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newtus · Oct 03, 2019 at 08:39 PM

I feel like the week after I see my doctor I feel worse like something is wrong. But the week before I go in to see my doctor, everything is fine. Weird how that happens.

cogladaid · Oct 03, 2019 at 11:21 PM

I hate this. I can’t sleep and it’s like I feel the mirrors staring at me.

Blue_Bird · Oct 04, 2019 at 11:31 AM

I had a horrible panic attack

falcon09 · Oct 04, 2019 at 11:46 AM

Slept until 11, my sister is over at my grandmas house to help her with some filing.

falcon09 · Oct 04, 2019 at 11:48 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I had a horrible panic attack

I'm sorry, I hate when that happens. Did you have anything PRN you could take?

cogladaid · Oct 04, 2019 at 11:48 AM

Feel better this morning. I got some sleep but still woke up early so I could go to a customer appreciation sale at my supplement store. Bought stuff on sale and got a massive goodie bag full of free samples.

At the gym now working off frustrations and then this afternoon I have a tattoo consultation.

Back to work on Monday though boooo.

Blue_Bird · Oct 04, 2019 at 11:57 AM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I'm sorry, I hate when that happens. Did you have anything PRN you could take?

Thanks, yeah it's scary. I took a klonopin and am drinking some chamomile tea now

falcon09 · Oct 04, 2019 at 12:00 PM

I'm anxious today. My grandparents have someone coming over to clean the house and I have to be out of the house while she's there, no idea where I'm gonna go.

newtus · Oct 04, 2019 at 12:01 PM

I'm exhausted already. I might take a nap. Idk. I had to go 3 places early this morning. Havent had coffee at all.

Desoxyn · Oct 04, 2019 at 12:11 PM

My frontal lobe was completely disconnected from my brain last night! I didn't realize that I was dreaming! Usually I realize a little bit...

Desoxyn · Oct 04, 2019 at 12:56 PM

"People with hypersomnia might require as many as 10 to 12 hours of sleep per night to feel their best. Since day-to-day life might include responsibilities that don't allow for this much rest, long sleepers may feel excessively tired during the day and catch up on off days, sleeping as much as 15 hours at a time."

Blue_Bird · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:08 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I'm anxious today. My grandparents have someone coming over to clean the house and I have to be out of the house while she's there, no idea where I'm gonna go.

Could you go to your apartment? Maybe play some games?

Angelique67 · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thanks, yeah it's scary. I took a klonopin and am drinking some chamomile tea now

Did anything trigger it that you're aware of? I hate anxiety and panic. There's nothing they're good for.

Angelique67 · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:20 PM

I feel horrible. And my vape was too low on juice last night and the wick went dry. Hate that. Still sick, now with nausea added on.

Blue_Bird · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Did anything trigger it that you're aware of? I hate anxiety and panic. There's nothing they're good for.

Possible trigger:

I've had some physical symptoms going on, nothing really bad but things that remind me when my mom had cancer and some of her symptoms. She developed leukemia and died 9 months after her diagnosis, I'm terrified of ending up with cancer someday, her mother (my grandmother) had breast cancer and my aunt had brain cancer. It just scares the hell out of me.

SlumberKitty · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:25 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I'm anxious today. My grandparents have someone coming over to clean the house and I have to be out of the house while she's there, no idea where I'm gonna go.

Maybe go to the library. That is somewhere that is usually nice and quiet.

Kit

Angelique67 · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Possible trigger:

I've had some physical symptoms going on, nothing really bad but things that remind me when my mom had cancer and some of her symptoms. She developed leukemia and died 9 months after her diagnosis, I'm terrified of ending up with cancer someday, her mother (my grandmother) had breast cancer and my aunt had brain cancer. It just scares the hell out of me.

I can understand that. There's a lot of cancer in my family too, and heart disease. And dementia. I'm very worried about that.

The good thing is that you're young enough to make any kind of cancer really rare.

SlumberKitty · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Possible trigger:

I've had some physical symptoms going on, nothing really bad but things that remind me when my mom had cancer and some of her symptoms. She developed leukemia and died 9 months after her diagnosis, I'm terrified of ending up with cancer someday, her mother (my grandmother) had breast cancer and my aunt had brain cancer. It just scares the hell out of me.

HUGS @Blue_Bird sometimes I get to worrying about this kind of stuff too.

SlumberKitty · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:35 PM

I got invited to a friend's house tonight for dinner and games with her family. But I declined. I had a good reason, my Mom's birthday is tomorrow so I said we were celebrating this weekend. In all actuality, I didn't want to go. I don't feel up to socializing. But then she invited me for next Friday and I couldn't think of how to get out of that one, so I'm going. I don't feel up to anything. I so wanted to call in today. And then we had a really long board meeting, like an hour almost. They are supposed to be 5 to 10 minutes every morning. So that sucked the life out of me. My depression has been bad and the desire to SH has been strong and I just feel like I don't have the emotional resources to deal with it. But the hallucinations have been really good lately. Hardly had any. I got up this morning at 5 and then just laid in the lazy boy until 6:30 when I was like, I really have to get ready for work. My lack of motivation has been getting to me. I was reading a book last night that Pastor T wanted me to read, I read two chapters. But I have to read it again because I don't feel like I comprehended it. That's been happening to me a lot lately. Where I just don't get stuff. I'm like stupid or something. Even with the Vyvanse dosage raised. I have zero motivation today. Really not good. HUGS all, Kit

Angelique67 · Oct 04, 2019 at 01:45 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I got invited to a friend's house tonight for dinner and games with her family. But I declined. I had a good reason, my Mom's birthday is tomorrow so I said we were celebrating this weekend. In all actuality, I didn't want to go. I don't feel up to socializing. But then she invited me for next Friday and I couldn't think of how to get out of that one, so I'm going. I don't feel up to anything. I so wanted to call in today. And then we had a really long board meeting, like an hour almost. They are supposed to be 5 to 10 minutes every morning. So that sucked the life out of me. My depression has been bad and the desire to SH has been strong and I just feel like I don't have the emotional resources to deal with it. But the hallucinations have been really good lately. Hardly had any. I got up this morning at 5 and then just laid in the lazy boy until 6:30 when I was like, I really have to get ready for work. My lack of motivation has been getting to me. I was reading a book last night that Pastor T wanted me to read, I read two chapters. But I have to read it again because I don't feel like I comprehended it. That's been happening to me a lot lately. Where I just don't get stuff. I'm like stupid or something. Even with the Vyvanse dosage raised. I have zero motivation today. Really not good. HUGS all, Kit

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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,569 9	Oct 03, 2019 at 11:21 PM #562 I hate this. I can’t sleep and it’s like I feel the mirrors staring at me.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,273 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.8k hugs given	Oct 04, 2019 at 11:31 AM #563 I had a horrible panic attack __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,021 9 1,869 hugs given	Oct 04, 2019 at 11:46 AM #564 Slept until 11, my sister is over at my grandmas house to help her with some filing.
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,569 9	Oct 04, 2019 at 11:48 AM #566 Feel better this morning. I got some sleep but still woke up early so I could go to a customer appreciation sale at my supplement store. Bought stuff on sale and got a massive goodie bag full of free samples. At the gym now working off frustrations and then this afternoon I have a tattoo consultation. Back to work on Monday though boooo.
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,021 9 1,869 hugs given	Oct 04, 2019 at 12:00 PM #568 I'm anxious today. My grandparents have someone coming over to clean the house and I have to be out of the house while she's there, no idea where I'm gonna go.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 04, 2019 at 12:01 PM #569 I'm exhausted already. I might take a nap. Idk. I had to go 3 places early this morning. Havent had coffee at all. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,024 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,929 hugs given	Oct 04, 2019 at 12:11 PM #570 My frontal lobe was completely disconnected from my brain last night! I didn't realize that I was dreaming! Usually I realize a little bit...
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,024 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,929 hugs given	Oct 04, 2019 at 12:56 PM #571 "People with hypersomnia might require as many as 10 to 12 hours of sleep per night to feel their best. Since day-to-day life might include responsibilities that don't allow for this much rest, long sleepers may feel excessively tired during the day and catch up on off days, sleeping as much as 15 hours at a time."
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,124 (SuperPoster!) 9	Oct 04, 2019 at 01:20 PM #574 I feel horrible. And my vape was too low on juice last night and the wick went dry. Hate that. Still sick, now with nausea added on.
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