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Desoxyn · Nov 02, 2019 at 08:26 PM

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Most people in small business or trades, here in the US, get 1099'd, meaning we have to get scammed by the ACA and still have to pay deductibles, copays, and monthly payments, none of which are cheap. Deductible for me is $2k, and monthly payments are $150. Meaning we have to pay $3,800 a year if we are to get any help with a year "subscription."

The US government is bought and paid for by big pharma and insurance companies who have their own interest in making money over the actual health care of us.

America is actually a weird *** shifty place full of cameras.

Interesting what Edward Snowden is saying on the JRE about Stellar Wind the "warrantless surveillance program". I've always wanted to know about that..

It's like.. "Protect America" and legit there was a bill called "Protect America Act".. to stop terrorists when really it's the same thing that happens in other corrupt countries like Russia or Turkey.. Hungary... Phone companies didn't want to be sued so they gave the information to govy..

Psychosis is a whole different thing.. But idk... Idk... We're paranoid as hell yet they don't want us to go mad.. "Keep them quiet!"... But a normal person just doesn't have much inconsistencies in their lives about lying and such and trusts.. trusts everything.. "Big Pharma is a good thing!"... There's a cure for it all maynn.. It's all about money..

Money money money

unsure123 · Nov 02, 2019 at 08:44 PM

Has anyone heard from ofthevalley recently?

newtus · Nov 02, 2019 at 08:48 PM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

Has anyone heard from ofthevalley recently?

She posts on facebook like a lot, a lot right nowm

unsure123 · Nov 02, 2019 at 08:49 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

She posts on facebook like a lot, a lot right nowm

Oh ok, I'm not on Facebook lol

falcon09 · Nov 02, 2019 at 11:46 PM

Possible trigger:

feeling like SHing

Desoxyn · Nov 03, 2019 at 12:14 AM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Possible trigger:

feeling like SHing

Distract yourself. Think about me, "How did he quit all those extremely addictive drugs?.."

I drink tea, or do something (I know it's hard with negative symptoms). But we can never do nothing.. Just sit and think.. Thinking is the main part. "Why do I want this drug/to SH?"

The reasons are the key. You want to feel something. Agitation, anxiety, dissociation.. it's all in the mind...

Desoxyn · Nov 03, 2019 at 12:20 AM

I'm glad that the shroom gave me proof of the afterlife. And I was an atheist.. Logical, methodical, to need evidence..

I finally decided what I want to do. Something to do with technology. Like IT and something to do with computers. Then I can continue to think philosophically about the future, time machines, virtual reality, programming our consciousnesses into computers..

I was good at cracking programs when I was a teenager, making forums, making YouTube videos and showing people how to use the most out of programs.. But I stopped and did drugs..

I'm always on the computer and I can bring a computer anywhere with me. That and investing. I can be like my uncle. He's a millionaire from owning his own internet service provider and owns a building with his servers and people working for him and he invests in crypocurrency etc...

I could work for him in the future and go to school.

Blue_Bird · Nov 03, 2019 at 04:00 AM

Another night with just 3-4 hours of sleep

falcon09 · Nov 03, 2019 at 04:38 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Another night with just 3-4 hours of sleep

I slept 3 hours, hoping I can go back to sleep though.

newtus · Nov 03, 2019 at 08:29 AM

Morning

I have a GPS tracker on my phone, but it just has me on there and my dad. I noticed it had been another hour after my dad got off work last night and he was still there at 10pm.

I called, already worried.

He said his truck got broken into while he was working. Someone busted the windows, the Locks, and busted the ignition. And he had to call a wrecker to get him and his truck home.

To say I was scared and devastated is an understatement. When I heard all that, my heart dropped to my stomach.

Angelique67 · Nov 03, 2019 at 11:31 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Morning

I have a GPS tracker on my phone, but it just has me on there and my dad. I noticed it had been another hour after my dad got off work last night and he was still there at 10pm.

I called, already worried.

He said his truck got broken into while he was working. Someone busted the windows, the Locks, and busted the ignition. And he had to call a wrecker to get him and his truck home.

To say I was scared and devastated is an understatement. When I heard all that, my heart dropped to my stomach.

I'm sorry about the destruction but really glad for you that he's ok.

Angelique67 · Nov 03, 2019 at 11:36 AM

Feeling very sleepy even though I slept well. I missed breakfast though. These people don't wake me up and then I miss it.

It's ok because I had about 8 ounces of regular Coke left over and I didn't eat. I have to start writing down everything I eat and drink.

Blue_Bird · Nov 03, 2019 at 01:11 PM

Getting sick , really congested

newtus · Nov 03, 2019 at 01:45 PM

I had like 3 occurrences of deja vu lately. Idk why.

Desoxyn · Nov 03, 2019 at 02:22 PM

My dad has gone mad. When I visit him in Mexico, we'll talk about the madness.

I am an expert on madness. I learn from you guys.

childofchaos831 · Nov 03, 2019 at 03:54 PM

Just got out of the hospital again... Feeling okay right now. Really anxious about possibly needing to go back. Last time I was only out for 3 days before I had to go back in.

falcon09 · Nov 03, 2019 at 05:47 PM

Turns out walmart does money orders for 4 bucks less than my bank does, and they don't require an ID. So I'm gonna go there tomorrow to pay my rent.

Desoxyn · Nov 03, 2019 at 06:15 PM

My moms friend lost her apple watch while having sex with someone at a hotel so I have to find a cheaper one online

Blue_Bird · Nov 03, 2019 at 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by childofchaos831

Just got out of the hospital again... Feeling okay right now. Really anxious about possibly needing to go back. Last time I was only out for 3 days before I had to go back in.

Glad to see you! I was wondering how you were

Blue_Bird · Nov 03, 2019 at 07:43 PM

I don't know what I'm gonna do if I go a third night with 3-4 hours of sleep. I don't see my doctor till the 11th. I'm exhausted but wired if that makes sense. I look like a zombie with the dark circles under my eyes

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unsure123 Grand Poohbah Member Since Apr 2014 Location: uk Posts: 1,609 10 45 hugs given	Nov 02, 2019 at 08:44 PM #802 Has anyone heard from ofthevalley recently? __________________ https://youtu.be/9A7GTGSfrIU?si=LQ8tGWkBEH-Sh4UO
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,020 9 1,869 hugs given	Nov 02, 2019 at 11:46 PM #805 Possible trigger: feeling like SHing __________________
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,801 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Nov 03, 2019 at 04:00 AM #808 Another night with just 3-4 hours of sleep __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,122 (SuperPoster!) 9	Nov 03, 2019 at 11:36 AM #812 Feeling very sleepy even though I slept well. I missed breakfast though. These people don't wake me up and then I miss it. It's ok because I had about 8 ounces of regular Coke left over and I didn't eat. I have to start writing down everything I eat and drink.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,801 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Nov 03, 2019 at 01:11 PM #813 Getting sick , really congested __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 03, 2019 at 01:45 PM #814 I had like 3 occurrences of deja vu lately. Idk why. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,006 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Nov 03, 2019 at 02:22 PM #815 My dad has gone mad. When I visit him in Mexico, we'll talk about the madness. I am an expert on madness. I learn from you guys.
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childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 7 15 hugs given	Nov 03, 2019 at 03:54 PM #816 Just got out of the hospital again... Feeling okay right now. Really anxious about possibly needing to go back. Last time I was only out for 3 days before I had to go back in. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,020 9 1,869 hugs given	Nov 03, 2019 at 05:47 PM #817 Turns out walmart does money orders for 4 bucks less than my bank does, and they don't require an ID. So I'm gonna go there tomorrow to pay my rent. __________________
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,006 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Nov 03, 2019 at 06:15 PM #818 My moms friend lost her apple watch while having sex with someone at a hotel so I have to find a cheaper one online
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