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Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020 at 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

So this is insane.

In one of the VR programs they have worlds in there. Certain areas or certain worlds are different. Like there Virtual Reality Church, there’s Open Mic Night, Round Table Talk world, etc like

I’m highly highly impressed.

There’s even some philosophy rooms to chat and talk about hypothetical ideas and theories ... and that’s just 1 world in ONE program!

Awesome Newtus, you’ve got me wanting one

newtus · Jun 19, 2020 at 07:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Awesome Newtus, you’ve got me wanting one

Snap me!!!!!!

bpcyclist · Jun 19, 2020 at 07:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Makes sense..

Although I don't think I make sense. None of this makes sense to me.

Well, on the last part, you and i agree.

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:01 PM

Possible trigger:

Sort of want to die

bpcyclist · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Possible trigger:

Sort of want to die

I'm sorry, Blue. Do you keep any prn's around for this sort of thing?

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:05 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

I'm sorry, Blue. Do you keep any prn's around for this sort of thing?

No, I have klonopin but that’s for anxiety and panic attacks. I don’t think there’s a prn that would help this

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Possible trigger:

Sort of want to die

Hugs bluebird? Do you know why?

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Hugs bluebird? Do you know why?

No......

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:14 PM

I’m just depressed and feel like there’s no reason for me to be alive anymore.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I’m just depressed and feel like there’s no reason for me to be alive anymore.

I have some reasons....1 you’re awesome and we would all miss you here 2 you have a kitty waiting for you....

Now what to do about it....it will pass but it will pass faster if you try to do things that you found fun before you got depressed. Did you try the pick three? You could for example play the uke which is both tactile and auditory and add a nice scent like from cookies baking or a candle or even perfume. But do what’s manageable for you right now....you know.

bpcyclist · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I’m just depressed and feel like there’s no reason for me to be alive anymore.

Hey, Blue, that is just your illness, trying to kill you. Don't let it do that. You have tons of people who care deeply about you here. Is it too early to go to bed where you are? Maybe a decent sleep might help.

Whatever you do, don't give up. This will pass. It always does. it is just really hard when we are in it. You can do this. You might feel a lot better in the morning.

Hugs and love!!!!

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I have some reasons....1 you’re awesome and we would all miss you here 2 you have a kitty waiting for you....

Now what to do about it....it will pass but it will pass faster if you try to do things that you found fun before you got depressed. Did you try the pick three? You could for example play the uke which is both tactile and auditory and add a nice scent like from cookies baking or a candle or even perfume. But do what’s manageable for you right now....you know.

Thank you. I don’t even know if I’ll ever get the cat with Covid going on, like what if we shut down again or don’t move on to phase 4. Then I won’t be able to get her ever.

Maybe I can tomorrow. I’ll buy some cookies to bake and play the ukulele . That’s a good idea.

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:30 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Hey, Blue, that is just your illness, trying to kill you. Don't let it do that. You have tons of people who care deeply about you here. Is it too early to go to bed where you are? Maybe a decent sleep might help.

Whatever you do, don't give up. This will pass. It always does. it is just really hard when we are in it. You can do this. You might feel a lot better in the morning.

Hugs and love!!!!

Thank you!

I should probably go to sleep. It’s 9:30pm here now. I was kind of wanting to stay up all night but i don’t know now.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thank you. I don’t even know if I’ll ever get the cat with Covid going on, like what if we shut down again or don’t move on to phase 4. Then I won’t be able to get her ever.

Maybe I can tomorrow. I’ll buy some cookies to bake and play the ukulele . That’s a good idea.

You’ll get the kitty...it’s unlikely we’ll close down again. Yes do it tomorrow...I forget you’re an hour later than most of us. Bpcyclist is right try to sleep, sleep is so good for this.

bpcyclist · Jun 19, 2020 at 08:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thank you!

I should probably go to sleep. It’s 9:30pm here now. I was kind of wanting to stay up all night but i don’t know now.

Sleep sounds like a super good idea. Praying for you to feel better soon!!

Angelique67 · Jun 19, 2020 at 09:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm starting to get agoraphobic again. Like really bad. The only thing I've left the house for in the past week and a half is to take the trash out once

Hugs, Blue_Bird. Maybe on Saturday you can make a point of going out for a walk.

Angelique67 · Jun 19, 2020 at 09:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I've been having really bad anxiety the past 2 days, I don't know why

My anxiety has been considerably worse recently. About the past month, and very bad this week. Hugs!

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020 at 09:36 PM

Bluebird when you’re awake again do you think the metformin could be altering your cocktail’s effectiveness? I was just wondering given th anxiety etc....

Angelique67 · Jun 19, 2020 at 09:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Possible trigger:

Sort of want to die

Can you make yourself a nice herbal tea? It might help.

Angelique67 · Jun 19, 2020 at 09:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I’m just depressed and feel like there’s no reason for me to be alive anymore.

Maybe you're meant to wonder. Do you still go to church?

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,912 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Jun 19, 2020 at 08:01 PM #204 Possible trigger: Sort of want to die __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,912 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Jun 19, 2020 at 08:14 PM #209 I’m just depressed and feel like there’s no reason for me to be alive anymore. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,414 (SuperPoster!) 11 22.8k hugs given	Jun 19, 2020 at 09:36 PM #218 Bluebird when you’re awake again do you think the metformin could be altering your cocktail’s effectiveness? I was just wondering given th anxiety etc.... __________________ Hugs!
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