Roll Call 169!!

Life is hard

I can't let go of the nonsense in my head

Edit: I need to make a drastic change.

Did a couple of things today. Took an hour. Sent the sketchbook company an email and researched a portfolio/business website host. I’m thinking square space. But idk yet.

Got like 3 collaboration offers from 3 small companies. May do 1. We will see what I have time for.

Business is booming!

I’m glad you were able to overcome your earlier lethargy.....

What’s going on?

Feeling better. I talked to psychonauts and trippers.

They're all like me and the same age.

I happen to be one of them.. enlightened introverted philosophical positive optimistic nihilist autistic psychotic silly thought looped positively hopeless intelligent etc people

I go there from time to time and addicts give good therapy

Going to the library tomorrow to return some books

I really wasn’t able to. I pushed myself to do it cuz it needed to get done. I’m still tired. If I could’ve I’d done a lot more, but alas...

Hopefully to pick up some new ones too?

I talk like crap but write beautifully, IMO. I googled that last week or two. How people who have speech difficulties can write like they are extremely educated and reknown-sounding.

To me overcoming is doing it despite the issue, not when the issue is resolved on its own....ie it’s much more of a fight and something to be proud of.

I’m glad you got it sorted.....

Nah, I'm waiting till the library closer to me does curbside pickup. They're branches of the same library but I just have to go to the big one tomorrow because they're the only one that has a drop-off box. These are books I've had since march

Curbside pickup starts at the one close to me on july 6th. In the meantime my library has a lot of ebooks available I've been reading. And I've been buying some kindle books

This coming week will be busy. Taking a looong walk to the library, 2 grocery trips, and then buying household stuff at walmart and family dollar. I'm excited to get that BBQ food on Wednesday.

And AC, right?!

I have nothing else to do tonight. Will relax. Well I gotta write a blog post.

Man I had bagged salad last week....they just expanded the Cyclospora recall...so far not romaine hearts hopefully they never went to that plant....

SP, save all these pix. I don't know much about photography but yours are as good as any I've ever seen. If your current path doesn't appeal to you once you're in it, I encourage you to become a professional photographer. You could start now, just sending your work off as a contractor.

I’ve told her this, too!

Oh I do save them because they help me remember the high points...thing is this is all the camera, the only thing I adjust is zoom/framing. I think that people who are successful photographers play a lot with photoshop radial filters and the like. But thanks Angelique...I really appreciate your positive thoughts

Yes I'm ordering that Wednesday

It looks like my friend might visit to get my set of keys. I haven't seen him since the end of January I think. We won't be allowed to hug, kiss, cuddle or hold hands, and we can only visit outside with masks on. And we have to make an appointment for it. I am afraid he'll stop loving me when he sees how much weight I've gained. I keep intending to lose weight but things keep popping up like this. I know he'll still love me, but I'm sorry to disappoint him again.

Whatever you do, you are expert at it. You could play around with filters and such too. I could never in a million years get pictures like yours.