were fantastic though. But with phl,, I don't know, I had a better experience with philosophers in community college rather than the university. I don't know why that is. It was crazy to see my philosophy of science professor openly criticize my philosophy of early modern philosophy just because I asked her what's the distinction between continental and analytical, and then I went to him to ask the same question. Then He criticize my philosophy of mind, and thought he took down Wittgenstein while he was at it in like a 2 minute period. Philosophers at the university basically want you to be a good dog, sit in the chair and not ask questions, and agree with their own philosophy. Then you're a good boy, and if you're a good enough boy by obeying them, then they will write you a letter of recommendation. I wasn't a blank slate coming into the university regarding philosophy, because I read most of the books before hand. For instance, my philosophy of science professor somehow tried to do a Segway into 1984 while I was under psychosis, thinking everything was hacked, and that people were spying on me and my girlfriend. He said the meaning of 1984 was that you couldn't make love in private. A: that triggered the **** out of me B: he was so far off from the true meaning, which was right there on the first page, that you can't be an individual with individual thoughts. Winston Smith's first act was that he started a journal--that was the original sin he committed against his government. Okay, im venting. I'll stop now. If I can vent anywhere, I guess this might be the best place. Sorry guys. |
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#980
I never know what constitutes an emergency. Like when it is that I should call my T. How bad do I have to feel before I call her. I imagine it's like I'm feeling so bad I'm going to the hospital, but it's unlikely that T would be able to help at that moment anyway so it seems pointless.
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