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Aug 08, 2020 at 01:32 PM
#961
Just wrote up my first business plan for my website! I think it’ll take off!
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Aug 08, 2020 at 01:45 PM
#962
Idk what to do today. Think I’m a bit lonely.
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Aug 08, 2020 at 02:00 PM
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making lunch
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Aug 08, 2020 at 02:05 PM
#964
Got my Fitbit Charge 3 and set it up. I really like it.
Have been reading a lot __________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Aug 08, 2020 at 02:50 PM
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Sleeping life away. Worst pollen allergies in 10 yrs, and I am inside!!! Eyes are killing me.
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Aug 08, 2020 at 03:22 PM
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Hope you feel better bpcyclist and newtus
 What are you making Falcon? __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Aug 08, 2020 at 03:35 PM
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Aug 08, 2020 at 03:36 PM
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I’m ok, thank you  , just lonely. Thinking about making my closet into a book nook. It’s got a weird step up to get to the closet but it’s big enough to lay in and has a neat little light in it. It’s also got a weird slant in it that I could make into a little armrest or back rest or something.Pics one day if I ever get it made! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Aug 08, 2020 at 03:50 PM
#969
I'm not going to lie... I think I'll feel safer at a hospital
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Aug 08, 2020 at 04:02 PM
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Aug 08, 2020 at 04:16 PM
#971
I've been there a lot this past year or so. IDK anymore.
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Aug 08, 2020 at 04:23 PM
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Had a very severe panic attack last night. I think it was because of the L-Tyrosine. Not taking that again.
I told my mom to kick her bf out because I couldn't stand the way she talks and the way he talks it reminds me of abuse or stockholm syndrome. She reassured me that it wasn't like that way. I got depersonalization because I was trying to focus outside in the cold while the Vyvanse was wearing off. I didn't want to hear anymore of the drama so I told my mom to keep it down and I walked away, she still continued. I closed my door but the cat was OUTSIDE THE DOOR. So the cat started meowing at my mom and she was ignoring - What do I do in that situation? I lie on my bed, breathing with my hand on my chest - Panting.. intense panic forming "The door will be opened" so I opened the door and came to my mom and said "I don't know what you are" and not making much sense backing away from her and she said I'm being rude or something.. I don't give a **** about what is rude or not. I never did. I don't connect with social culture but I've learned to abide over time. She said that I'm not well and got her bf to leave. I couldn't look at her in the eyes - My eyes were jotting around my vision - It was complete lack of focus. I couldn't focus. I told her that I took L-Tyrosine to replenish my dopamine because I couldn't focus. I wasn't making any coherent sense at all - Just "I don't know what is real because of all the things" I said I just wanted to go to sleep. So I tried to go to sleep, took 1.5mg of alprazolam - Had a thought that I would die in my sleep cuz I took phenibut but it was an irrational fear - and I knew that. So I went to drink chamomile tea again, watched the news and couldn't understand any of it. The benzo and zopiclone kicked in and I went to sleep. I woke up 6 hours of sleep or something. I could have a panic attack again when the Vyvanse wears off and I can't focus. It's ****ing hell. I went to work though. Had a good day at work. I'll take it easy today. |
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Aug 08, 2020 at 05:07 PM
#973
had bad akathisia this morning.
Should I keep taking the clozapine? Or stop and re-assess monday __________________
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Aug 08, 2020 at 05:13 PM
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Aug 08, 2020 at 05:19 PM
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Aug 08, 2020 at 05:22 PM
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I'm not doubting you in any way because you know you best, but are you sure it's the clozapine that is causing the akathisia? I would honestly wait until you talk to your pdoc if I were you. He/she might have a solution or some other piece of information you might not have yet. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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Aug 08, 2020 at 05:25 PM
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Aug 08, 2020 at 05:44 PM
#978
I am defeated and resigned to my fate.
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Aug 08, 2020 at 06:25 PM
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Aug 08, 2020 at 06:26 PM
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I was gonna say this. Like benzotropine or something __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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