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#41
I saw my therapist today... I just don't know what to think... We haven't made a break through in ages. Maybe this is it, this is as good as it gets.
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#42
Life can be ****.
A rapper said, "Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face, Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great, You'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hate will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (woo!)" And so it goes.. We're just brains.. With thoughts.. If we believe in enough of the same different emotion themed thoughts, we feel certain emotions in relation to them.. Then you have one strong emotional trigger that PROVES, EVERYTHING. Because that one thought is the explanation... We're AI's. Going mad is like a malfunctioning.. Everything you know about yourself and your surroundings is wrong.. Break from reality.. The mind tries to sort it all out and the belief systems.. What is real? What isn't real? Do you trust what you know is real or what isn't? Then you ask someone/people to confirm it because you don't trust yourself.. It's madness.. What if they're wrong? What if I believe them even though what they say is wrong? What if what they say is true and I don't believe them? All the problems. All the information that you know is all you know. What you don't know, it has to go through a filter of what you do know. A voice.. "What was that?".. Something coming from your subconscious.. But you don't believe that.. You believe it's from an external source.. Someone is interfering with your thoughts.. There's no proof. "Technology is so advanced. How can it not be?". And what you see with your eyes is harder to know. Unless you taken a hallucinogen. But even with hallucinogens, you forget that you taken it. We just need to find the simpler things in life when we're feeling overwhelmed.. Just meditate, take a walk, look at the sunset or sunrise, connect with people. Because all those people don't have a clue what they're doing either. We're all in this together. There's real pieces of **** out there. They manipulate people that have a problem for person gain. They just want and want and want. They never give. Looking at the map of the world in your mind at America.. "What bastards are controlling this and making these laws and secretly breaking them and causing crimes against humanity? Who's the top **** people or shadow government?" Why is everyone so brainwashed?". People see through the ******** once people push them off the edge. "Enough is enough, I've gone mad". |
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#43
Maybe what it is the break through that needs to happen needs a little more work... usually the things that need to happen take a little time to work. So who knows there may be something that was either overlooked or not thought of.
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#44
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#45
Morning, having an iced coffee. Therapist later. Going to the library to pick up that book I read a couple years ago "Un-Agoraphobic" by Hal Matthew. I'd like to buy a copy of it sometime, I find it really helpful
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#46
Morning
Having coffee too. Therapy later. Podcast interview later. Gonna be busy in between. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#47
Does your library have ebooks you can check out? Mine does. I asked for a kindle for my bday to read them. They are pretty cheap. At least the kindles are. 50 something for the lowest priced one, as opposed 400 dollar ipad.
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#48
I was sick last night and threw up and it must have taken my Latuda with it I just feel so off today. Messages in music are messing with me. I want to write everything down. Trying not to think about it and stop myself. Sigh.
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Yeah they do, I have a kindle paperwhite, it's great
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#53
I'm dissociated today.
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#56
My appointment went really well
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Yeah!!! Glad to hear that @Blue_Bird
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#59
Having a panic attack
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