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Sometimes psychotic · Nov 12, 2019 at 01:50 PM

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Had a really good day with my dad. Took a pic of him in front of a mural in the downtown area. And bought coffee from a small coffee house. And we went to a car dealership that's specialized in vintage cars. Drove my dad to see that.

Now at my therapist's in the parking lot.

Here a pic of a place you chain your bikes to in front of the coffee shop. It's a music note.

So, so, so glad we got to spend time together. And my dad loves our place! Roll Call 156

Awesome Newtus!

SlumberKitty · Nov 12, 2019 at 01:59 PM

Glad you had a good day with your dad @newtus!

SlumberKitty · Nov 12, 2019 at 02:01 PM

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You know my doctor said the new pap recommendations are once every five years if you’re hpv negative...have you been tested for hpv? You might want to discuss with your doc to keep this from occurring as often. That aside I’m sorry you’re feeling this way.

I don't know if I have been tested for HPV. The last time I tried to do a Pap Smear, I was so anxious and it hurt so much that the Dr stopped and didn't finish the exam. So, yeah. It's been too long since I've had one and the last one I had I didn't even get results from because it wasn't completed. I really need to get this done tomorrow but I'm not sure I can.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 12, 2019 at 02:10 PM

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I don't know if I have been tested for HPV. The last time I tried to do a Pap Smear, I was so anxious and it hurt so much that the Dr stopped and didn't finish the exam. So, yeah. It's been too long since I've had one and the last one I had I didn't even get results from because it wasn't completed. I really need to get this done tomorrow but I'm not sure I can.

I’m sorry slumberkitty I know these are no fun. You probably haven’t been tested it’s kinda a new thing and they do it at the same time as the pap. I didn’t do it for years because the cancer they check for is caused by hpv usually and I had never had sex. I think they still recommend doing it but it never made sense to me from a microbiology/cancer point of view. This is of course my personal opinion and hasn’t been medically validated.

Anyway I hope you can get through it and then not need it done for a while.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 12, 2019 at 02:52 PM

Well i may not be making the cake at least not this week. It’s going to be wintery mix on Sunday so I might not see the bf at all. At least we got to partially celebrate his bday last weekend. I was kinda excited about making it too, and it double sucks to miss a weekend with the bf.

Maybe I’ll placate myself with a few break and bakes...

Blue_Bird · Nov 12, 2019 at 03:10 PM

I think I fell asleep I'm not sure though, I was just kind of laying there in a daze for a couple hours

I think I need to lay off the chocolate for awhile. It's not good for acid reflux and I've been eating it a lot lately

Blue_Bird · Nov 12, 2019 at 03:22 PM

I have to get up at 5 tomorrow so I can take the bus at 6 to the doctor. You have to be there at 7 in the morning to get a walk in appointment

When I go out it will be 14 degrees outside

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 12, 2019 at 03:51 PM

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I have to get up at 5 tomorrow so I can take the bus at 6 to the doctor. You have to be there at 7 in the morning to get a walk in appointment

When I go out it will be 14 degrees outside

That sucks bluebird hugs....

newtus · Nov 12, 2019 at 03:55 PM

Incoming picture of me on the new swivel chair soon...when dustin sends it to me.

Sitting on it with ms. Sassy.

Also, I talked to my therapist about one of my pets being an ESA. I didnt directly ask her, cuz I was scared, but she brought up the idea and we talked about it. So will ask her next time. Next week. She said either my cat or my dog would be good. She said one of the dogs would be better tho, cuz I could bring it into places with me.

Blue_Bird · Nov 12, 2019 at 04:16 PM

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Incoming picture of me on the new swivel chair soon...when dustin sends it to me.

Sitting on it with ms. Sassy.

Also, I talked to my therapist about one of my pets being an ESA. I didnt directly ask her, cuz I was scared, but she brought up the idea and we talked about it. So will ask her next time. Next week. She said either my cat or my dog would be good. She said one of the dogs would be better tho, cuz I could bring it into places with me.

Awesome, my therapist and psychiatrist wrote a letter stating my two cats are ESA. I don't bring them places because they're completely indoor but it helps when I will look for a new apartment so they're allowed to stay. and they help me reality check with hallucinations/paranoia and have literally been my reason for living at many times

newtus · Nov 12, 2019 at 04:17 PM

I completely forgot about the Brooklyn art library thing. It's due before February 2nd i believe.

I've been so busy.

Blue_Bird · Nov 12, 2019 at 04:42 PM

looks like a blizzard outside

newtus · Nov 12, 2019 at 05:07 PM

I can't really keep up with anyone anymore.

The only 2 people I keep priority is my fiance and my dad. Other than that, I dont really have time for anyone. Wish I did, but it is probably better that I dont. People would get mad with me cuz I called them too much. Even had someone block me from their life and social media because of it. They were petty anyway, and had a lot of issues that they did not even attempt to try to help themselves with.

Anyway.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 12, 2019 at 05:18 PM

My break and bakes didn’t break correctly so now I have different sized cookies and will have to wing the cooking time. I’ve never had this issue before....sometimes the simplest things become a pain.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 12, 2019 at 05:19 PM

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I can't really keep up with anyone anymore.

The only 2 people I keep priority is my fiance and my dad. Other than that, I dont really have time for anyone. Wish I did, but it is probably better that I dont. People would get mad with me cuz I called them too much. Even had someone block me from their life and social media because of it. They were petty anyway, and had a lot of issues that they did not even attempt to try to help themselves with.

Anyway.

Hopefully you still have time to update us....the change you’ve gone through in the last year has been inspiring....

SlumberKitty · Nov 12, 2019 at 05:21 PM

@newtus I agree with @Sometimes psychotic you are inspiring!

newtus · Nov 12, 2019 at 05:22 PM

So guess what!!!

I got an event in my location in my fb notifications just now. The art collective here is relaunching their poetry jam night! So ima goto the event and say my poetry!!! Plus their doing live music etc!

newtus · Nov 12, 2019 at 05:23 PM

Thanks kitty and SP!!!

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 12, 2019 at 05:24 PM

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So guess what!!!

I got an event in my location in my fb notifications just now. The art collective here is relaunching their poetry jam night! So ima goto the event and say my poetry!!! Plus their doing live music etc!

That sounds fun

Blue_Bird · Nov 12, 2019 at 06:19 PM

I hit my head really hard on the towel hanger thing. That's like the 5th time I hit my head this week. The other day I hit it really hard getting into my case managers car. I hit it on the corner of my cabinet standing up, and I bashed my head into the concrete wall next to my bed super hard when I turned over really fast at night recently. I must be going for like a world record for clumsiness

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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Nov 12, 2019 at 01:59 PM #242 Glad you had a good day with your dad @newtus! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 12, 2019 at 04:17 PM #251 I completely forgot about the Brooklyn art library thing. It's due before February 2nd i believe. I've been so busy. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Nov 12, 2019 at 04:42 PM #252 looks like a blizzard outside __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Nov 12, 2019 at 05:18 PM #254 My break and bakes didn’t break correctly so now I have different sized cookies and will have to wing the cooking time. I’ve never had this issue before....sometimes the simplest things become a pain. __________________ Hugs!
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Nov 12, 2019 at 05:21 PM #256 @newtus I agree with @Sometimes psychotic you are inspiring! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 12, 2019 at 05:23 PM #258 Thanks kitty and SP!!! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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