Roll Call 158!

Desoxyn · Dec 28, 2019 at 10:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I agree with much of this. People measure just mathematical heuristics (if I can use that term) but not many philosophical heuristics, or not the heuristics that other people use that may not be quantifiable.

Also, what about morals and being just a good ****ing person? Right? Or what about ****ing life experience? As I reflect on everyone hear, you guys give good advice, and that's because we have life experiences that not many people can relate to.

I know.. I don't know what is wrong with me.. I'm obsessed with "IQ" like an autistic obsession.. cuz I'm afraid that it will lower due to the antipsychotic.. Then what will I have in life? Nothing! No jk.. But I completely understand that IQ is just putting blocks together like how I do math in my head.. And there's 99.99999999% many other things that makes up the human consciousness.. I know this..

I should just ignore the IQ thing like how I have to ignore the soldiers.. But I always end up talking about things that my ego is hurt by.. like the soldiers.. They really damaged my ego.. But I must ignore and forget.. It's just really traumatizing..

But I promise to myself that I won't talk about the things that damage my ego anymore cuz there's so much more greatness to me that can be come by from being humble and modest (That's when I really feel happy.. It's just the soldiers made me feel horrible.. worst I've ever felt since my psychologist/psych nurse got really mad when I ordered mdma, meth, coke, heroin, weed and etizolam in one order)..

Desoxyn · Dec 28, 2019 at 10:49 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Day Tripper

How often do you use the phenibut? That's a funny name...

Maybe harness the phenibut when youre planning on being creative only, that way you can look forward to it and plan your day around it. I don't know, like, that's what I do with drinking because it's not really good, but at least I use it for a good cause, that's what I tell myself anyway.

Yes! That's why I'm thinking of withdrawing.. I use 1.5g a day for 2 weeks. I must lower it by 100mg every day until I get to zero.. Then use 2g whenever I want to feel intense content, intelligence and creativity of a God (I've been doing that for my hikes last summer and that's why everyone likes me.. I don't care because it's the real me...) I have 5 years worth of phenibut (Half kilo)..

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 28, 2019 at 11:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Day Tripper

That's a preeeeeeety big endorsement! Do you know what quality it has that he loves about it?

Not sure...it’s not my cup of tea....I think it’s because he remembers seeing it with his nieces in theaters.......

Breaking Dawn · Dec 29, 2019 at 02:11 AM

Happy New Year, everyone! I hope all of your resolutions & wishes come true.

Blue_Bird · Dec 29, 2019 at 07:55 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

Happy New Year, everyone! I hope all of your resolutions & wishes come true.

Thanks, hope you have a great new year as well!

Atypical_Disaster · Dec 29, 2019 at 08:08 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

Went on a shopping spree at a san antonio mall. Went to multiple places. This is my loot. Including this shirt-like galaxy dress I got. But I need leggings with it, which I dont have. Roll Call 158!

I love the dress holy ****, that’s unique as **** and definitely one of those things where it’s like, not many people can pull off that look lol but you definitely do! Awesome

newtus · Dec 29, 2019 at 08:21 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

I love the dress holy ****, that’s unique as **** and definitely one of those things where it’s like, not many people can pull off that look lol but you definitely do! Awesome

Oh thanks. I personally dont think it looks good on me at the moment. Thank god I'm losing weight. But this vacation food doesnt help.

Atypical_Disaster · Dec 29, 2019 at 08:22 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

Oh thanks. I personally dont think it looks good on me at the moment. Thank god I'm losing weight. But this vacation food doesnt help.

I hear you, I’m way heavier than I want to be right now too. It’s annoying because yep clothes don’t fit right. For what it’s worth though you look great

Blue_Bird · Dec 29, 2019 at 08:23 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by falcon09

I talked to my therapist last time I saw him about going inpatient, I said I didn't need to go because I was doing fine. I kinda lied, I'm debating going inpatient again.

hope you feel better soon

Dec 29, 2019 at 12:57 PM

I would hate being an editor. It's torture. Think about being one not just for novels but for philosophy! You'd read ****** ideas all day, and pick apart punctuation, and give people days of work to set things in order.

Anyways, I went ahead and stopped using the term man and mankind, and replaced it with human, humanity, and humankind. My editor said he was on the fence about my use of the gender for all of us as a collective, and it was only right after I thought about it. I wouldn't gender God or my use of the term "Other", so to use man as a collective would be to taint my work. I wish there was a better term than humanity, it just doesn't have much of a punch, just seems generic to me.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 29, 2019 at 01:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I would hate being an editor. It's torture. Think about being one not just for novels but for philosophy! You'd read ****** ideas all day, and pick apart punctuation, and give people days of work to set things in order.

Anyways, I went ahead and stopped using the term man and mankind, and replaced it with human, humanity, and humankind. My editor said he was on the fence about my use of the gender for all of us as a collective, and it was only right after I thought about it. I wouldn't gender God or my use of the term "Other", so to use man as a collective would be to taint my work. I wish there was a better term than humanity, it just doesn't have much of a punch, just seems generic to me.

On the plus side you actually get paid to read....

Blue_Bird · Dec 29, 2019 at 01:49 PM

This is weird but has been helping me. When I get stressed about something , I think what's the worst possible most outrageous outcome to some situation, and that would be death, (not likely) basically I'm saying that if something isn't going to literally kill me then whatever's stressing me out, I'll make it through

newtus · Dec 29, 2019 at 02:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

This is weird but has been helping me. When I get stressed about something , I think what's the worst possible most outrageous outcome to some situation, and that would be death, (not likely) basically I'm saying that if something isn't going to literally kill me then whatever's stressing me out, I'll make it through

That's what I do. That exact same thing, and it calms my anxiety to the point where I wont freak out.

newtus · Dec 29, 2019 at 03:13 PM

Had a package stolen off our doorstep

Desoxyn · Dec 29, 2019 at 03:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

Had a package stolen off our doorstep

What was it?

Desoxyn · Dec 29, 2019 at 03:17 PM

I felt sluggish this morning and my pain tolerance felt really low. I didn't want to have a cold shower cuz I know it would feel horrible and it did.. But now I feel soooo much better!

newtus · Dec 29, 2019 at 03:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Desoxyn

What was it?

I'd rather not say, for safety reasons. But it wasnt anything expensive.

Blue_Bird · Dec 29, 2019 at 04:59 PM

Watching documentaries on Alaska

falcon09 · Dec 29, 2019 at 05:06 PM

tornado watch today until 9pm, had to deal with a tornado warning earlier. I hate severe weather

newtus · Dec 29, 2019 at 05:18 PM

Fiance is sick. Pretty sure he got it down there. Either from one of the kids or some hotel guest down there. Hes gonna goto the doctor tomorrow. Thank god he has sick days for work.

Menu

My Support Forums - Mental Health Support Groups

Get emotional support and friendship from others like you!

Roll Call 158!

My Support Forums

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Dec 29, 2019 at 02:11 AM #944 Happy New Year, everyone! I hope all of your resolutions & wishes come true.
	Reply With Quote

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 29, 2019 at 03:13 PM #954 Had a package stolen off our doorstep __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
	Reply With Quote

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,006 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Dec 29, 2019 at 03:17 PM #956 I felt sluggish this morning and my pain tolerance felt really low. I didn't want to have a cold shower cuz I know it would feel horrible and it did.. But now I feel soooo much better!
	Reply With Quote

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,797 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Dec 29, 2019 at 04:59 PM #958 Watching documentaries on Alaska __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
	Reply With Quote

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,020 9 1,869 hugs given	Dec 29, 2019 at 05:06 PM #959 tornado watch today until 9pm, had to deal with a tornado warning earlier. I hate severe weather __________________
	Reply With Quote