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Sometimes psychotic · Jun 05, 2020 at 01:16 PM

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What I was looking for was regular goat cheese crumbles, I got that thing too though cause it sounded really good. I got the crumbles so I can melt them on garlic ciabatta bread

Oh yeah, and I can use them in salads. Baby spinach, the cheese crumbles, and raspberry vinaigrette

All goat cheese sounds good to me but especially the one

12AM · Jun 05, 2020 at 01:35 PM

Only exercise for 20 minutes today, can’t do it everyday, it seems that I should just do it once every two days. Had corn cream soup for dinner. Took my meds. Now chilling down while listening to music.

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Desoxyn · Jun 05, 2020 at 02:32 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I feel kind of catatonic today. It's hard to move. I could just sit for hours and not move. Not good because I am at work. At least I am at a desk.

I was feeling like that yesterday. Still kind of feeling catatonic.

I'm getting my injection today. I really need it. The longer I get the injection every 3 weeks, the better it will build up in my blood because when I was having it every 4 weeks, the days before I get it become worse and worse.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 05, 2020 at 03:22 PM

My sisters cancer is getting worse....the chemo isn’t working....that’s why she has a fever....they are going to change her meds up but apparently she has another liver tumor for a total of five. Prayers or thoughts appreciated.

Blue_Bird · Jun 05, 2020 at 03:33 PM

Sorry SP, will keep you guys in my prayers

SlumberKitty · Jun 05, 2020 at 03:36 PM

So very sorry to hear about your sister SP! Will be praying! HUGS Kit

unsure123 · Jun 05, 2020 at 03:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

My sisters cancer is getting worse....the chemo isn’t working....that’s why she has a fever....they are going to change her meds up but apparently she has another liver tumor for a total of five. Prayers or thoughts appreciated.

So sorry to hear that SP. I'll keep you guys in my thoughts.

Desoxyn · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

My sisters cancer is getting worse....the chemo isn’t working....that’s why she has a fever....they are going to change her meds up but apparently she has another liver tumor for a total of five. Prayers or thoughts appreciated.

Stay strong with your family SP. You're all in my thoughts and prayers - The way that I pray in life is no different from people that are religious.

Desoxyn · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:05 PM

Got my injection. The pharmacist said it's true that it will take a while for the paliperidone to build up in my system. I took a 5mg olanzepine when I got home.

I might have to keep taking olanzepine for a while.

Not suicidal anymore. I took 1 and a half zopiclone, an olanzepine and 5mg valium and went to sleep.

I was explaining my psychosis to my sister and mom but I was slurring my words. They didn't judge me.

I feel bad for blaming my mom again. I was dealing with illusions (Not delusions) like a trip with my mind and reality.

SlumberKitty · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:14 PM

Just had ice cream at work. The catatonic feeling is better but I'm feeling more unwell. I hope I don't have to take a trip to the hospital this weekend. Ugh.

falcon09 · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:23 PM

im nervous about starting clozapine these next few days are gonna be long

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:35 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Just had ice cream at work. The catatonic feeling is better but I'm feeling more unwell. I hope I don't have to take a trip to the hospital this weekend. Ugh.

Fingers crossed you’ll be ok....

Desoxyn · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:36 PM

Things have turned again. I'm ****ed.

I don't know what to say. Nothing makes sense. Every day gets worse and worse.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:38 PM

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Things have turned again. I'm ****ed.

I don't know what to say. Nothing makes sense. Every day gets worse and worse.

Sorry desoxyn.....have you taken phenibut lately?

SlumberKitty · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:42 PM

Trying some retail therapy. Ordering a sterling silver Russian Orthodox Cross pendant and a silver box chain from Amazon. Won't get it until the 11th but I can't get it if I'm in the hospital so hopefully that's enough to keep me out.

Desoxyn · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:52 PM

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Sorry desoxyn.....have you taken phenibut lately?

Funny you asked that because I just took some. I'll see if it helps when it kicks in in 90 minutes - I'll see if phenibut is at least part of the problem.

The injection will kick in and olanzepine. I'm not sure which is the problem but I'll see in 90 minutes..

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 05, 2020 at 04:57 PM

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Funny you asked that because I just took some. I'll see if it helps when it kicks in in 90 minutes - I'll see if phenibut is at least part of the problem.

The injection will kick in and olanzepine. I'm not sure which is the problem but I'll see in 90 minutes..

Good luck with it....

Blue_Bird · Jun 05, 2020 at 05:10 PM

I'm getting so bad with cleaning again. I have barely cleaned anything for like a month now. I don't know how to get myself motivated to do it. I just let it go then it gets overwhelming

SlumberKitty · Jun 05, 2020 at 05:14 PM

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I'm getting so bad with cleaning again. I have barely cleaned anything for like a month now. I don't know how to get myself motivated to do it. I just let it go then it gets overwhelming

That's how I am too but luckily my Mom helps me. She said when she isn't able to do it anymore I'll have to hire someone to help me.

SlumberKitty · Jun 05, 2020 at 05:15 PM

It's almost time to go home. That's good because I still feel unwell even after my retail therapy. I want to lay down. But sometimes sleeping too much is bad for me too.

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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 01:35 PM #962 Only exercise for 20 minutes today, can’t do it everyday, it seems that I should just do it once every two days. Had corn cream soup for dinner. Took my meds. Now chilling down while listening to music. YouTube __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 03:22 PM #964 My sisters cancer is getting worse....the chemo isn’t working....that’s why she has a fever....they are going to change her meds up but apparently she has another liver tumor for a total of five. Prayers or thoughts appreciated. __________________ Hugs!
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 03:33 PM #965 Sorry SP, will keep you guys in my prayers __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 03:36 PM #966 So very sorry to hear about your sister SP! Will be praying! HUGS Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 04:14 PM #970 Just had ice cream at work. The catatonic feeling is better but I'm feeling more unwell. I hope I don't have to take a trip to the hospital this weekend. Ugh. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 04:23 PM #971 im nervous about starting clozapine these next few days are gonna be long __________________
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 04:36 PM #973 Things have turned again. I'm ****ed. I don't know what to say. Nothing makes sense. Every day gets worse and worse.
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 04:42 PM #975 Trying some retail therapy. Ordering a sterling silver Russian Orthodox Cross pendant and a silver box chain from Amazon. Won't get it until the 11th but I can't get it if I'm in the hospital so hopefully that's enough to keep me out. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jun 05, 2020 at 05:15 PM #980 It's almost time to go home. That's good because I still feel unwell even after my retail therapy. I want to lay down. But sometimes sleeping too much is bad for me too. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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