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Blue_Bird · Aug 24, 2020 at 07:14 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

I am so sorry, Blue. I think you are an incredible person!!

Thank you BPCyclist , I appreciate that

Blue_Bird · Aug 24, 2020 at 07:15 PM

As long as the sites running yes I’ll be posting.

bpcyclist · Aug 24, 2020 at 07:16 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Question for you regulars:

Do you plan to stay on this site forever? Or you know, a verrrrry long time?

I have been in here since 2011 or so. For 10 years now.

Depends o what Halthline does.

Desoxyn · Aug 24, 2020 at 07:58 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Question for you regulars:

Do you plan to stay on this site forever? Or you know, a verrrrry long time?

I have been in here since 2011 or so. For 10 years now.

It's been a long time for me already - 8 years or so. I came here when I was 16 for "psychotic depression" and OCD.

I may stay longer idk =]

Desoxyn · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:03 PM

Take a picture of a chamomile flower @ SP. They really help with my anxiety..

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Desoxyn · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:07 PM

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Christmas is coming!!!

Wait what?? It's like April right now lol..

Nah jk

newtus · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:19 PM

I’m feeling psychosis set in

newtus · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:25 PM

Fck

Plz don’t let me be psychotic for my bday

Desoxyn · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:31 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I’m feeling psychosis set in

That sucks. Do you ever try and psych yourself out or deny that it is happening until it gets too bad? I do that..

I'm here for you Newtus! Things are real.. I feel like my slight autism kinda infects this roll call with strange ideas (But I don't post them here often).. Just stuff that I'm interested in..

The thing with psychosis is that you deny that it is happening until someone says "K you're sick.. and you must take med".. But the meds are ok. For you, you like to achieve goals etc - Very good at avoiding some negative symptoms. For me, I manage to do basic things like shower, brush teeth etc idk how - But I don't question it.

Right now I have the weighted blanket on me and I'm drinking a second chamomile tea - Cuz I feel anxiety. I really wish I didn't - But it is the way it is. Things pass.. They always do. Medications work - Same with coping techniques.

My therapist phoned me today and told me about the "Mindshift" app. I'm gonna look it up right now - It's supposed to help with anxiety. So far, for me, my psychosis is under control so no "weird thoughts" as my old psychologist/psych nurse would say.

You'll be ok Newtus ^^

newtus · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

That sucks. Do you ever try and psych yourself out or deny that it is happening until it gets too bad? I do that..

I'm here for you Newtus! Things are real.. I feel like my slight autism kinda infects this roll call with strange ideas (But I don't post them here often).. Just stuff that I'm interested in..

The thing with psychosis is that you deny that it is happening until someone says "K you're sick.. and you must take med".. But the meds are ok. For you, you like to achieve goals etc - Very good at avoiding some negative symptoms. For me, I manage to do basic things like shower, brush teeth etc idk how - But I don't question it.

Right now I have the weighted blanket on me and I'm drinking a second chamomile tea - Cuz I feel anxiety. I really wish I didn't - But it is the way it is. Things pass.. They always do. Medications work - Same with coping techniques.

My therapist phoned me today and told me about the "Mindshift" app. I'm gonna look it up right now - It's supposed to help with anxiety. So far, for me, my psychosis is under control so no "weird thoughts" as my old psychologist/psych nurse would say.

You'll be ok Newtus ^^

Thank you

I should deny the thoughts but I give into them. But giving into them just for a few seconds can be detrimental for me. But it’s also hard to ignore the thoughts

Ughjhbjghggghhhh

I wish I could see T but I can’t fckkkkk

Desoxyn · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:39 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Thank you

I should deny the thoughts but I give into them. But giving into them just for a few seconds can be detrimental for me. But it’s also hard to ignore the thoughts

Ughjhbjghggghhhh

I wish I could see T but I can’t fckkkkk

Do you have a PRN? I remember you used to take Haldol. My PRN is olanzepine. It works great.

newtus · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Do you have a PRN? I remember you used to take Haldol. My PRN is olanzepine. It works great.

Not an AP prn. I have ativan tho. I do feel anxiety.

Desoxyn · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:53 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Not an AP prn. I have ativan tho. I do feel anxiety.

I could take a Xanax but I won't unless I get depersonalization - Especially when I get derealization. When I get derealization a couple hours before bed (When I can take a zopiclone), I'm completely screwed.

But it's good to not take one - Cuz it all adds up. You have to think of not taking one with positivity like quitting smoking or something. So if you think your anxiety is bad enough, take.

I would try to distract myself and contact my prescriber tomorrow - Although it could be stress induced so try to relax the best way that you can.

Blue_Bird · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:57 PM

Did 20 minutes of beginner's yoga today, was difficult but felt good at the same time. Gonna do some more tomorrow

Desoxyn · Aug 24, 2020 at 08:59 PM

I was ready to stop using the weighted blanket. I think by not using it, I'll build a routine to become dependent on the blanket until my anxiety is over.

Mind trick..

But I need to stop chewing nicotine gum and can't..

falcon09 · Aug 24, 2020 at 09:02 PM

page 100!

newtus · Aug 24, 2020 at 09:26 PM

New roll call

Angelique67 · Aug 25, 2020 at 10:27 AM

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Feeling really bad mentally. I keep thinking negative things about myself. My appearance, my weight, my being out of shape, my teeth being messed up from bulimia and have zero social skills whatsoever, don’t know how to make friends. Just really low self esteem right now.

Lots of hugs. Things will get better.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,505 (SuperPoster!) 11 15.1k hugs given	Aug 24, 2020 at 07:15 PM #982 As long as the sites running yes I’ll be posting. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,505 (SuperPoster!) 11 15.1k hugs given	Aug 24, 2020 at 08:57 PM #994 Did 20 minutes of beginner's yoga today, was difficult but felt good at the same time. Gonna do some more tomorrow __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,030 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Aug 24, 2020 at 08:59 PM #995 I was ready to stop using the weighted blanket. I think by not using it, I'll build a routine to become dependent on the blanket until my anxiety is over. Mind trick.. But I need to stop chewing nicotine gum and can't..
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