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#801
It's all good, haha. I listened to the audiobook version, actually. I find that when I go for long walks or drives or whatever I like listening to audiobooks. I also walk on the treadmill and listen to audiobooks. Something to try maybe? __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#803
Me too! Which books did you get? I bought some hamann, vico, and herder which talk about the subject of poetry and I also bought some Pound and Benn who are poets. =) Oh i also bought a biography of William Blake, and a biography on Goethe, and another weird book on goethe's works. It's called Essential Goethe, but it's just a compilation of this and that which maybe the amateur would be impressed but I'm not at all. Faust part 1 but not part 2? No Werther? Fragments of this and that. I have no idea what basis this editor went by to put this large book together. I'd rather he just make it a book on Goethe's works with excessive quotes, but honestly, that's asking a life time of study, and this was surely more convenient to just smash what a passerby would find eye-catching.
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#804
Made a list of what I need to do tomorrow. Hopefully I stick to it. I'll start the day off with a meditation that helps with procrastination on my Balance app.
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I actually bought Some small name poets books on amazon. One book called disconnect is mental health poetry. I bought that one cuz it was interesting plus I hope to help exercise my brain since I do that type of poetry. I also bought Inward by Yung Pueblo. He does humanist philosophy poetry. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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How was everyone’s fourth? Anyone do anything special?
We had fun at the bfs Bros house...ribs, fruit and broccoli and pasta salads....good company then it got too hot so went in and watched nature shows...... __________________ Hugs! |
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This is such a nicer feeling room. Just one roommate and she is nice, but I can't see the sky because trees are blocking my windows.
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Exhausted post;
So, when I went through my bad trip, when it started to take effect, it was like I was being physically turned inside out, having gasoline poured on me and falling down a cliff of poison Ivy and knives - On fire. Now, I feel like normal people go through this regularly.. But it can't happen to me anymore because I feel like it damages my brain - Unless it's necessary for growth? I remember sitting through a chat of toxic people posting pepe gifs - And I feel all of the hate that they give to minorities and their careless existence, sociopathy and narcissism. I'm an empath. I'm not even really supposed to be learning anymore it seems. Instead I just need to heal people - But I have to go for the strenuous battle of turning my mind inside out for what meaning? I suppose I should finish that book. People have been through crazy trauma and still manage to function.. Why? Because they let people know about what's going on inside their minds (MDMA talk therapy allows people to open up for example). And all of the exhaustion - Of the self, the world, the pure madness.. I suppose that I should just let go and surrender to shame, guilt, people taking advantage of me and controlling me and just never give up. |
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#810
One of their daughters has bipolar and just started seroquel....I felt bad because I think she experienced the heat intolerance effects and went into the ac and took a nap. I wanted to give advice but I don’t know her well enough to do that....maybe I’ll have a chance at another holiday....
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Fiancé cut his finger with a reallllly sharp knife. Ugh . My mom gave them to us and she had told me repeatedly upon repeatedly “don’t cut your yourself, these are extremely sharp”. Fck man.
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Sorry to hear...this s isn’t going to help now, but generally you want to form your holding hand into a claw...watching food network or something on pbs or even you tube can help with this technique.....
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I keep asking for a blanket but a blanket never comes. I'm due to ask again. Almost 9pm. My headphones are charged.
My tv works!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad! I have to figure out how to pair the tv with my headphones and then it doesn't matter that she's on the phone 24/7 and her tv is on audibly too. My mom called me and she doesn't use her hearing aid. And she expects me to shout answers to questions about my roommate. |
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I had my 4th of July food on the 1st here at the apartment complex since no one would be here to cook it today. Today I got ice cream for my 4th of July treat. Right now I’m just listening to the fireworks. They’ve been going on for over a month and they normally piss me off and make me anxious but tonight they’re not bothering me
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