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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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#681
I don't give the slightest **** about this reality anymore
It just keeps getting worse and worse and worse. I might end up in the psych ward
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I'm not well. I'm paranoid that nothing is real. |
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Metaphysic
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#682
I'm completely losing my ****. And I want to lose my ****. I don't care anymore.
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Metaphysic
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#683
Possible trigger:
Edit: Feeling calmer now |
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Princess Tutu
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#684
****** situation right now.
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Metaphysic
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#685
I'm feeling much better
Sorry.. I was suicidal as hell |
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Metaphysic
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#686
Well. The sun is rising.
You're all dreaming as I write this. Jelly Roll, NF and a new sociopath friend has helped me. I swear I make best friends with sociopaths. Idk why. |
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Location: Portland
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#687
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__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#688
__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#689
Be careful if you go this route. Ketamnie can cause psychosis and mania if you use too much...
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#690
__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#691
__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#692
__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#693
__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#694
Are u okay, Des?
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#695
Slept a little. Headache. Maybe will feel better.
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Student of Life
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#696
Doing fine this morning, feeling like I post the same thing every morning. Got into a little bit of a political scruffle on Facebook. I suppose it's fine, it was with a family member, but we love each other so it's no big deal. I expressed that I value family over all other things, so it's fine now.
Other than that, I am (anxiously) awaiting an appointment (by video of course) with a new pdoc on Monday. I want to write, write, and write more. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it! |
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#697
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Ugh, I'm sorry Job. There are temporary insurance programs. I cannot remember any of the names of them because it's been so long since I've had to use them. But maybe just Google "temporary insurance" and see what comes up? These temporary insurance providers are NOT subject to the ACA (in my limited knowledge), so read up on the terms and conditions and whether they would actually pay for the ketamine. I hope you can find a way to pay for the Ketamine and that it helps you! __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it! |
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#698
took my morning meds
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#699
Heading to the grocery store
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi
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#700
Just finished lunch...chicken sandwich and macaroni salad....
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