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Findingreason · Sep 21, 2019 at 01:56 AM

Hey everyone, how are things going?

I'm okay. Got discharged from hospital on Wednesday afternoon. Still have some symptoms yesterday. Had my partner and her partner worried when I was over visiting.

Otherwise lonely a lot cause I socialized a lot in the ward. But I have an appointment with the pdoc on Monday and my therapist too. Taking a couple weeks off from band before considering going back. Band leader wants me to take my time and so do I. I want to prevent relapse. Also saw the floor bubbling yesterday... it was scary.

What's everyone up to?

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 09:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I've noticed something while online dating. When people small talk with me, asking whats good, what are the highlights of your week, etc... I barely have any good moments. It's as if I'm hardly ever happy. I work, come home, and chill. On the weekends I go to a café, and then I have a few drinks to keep me focused for my research or writing. Drinking is pleasant, and writing is pleasant, and brings meaning to my life, but nowhere in there is there a strong feeling of happiness.

I should just stick to working and writing maybe. I should get another cat.

DT I doubt I could pinpoint highlights either but I’m generally happy. For me I live in the moment not the past, this could be due to my memory but still, my point is having set highlights isn’t necessary for happiness.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 09:14 AM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I'm worried because on my psychiatrists site he said he doesn't usually do disability paperwork. My review is probably coming up soon so I'm gonna need a psychiatrist to write a letter at least. Ugh.

I think this is common a lot of pdoc that treat are recovery oriented so they don’t deal with disability but they should be able to refer you to one that does

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 09:16 AM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

Hey everyone, how are things going?

I'm okay. Got discharged from hospital on Wednesday afternoon. Still have some symptoms yesterday. Had my partner and her partner worried when I was over visiting.

Otherwise lonely a lot cause I socialized a lot in the ward. But I have an appointment with the pdoc on Monday and my therapist too. Taking a couple weeks off from band before considering going back. Band leader wants me to take my time and so do I. I want to prevent relapse. Also saw the floor bubbling yesterday... it was scary.

What's everyone up to?

Hey FR glad you’re doing good now well except for the floor bubbling...

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 10:20 AM

Picked up some of my meds at the pharmacy. I seemed to do okay with being outside

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 10:23 AM

I might try to go to mass tomorrow morning around 7, It's a lot less packed than the later morning and evening masses so I would feel more comfortable. Plus it's not as hot in the morning

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 10:45 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Picked up some of my meds at the pharmacy. I seemed to do okay with being outside

That’s great 😃 You know I got over my agoraphobia by going on vacation, I feel like if it’s something outside you really want to do like maybe a museum or something it really helps.

Findingreason · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:10 AM

Got new boots

Take two...

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Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:15 AM

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Got new boots

Can’t see the photo but yay new boots 👢

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:18 AM

My artwork was accepted by madinamerica and will be added to their que to put in their gallery, it should be up in a few weeks

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:19 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

That’s great 😃 You know I got over my agoraphobia by going on vacation, I feel like if it’s something outside you really want to do like maybe a museum or something it really helps.

Yeah I think I'm going to get a pass from the library to a local science museum I've never been to

Findingreason · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Can’t see the photo but yay new boots 👢

Is it visible now?

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:24 AM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

Got new boots

Take two...

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Yep can see them now, perfect!

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:25 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

My artwork was accepted by madinamerica and will be added to their que to put in their gallery, it should be up in a few weeks

That’s awesome can’t wait to see it 😀

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:26 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Yeah I think I'm going to get a pass from the library to a local science museum I've never been to

That’s a good plan 😀

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 11:29 AM

So the bf needs a new toilet flapper so he had the lid off and his moisturizer fell in, then he wiped it on my bath towel....I was like eeeew and got a new towel. Technically I know the water in the back is clean but it’s still a toilet lol

newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:22 PM

Not going to the arts fest. I dont have any money.

But started the day off good, food wise.

Fiance cooked 2 scrambled eggs for me. And had 2 toast, no butter, and half a cup of coffee. Proud of myself.

Had half a bag of stir fry yesterday, that's all. Mostly veggies in it. Some chicken.

newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:24 PM

Not drinking as much either. I havent drank a lot in like months. Since april. I only drank hard in april. Like a lot of alcohol.

Nowadays I only have a shot of liquor and 1 beer. And that's usually on my days off. So the weekend. And it's only after 5 or 6pm. Really proud of myself.

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:41 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Not going to the arts fest. I dont have any money.

But started the day off good, food wise.

Fiance cooked 2 scrambled eggs for me. And had 2 toast, no butter, and half a cup of coffee. Proud of myself.

Had half a bag of stir fry yesterday, that's all. Mostly veggies in it. Some chicken.

That's exactly what I had for breakfast, wheat toast w/o butter and 2 scrambled eggs, some black coffee.

You're doing great!

newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

That's exactly what I had for breakfast, wheat toast w/o butter and 2 scrambled eggs, some black coffee.

You're doing great!

Thanks so much bb!!! I really needed to hear that from someone.

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