Roll Call 166!

Take a prn if you have one....

I do. I took the ativan. I snapped u too.

The modem and router came today and I got my internet set up!

Awesome bluebird!

Yay! Did you get a Xbox ultimate card? I believe it’s 20 or 25 dollars.

Not yet, I’ll ask for one for my birthday probably , that’s in 2 weeks

Already don’t wanna do what I need to do todayI think it’s half depression/half fear of failure.

Failure is giving up... I know this will sound cliche, but think of it this way. Count how much you fell and got up ready to fight again.

I’m having trouble focusing today...I should really study so I have the weekend free but the neighbors are partying and stuff. It’s going to thunderstorm tomorrow afternoon, maybe I’ll have better luck studying then.

With my new internet connection I’ve been able to use Netflix finally where it streams without buffering constantly. So I’ve been getting lost in that watching a bunch of shows 😃

I submitted my first essay and moving on to my next and getting distracted. I did a face mask and now I’m trying to get back to it lol.

Yeah I’m learning cataloging with xml....it’s not terrible but it’s definitely not my fave. I actually much prefer the essays, or for example html because at least you’ve got something pretty at the end.

Let’s switch. You write the essays I’ll do the coding

I wanna learn how to code. I mean I've made skins for like Myspace and Forums.... Nothing special though lmao.

I totally wish we could lol.....

I'm more of a couch potato and rather not do **** right now like I want.

So tired. Ready to start the three day weekend, but I still have an hour left of work. Argh. I ordered a new watch on Amazon. The one I have is digital when I'm not wearing my fit bit which is fine but it chirps every hour and I don't know how to make it stop. And then at 1 AM an alarm on the watch goes off for like 10 minutes. It's really annoying. I don't know how to fix it either.

Finally slept....feeling a little better

The one week where last weeks bananas didn’t get eaten and are starting to turn....instacart brought us someone else’s banana order.....so now we are looking at easy banana desserts with virtually zero ingredients....thinking banana bread pudding is the only one we’ve got the stuff for....really would’ve preferred banana pudding made with golden Oreos but not cornstarch....

Off work, went to the bank, ate dinner, i now have no responsibilities this weekend since i went grocery shopping already. I bought a steak for tomorrow's dinner. Tomorrow I plan on reading a few chapters on romanticism and start writing the introduction to my book on the topic. Oh and I have to submit my story to those two writing contests but that's secondary, i really want to start writing that book more than anything, it's been a while since I've written anything. Also, it's been a while since I've written on a philosophical topic. I think i will publish on the introduction on my blog as well.

I thought about online dating today. I'm in no rush to date, and I'd like to work off my unemployment weight lol. God, what am i going to do about my hair, it's been like 7 weeks since I've had a haircut too! I thought about buzzing my hair even though i really don't look handsome with that style. I have a weird bump on the top of my head for some reason. When I think really hard i can feel the bump on my head for some reason. Strange right?

I put off dating partly because i was off-put by that one date who asked me what kind of car i make, if i own a home, and what kind of job i had. Also, how in the world can anyone date during covid? Seems impossible, right?

Can’t remember the last few days

My understanding is there is a whole world of zoom dating during covid....

I bought magnetic lashes like a month ago or so. Maybe 2-3 weeks ago. Gonna try them on now. They said they had people with alopecia order.

I see so many ads on Facebook for coding. I don’t know if they cost anything but there’s Codeacademy and She Codes and stuff. Could be fun!

I was planning on working on my social anxiety and getting into dating this year so like... I don’t know where I stand now.