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12AM · Sep 21, 2020 at 10:06 AM

Having sammich for dinner. Only one side of the walls left to do tomorrow, then the ceiling, then I’ll be done and can start decorating.

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2020 at 10:09 AM

Met with my supportive housing case manager. Going to schedule an appointment for a physical since I haven't had one in a couple years, that's my next goal

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2020 at 10:37 AM

I have sour patch kids cereal I got from the food pantry. It's really strange, but good in a weird way

MuddyBoots · Sep 21, 2020 at 11:05 AM

Went for a walk in the park today. Chilly, below freezing. First day I had to wear a hat. I saw the cutest dog

newtus · Sep 21, 2020 at 11:25 AM

Hey

Haven’t been on here much. Dealing with a lot of hallucinations. Hearing so much, like police sirens, helicopters, sounds that sound like the radio is on, and just random voice, and music.

I’m not scared too much yet or bothered by it. Not much depression, if any. Some anxiety.

They are kind of just there. In the background. Lots of stress tho recently. Arguments with my mom and financial issues. And other stress.

newtus · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:20 PM

Omg I did it!!!

I made it through the day and did my appt with the academic advisor without sleeping through it!

I honestly feel horrible. I slept through the 2 appointments I made and got the date wrong on the 3rd one.

Damn meds...

SlumberKitty · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:20 PM

HUGS newtus

WastingAsparagus · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:32 PM

I wonder why I feel terrible every morning...

Perhaps it's med-related. Or just life situation-related.

I feel like I have zero job prospects and am working towards nothing in particular.

newtus · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:37 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I wonder why I feel terrible every morning...

Perhaps it's med-related. Or just life situation-related.

I feel like I have zero job prospects and am working towards nothing in particular.

I feel terrible every morning, too. I think mine is med related tho. Cuz it’s a physical thing.

I’m sorry

*hugs*

newtus · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:40 PM

I was also informed I will have to choose a minor since my initial major isn’t enough credits to fill the degree credit requirement. They have 38 online minors to choose from. So I will be thinking.

bpcyclist · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:47 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Hey

Haven’t been on here much. Dealing with a lot of hallucinations. Hearing so much, like police sirens, helicopters, sounds that sound like the radio is on, and just random voice, and music.

I’m not scared too much yet or bothered by it. Not much depression, if any. Some anxiety.

They are kind of just there. In the background. Lots of stress tho recently. Arguments with my mom and financial issues. And other stress.

Does the pdoc know, hon? Med change maybe?

bpcyclist · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:52 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I was also informed I will have to choose a minor since my initial major isn’t enough credits to fill the degree credit requirement. They have 38 online minors to choose from. So I will be thinking.

Choose something you really enjoy and have passion for. My dad was pissed that I chose philosophy because I could not make a living from it. And yet, here I am now at 56 with spirituality and philosophy and God literally the guiding force of my life. Do what you love.

newtus · Sep 21, 2020 at 12:53 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Does the pdoc know, hon? Med change maybe?

Not yet. Haven’t seen him. Will let him know tho.

newtus · Sep 21, 2020 at 01:00 PM

I feel really out of it idk why. Maybe cuz not much sleep idk.

cogladaid · Sep 21, 2020 at 01:06 PM

I’m studying applied mathematics and computer science for my double major because they’re for good job and data science. My minor is psychology because I think it’s fun.

newtus · Sep 21, 2020 at 01:17 PM

Idk what I’ll minor in

Desoxyn · Sep 21, 2020 at 01:39 PM

I don't feel good mentally.

Just gonna have to wait this out. I get my Invega injection tomorrow. I was supposed to get it last Friday but I forgot.

WastingAsparagus · Sep 21, 2020 at 01:57 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Idk what I’ll minor in

What will your major be? Minors can be fun, too. I majored in both Spanish and philosophy in college. That is exciting that you get to choose.

Desoxyn · Sep 21, 2020 at 03:04 PM

Feeling much better after doing the chores, hygiene, etc and after the coffee kicked in.

I'm gonna try and read in the living room on my tablet. I might go for a hike today.

I lost 2lbs from exercising. I mean, I climbed a kilometer high mountain last week and went on a hike yesterday too so no ****...

12AM · Sep 21, 2020 at 04:34 PM

Possible trigger:

I’m so devastated from the news that Tamster passed away. We used to talk often, once a week or two, for years. I didn’t reply to her last message to me because I was under stress. **** me and my isolation habit. I’m a bad friend. I hate myself a lot.

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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 10:06 AM #61 Having sammich for dinner. Only one side of the walls left to do tomorrow, then the ceiling, then I’ll be done and can start decorating. __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,832 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 10:37 AM #63 I have sour patch kids cereal I got from the food pantry. It's really strange, but good in a weird way __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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MuddyBoots Monster on the Hill Member Since Sep 2020 Location: by the river Posts: 4,568 (SuperPoster!) 3 5,117 hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 11:05 AM #64 Went for a walk in the park today. Chilly, below freezing. First day I had to wear a hat. I saw the cutest dog
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 12:20 PM #67 HUGS newtus __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 12:32 PM #68 I wonder why I feel terrible every morning... Perhaps it's med-related. Or just life situation-related. I feel like I have zero job prospects and am working towards nothing in particular. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 01:00 PM #74 I feel really out of it idk why. Maybe cuz not much sleep idk. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,566 8	Sep 21, 2020 at 01:06 PM #75 I’m studying applied mathematics and computer science for my double major because they’re for good job and data science. My minor is psychology because I think it’s fun.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 01:17 PM #76 Idk what I’ll minor in __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,016 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,923 hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 01:39 PM #77 I don't feel good mentally. Just gonna have to wait this out. I get my Invega injection tomorrow. I was supposed to get it last Friday but I forgot.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,016 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,923 hugs given	Sep 21, 2020 at 03:04 PM #79 Feeling much better after doing the chores, hygiene, etc and after the coffee kicked in. I'm gonna try and read in the living room on my tablet. I might go for a hike today. I lost 2lbs from exercising. I mean, I climbed a kilometer high mountain last week and went on a hike yesterday too so no ****...
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