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#641
I'm pretty sure my therapist uses CBT but I haven't asked directly about it before. I'll have to see if we can start working on my fears with food and pills next time we talk. I honestly forgot to mention it today because in other ways I'm doing really well and I was focused on that more than my anxiety so I didn't bring it up.
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#642
I might suggest that you do the book and talk to your therapist. I am not familiar with the app. I actually have that anxiety and phobia workbook and it's pretty good. But I've been working on my anxiety with my therapist, too. It's good to have a live person with experience in treating such things because they can give you insights you might not get from a book alone. That is at least my experience in trying to deal with anxiety.
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In a way my anxiety is much like psychosis....someone else needs to provide a reality check in a way. But one thing also handy is ACT and you can learn that without a T. One aspect of ACT is guided meditation. For example if you’re having distressing thoughts you can think of a tree overhanging a stream. Picture a leaf dropping in the stream and floating downstream....everytime you have a thought...positive, negative or otherwise attach it to a leaf and watch it drift away. You don’t judge the thoughts just watch them drift away. __________________ Hugs! |
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#647
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#648
No don't mind me my mood is only like this on phenibut days.
I plan to take another very long break unless I go completely apathetic, depressed, sui, nihilistic again.. I can't take SSRI's anymore because they give me panic attacks and make me feel emotionally numb. |
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#649
I think next month I'm gonna have my sister pick up some Chinese takeout for me. That will be my treat for the month. Sweet and sour chicken, pork fried rice, and an egg roll. Haven't had it in awhile.
This month I'm getting pizza and cheesecake from that place down the road. I'll have it on New Years Eve to celebrate. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#650
I'm trying to have a better relationship with food and my body. It's hard but I'm trying.
Maybe I should stop actively trying to lose weight. I'm 143 lbs. I mean I am going to get on an alternative med to help offset the weight gain from antipsychotics. But maybe it's not healthy for me to focus on losing weight constantly due to my eating disorder history. Idk. I get obsessed fast. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#652
Since COVID has happened, my weight is the least of my worries heh..
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Not saying you people should give up hope!
Anxiety has never been a thing with me (Generalized Anxiety Disorder). The only time I feel anxiety is when I am dissociating (DP/DR).. The reason I'm never anxious is maybe because I enjoy adrenaline.. The reason that I'm not having dissociation from reality anymore is because I've accepted a philosophy that deems reality to be an illusion.. I have Pure-O OCD and some compulsions.. But sometimes I enjoy thinking and philosophizing.... Being creative.. It's hard to get into this state if you've never been there.. But the main thing is to not take things too seriously as Alan Watts would say.. (Listening to Alan Watts can cause existential dread for me though sometimes). Exhaustion plays a roll. You may be in "Burnout" mode. I definitely am - COVID, economy, isolation, etc.. So much fear these days.. Try not to drink as much coffee! Anxiety juice.. Dopaminergic stimulants help me as well. When I can focus, I have no anxiety.. Because then I have the ability to chose to focus on what ever I want. I can even chose to direct my focus away from psychosis idk Very interesting things yet to be discovered in this black hole multiverse of my existence.... |
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#654
Yeah I've been drinking too much coffee. I need to take a break for a little while. I've had 4 cups everyday for the past 3 days. Plus I'm drinking a Pepsi right now which has caffeine in it.
I feel hopeful that I can make some changes in my life and in my mindset/brain though. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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You're on bupropion (Wellbutrin) right? Or did you stop taking it? |
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I wish I were 143..... __________________ Hugs! |
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Yes I'm still on that, I take 300mg. I might see about getting off of it though, I don't think I need it anymore. Does that cause anxiety?
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Some desperate people inject it to get high and it eats the flesh in their arms because it's caustic.. So there's that.. (But it's not caustic when taken orally because the stomach can tolerate it - So don't worry). But mixing it with coffee might be the problem. The Wellbutrin shouldn't give anxiety on it's own - But can synergies with the caffeine to cause more anxiety than caffeine alone. On it's own, it should help keep you awake, focused and increase your mood once you're not withdrawing from caffeine. Wellbutrin is good but I like Dexedrine. I'm on a low-moderate dose of it - It's just that higher doses significantly increase my focus but I should be happy with the dose that I have... |
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#660
I'm having really bad akathisia tonight and I didn't know what to do so I took some of my klonopin. It's like torture. I haven't had it since starting the thorazine and perphenazine like a year ago.
I wonder if caffeine can make it worse, I had a lot of caffeine today __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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