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Sometimes psychotic · Aug 16, 2019 at 04:50 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Why does it now say "Legendary" under my name? It used to say "Wise Elder" or something like that....

You hit 10000 posts welcome to the club 😀

SlumberKitty · Aug 16, 2019 at 04:51 PM

Ohhhh. Thanks Sometimes psychotic, I wasn't paying attention to that part.

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2019 at 05:18 PM

Enjoying the evening, feeling good. I'm trying to get inspired to draw

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2019 at 05:21 PM

I want to go investigate haunted places. I used to live like 40 minutes south of Waverly Hills (former Sanatorium, in louisville) before I moved back to my home state. Too bad I never visited. My best friend from high school went though

Angelique67 · Aug 16, 2019 at 05:35 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

It's like a mild benzoey ecstasy alcoholish legal supplement drug.

But I can only take it once every 1-2 weeks or I'd get bad withdrawal. It helped with my brain fog that I got from bad mind numbing weed strains.

Theres a lot of horror stories about people getting addicted though. Idk how people can get addicted to things.. but I'm one to talk..

One of the links I found said it's illegal in the US. :/

Angelique67 · Aug 16, 2019 at 05:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I feel kind of weird. I hope I'm not being poisoned

Do you mean deliberately? No one would want to do that.

Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2019 at 05:54 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

One of the links I found said it's illegal in the US. :/

That link lies to you!!

"What Is Phenibut? Inside the Controversial "Happy Drug" That's Making Waves on the Internet"

... :/

I'm actually happy and not depressed. Alcohol hangovers make anxiety worse but phenibut hangovers help with anxiety. The afterglow is lasting 24 hours and counting.

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2019 at 06:34 PM

Pulled myself out of some strange thinking

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2019 at 06:40 PM

I keep trying to decipher messages from music and spirits but I made myself stop. I get pulled into it and things get strange and a lot of time passes. Making myself focus on other things

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2019 at 06:48 PM

Maybe stress built up over the past week with all the repairs and stuff going on monday through thursday. Idk, I'm gonna take my night meds and try to sleep in tomorrow

falcon09 · Aug 16, 2019 at 07:08 PM

I feel so tired and dissociated. Woke up at 3pm and have been napping off and on until now.

Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2019 at 07:26 PM

I feel less tired now that I've quit smoking cigarettes.

Edit: No I may still be tired as hell

Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2019 at 07:37 PM

Yknow what is worse than psychosis for other people?

DELIRIUM

Angelique67 · Aug 16, 2019 at 08:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

That link lies to you!!

"What Is Phenibut? Inside the Controversial "Happy Drug" That's Making Waves on the Internet"

... :/

I'm actually happy and not depressed. Alcohol hangovers make anxiety worse but phenibut hangovers help with anxiety. The afterglow is lasting 24 hours and counting.

The more I hear, the better I like it lol. I never met a benzo I didn't like.

Angelique67 · Aug 16, 2019 at 08:30 PM

I took 1.5 tiz hoping it would chill out my muscle tension and I think it's kicking in now. At least a little part of it. I don't know what to think about how long various meds take to kick in. 2 hours minimum for phenibut. I always thought it would be the same, 20 minutes for any oral drug.

Aug 16, 2019 at 10:10 PM

I've faced a lot in my life. Work pressure, of 100f while walking steep roofs, climbing 40ft ladders, facing the scorn of implicit bias from ignorant philosophy professors who haven't worked a day in their life (honestly, if they call being a PHL professor a job, then they are in the wrong profession), I've faced poverty, I've faced one of the most severe mental illnesses there is, I've faced people who are prejudice, Ive withheld opinion of an ex girlfriend that's toyed with my reputation because she never cared enough to read a book to understand what's actually going on, yadda-yadda-yadda, but today--this was one of the worst days of my life. This is the forge I've grown up in, constant struggle, this shall pass. Next problem.

newtus · Aug 16, 2019 at 10:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I've faced a lot in my life. Work pressure, of 100f while walking steep roofs, climbing 40ft ladders, facing the scorn of implicit bias from ignorant philosophy professors who haven't worked a day in their life (honestly, if they call being a PHL professor a job, then they are in the wrong profession), I've faced poverty, I've faced one of the most severe mental illnesses there is, I've faced people who are prejudice, Ive withheld opinion of an ex girlfriend that's toyed with my reputation because she never cared enough to read a book to understand what's actually going on, yadda-yadda-yadda, but today--this was one of the worst days of my life. This is the forge I've grown up in, constant struggle, this shall pass. Next problem.

What happened? Are you ok?

Desoxyn · Aug 17, 2019 at 03:16 AM

My mental health is very good.

I spent more time listening to podcasts with my dad. I want to tell my doctor about all the great things that I'm thinking about (He's now the only person that I feel like who really cares. My psychiatrist does but I only see her on the TV every 6 or so months).

But man.. **** cancer tho..

Desoxyn · Aug 17, 2019 at 03:25 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I took 1.5 tiz hoping it would chill out my muscle tension and I think it's kicking in now. At least a little part of it. I don't know what to think about how long various meds take to kick in. 2 hours minimum for phenibut. I always thought it would be the same, 20 minutes for any oral drug.

Yeah and there's peak plasma levels too. Like xanax can take 1.5 hours to fully kick in. Stuff like that. Fastest benzo to kick in for "effects".. etc..

Vyvanse takes half an hour to kick in at 50mg for me when they say it should take 1.5 hours. 40mg for me takes 40 minutes to kick in. The higher the dose, the faster it kicks in but that's not how all meds or drugs work..

Some say Vyvanse doesn't last very long.. but that's because people are focusing on higher doses because the peak plasma level with onset and crash are like a wave.. woooosh it goes.. I'm still on 2mg amphetamine when I'm sleeping..

Desoxyn · Aug 17, 2019 at 03:34 AM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I've faced a lot in my life. Work pressure, of 100f while walking steep roofs, climbing 40ft ladders, facing the scorn of implicit bias from ignorant philosophy professors who haven't worked a day in their life (honestly, if they call being a PHL professor a job, then they are in the wrong profession), I've faced poverty, I've faced one of the most severe mental illnesses there is, I've faced people who are prejudice, Ive withheld opinion of an ex girlfriend that's toyed with my reputation because she never cared enough to read a book to understand what's actually going on, yadda-yadda-yadda, but today--this was one of the worst days of my life. This is the forge I've grown up in, constant struggle, this shall pass. Next problem.

Us people on this forum has had one hell of a ride in hell. That's why we're all so nice to each other..

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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Aug 16, 2019 at 04:51 PM #322 Ohhhh. Thanks Sometimes psychotic, I wasn't paying attention to that part. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 16, 2019 at 06:34 PM #328 Pulled myself out of some strange thinking __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Aug 16, 2019 at 07:08 PM #331 I feel so tired and dissociated. Woke up at 3pm and have been napping off and on until now.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 16, 2019 at 07:26 PM #332 I feel less tired now that I've quit smoking cigarettes. Edit: No I may still be tired as hell
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 16, 2019 at 07:37 PM #333 Yknow what is worse than psychosis for other people? DELIRIUM
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Aug 16, 2019 at 08:30 PM #335 I took 1.5 tiz hoping it would chill out my muscle tension and I think it's kicking in now. At least a little part of it. I don't know what to think about how long various meds take to kick in. 2 hours minimum for phenibut. I always thought it would be the same, 20 minutes for any oral drug.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 17, 2019 at 03:16 AM #338 My mental health is very good. I spent more time listening to podcasts with my dad. I want to tell my doctor about all the great things that I'm thinking about (He's now the only person that I feel like who really cares. My psychiatrist does but I only see her on the TV every 6 or so months). But man.. **** cancer tho..
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