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Old Aug 05, 2020, 10:41 AM
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Just got out of inpatient...
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 01:43 PM
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Yeah I shouldn't have drank that alcoholic beverage last night. I felt nice but then got depersonalization and couldn't process anything as fast as I normally could (It was more like 10% cognition). Which is scary.. cuz I could stick that way forever possibly..

I'm good now though. Had a nice sleep - Although found it really hard to wake up.

I'm going to a farmers market to look around and buy some stuff cuz my mom wants me to buy some Guatemalan coffee (I'm drinking some right now). I swear that I'm so dependent on coffee now that the Vyvanse barely works for physical tiredness.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 01:59 PM
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Looks more like a purple now
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 02:59 PM
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I keep focusing on what's wrong with me. Like there's nothing good.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 03:54 PM
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Looks more like a purple now
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 03:56 PM
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I keep focusing on what's wrong with me. Like there's nothing good.
You are super smart, very creative, and supportive of other people.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 03:58 PM
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Just trying to make it through the day. Ugh.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 04:04 PM
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long anxious day
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 04:22 PM
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 04:43 PM
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Hey everyone, I am less anxious now. I have been prescribed Xanax XR because my anxiety was so out of control lately. I hope to be more chill as of taking it. Anyway, just thought I'd check in.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 04:53 PM
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Hey everyone, I am less anxious now. I have been prescribed Xanax XR because my anxiety was so out of control lately. I hope to be more chill as of taking it. Anyway, just thought I'd check in.

Who prescribed that? I thought you were looking for a new pdoc?
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 05:46 PM
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I want to make cookies for my sister but I'm not sure what kind to make. I have semi-sweet chocolate chips, butterscotch chips, white chocolate chips, and Reese's peanut butter chips. Might need to get some different kinds of nuts too.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 05:51 PM
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I just sent her a message asking what her favorite kind of cookie is.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 06:07 PM
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Who prescribed that? I thought you were looking for a new pdoc?

Just my old pdoc of whom I am still technically a patient. I don't know what else to do. Honestly, the anxiety was getting out of control.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 06:39 PM
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Took a hit of wax and some edibles for today... in memory of my uncle Tim.. I miss my uncle.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 06:47 PM
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She said chocolate chip so I’ll make a small batch of those for her for when she stops by this weekend to drop off my new Fitbit
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 06:55 PM
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Took a hit of wax and some edibles for today... in memory of my uncle Tim.. I miss my uncle.
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I've never been really close to anyone that has died. It's gonna be extremely confusing when one of my parents die..
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 06:57 PM
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Partially could be why I can be so reckless. I don't understand life and death really

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Old Aug 05, 2020, 07:05 PM
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Partially could be why I can be so reckless. I don't understand life and death really

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Old Aug 05, 2020, 07:15 PM
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i cant tell if my anxiety is from the AP or not
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 07:36 PM
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Something is going on with my health... I'm starting to get very worried. I haven't had a drink 20 a few days, yet i still got a migraine today and the past two ays my mouth is watring like im getting nausoues. I have no idea what is going on.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 07:46 PM
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Just my old pdoc of whom I am still technically a patient. I don't know what else to do. Honestly, the anxiety was getting out of control.

Yikes, I just kind of realized it was a bad idea to take the Xanax XR. Crap. Now I feel stupid. Oh well. I just won't take it tomorrow.
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 07:50 PM
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I'm starting to get over my fear of choking. Using a lot of distractions, diverting my thoughts immediately whenever I start to think about it, put an image of a big stop sign in my mind whenever the thoughts come up
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 07:52 PM
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Old Aug 05, 2020, 08:12 PM
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Might see if Family Dollar has any adult coloring books tomorrow while I'm there getting my other stuff. Haven't colored in awhile, used to be a favorite hobby, super relaxing
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