Roll Call 178

greentires4me · Jan 02, 2021 at 04:02 AM

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Okay so the bread was a total failure

Maybe just get it to mix the bread with more water...then bake it in the oven @ 350 for 1hr.

greentires4me · Jan 02, 2021 at 04:06 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm cutting my internet usage down to 2 hours a day. Because I spend almost all day online. So I can focus on my life and be more productive.

You have a life...i spend my days sleeping in bed...i pay for wifi and cable. I barely keep up things i should be doing everyday but am in so much pain that the pile grows.

newtus · Jan 02, 2021 at 10:57 AM

Soooooo...I’m sick.

newtus · Jan 02, 2021 at 11:09 AM

I’ve always wanted to say this

But y’all ever notice that when u can’t breathe from anxiety and it feels like your dying and then you take an anti anxiety and it’s like you can breathe again?

It’s like the AntiAnxiety pill is an inhaler for anxiety.

I always think that when I take it.

newtus · Jan 02, 2021 at 12:53 PM

Just did a telemedicine visit on an app (cuz I’m sick) and they take Medicare and Medicaid. Just showing u guys this is what I have to pay for their services they say. I saw a real MD, too. Paid nothing. My Insurance covers all these services.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 02, 2021 at 02:57 PM

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Just did a telemedicine visit on an app (cuz I’m sick) and they take Medicare and Medicaid. Just showing u guys this is what I have to pay for their services they say. I saw a real MD, too. Paid nothing. My Insurance covers all these services.

What company?

Desoxyn · Jan 02, 2021 at 03:35 PM

Couldn't fall asleep. Now I couldn't wake up. My sleep schedule is messed up.

12AM · Jan 02, 2021 at 03:54 PM

Why does my YouTube account have 1 follower, I never post anything there it’s literally empty. Why would anyone follow an empty account, it makes me paranoid x.x

Desoxyn · Jan 02, 2021 at 04:00 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I’ve always wanted to say this

But y’all ever notice that when u can’t breathe from anxiety and it feels like your dying and then you take an anti anxiety and it’s like you can breathe again?

It’s like the AntiAnxiety pill is an inhaler for anxiety.

I always think that when I take it.

I've never had the symptoms that I can't breathe on a panic attack - I mean I'd be hyperventilating but that doesn't bother me. I used to always be worried about my heart.

The last time I got an ECG, I felt a heart palpitation right while they were checking it and I was like "Crap this is it.. They'll find something wrong with my heart" and the doctor is like "Your heart is completely fine".

Now when I get dissociation or DP/DR, I don't really panic anymore. I just pretend that I'm under the influence of ketamine or psilocybin, take half of a benzo and go to sleep (Cuz my panic attacks only happen in the evening or at night).

I do bring the bottle of clonazepam with me everywhere I go though like people do with their inhalers. This summer I had to take a benzo for a full blown dissociative episode at a restaurant. It was a horrible experience.

Desoxyn · Jan 02, 2021 at 04:03 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

Why does my YouTube account have 1 follower, I never post anything there it’s literally empty. Why would anyone follow an empty account, it makes me paranoid x.x

Lol it's a creep! Or do you have any music playlists that you made public?

12AM · Jan 02, 2021 at 04:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Lol it's a creep! Or do you have any music playlists that you made public?

No I don’t have any. It’s totally empty that’s why it’s weird.

newtus · Jan 02, 2021 at 05:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

What company?

Dr On Demand app

Desoxyn · Jan 02, 2021 at 05:54 PM

So I feel quite unmotivated with a lower mood two days without phenibut. Phenibut and Vyvanse really help with my negative symptoms.

This is very interesting research about GABA-B receptors and schizophrenia;

GABA B Receptors, Schizophrenia and Sleep Dysfunction | SpringerLink

It says that people with schizophrenia often have trouble with slow wave sleep and less GABA-B receptors (Which leads to increased dopamine) - agonists (Like phenibut, baclofen and the narcolepsy med GHB) can help improve memory and cognition by improving sleep. And that benzos and z-drugs like zolpidem worsen cognition.

Desoxyn · Jan 02, 2021 at 06:38 PM

"Both animal and human models have shown that galantamine (Dementia medication and dream potentiator) can enhance learning and memory. Case reports and preliminary research have suggested that galantamine is an effective adjunctive treatment for schizophrenia, improving both cognition and negative symptoms."

newtus · Jan 02, 2021 at 08:06 PM

I had Kratom pills in my kitchen drawer in a bag. I had gotten them from the cbd store like 2 years ago.

I looked a few days ago and something had chewed into the pills. But they were in the drawer. I suspect a rat got into them...

Job 30 26 · Jan 02, 2021 at 08:14 PM

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Idk why your prescriber gave you zolpidem (Ambien) again instead of zopiclone. Weird. Zopiclone works great for me ^-;

Ambien was a failure, yeah. Short term memory loss, too much arousal at night, black outs. Maybe Latuda will be a miracle drug, I don't know. I've been on Geodon for so long that it might be hell getting off of it.

newtus · Jan 02, 2021 at 09:21 PM

Excited about my planners. They all arrive tomorrow!

Desoxyn · Jan 02, 2021 at 11:06 PM

Did nothing today cuz I woke up late

Time 2 sleep again..

justmeandmyhead · Jan 03, 2021 at 04:02 AM

Hey guys how’s it going?
I’m up early so looking into starting a journal. Might help to process my thoughts and help with my memory.
Do any of you guys do a journal or anything?

Blue_Bird · Jan 03, 2021 at 11:13 AM

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Hey guys how’s it going?
I’m up early so looking into starting a journal. Might help to process my thoughts and help with my memory.
Do any of you guys do a journal or anything?

I've been journaling for years. I journal about how my day went/what I did, how things are going in general, what my goals are, etc It's nice to look back months or years later and see patterns and progress

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jan 02, 2021 at 10:57 AM #243 Soooooo...I’m sick. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jan 02, 2021 at 03:35 PM #247 Couldn't fall asleep. Now I couldn't wake up. My sleep schedule is messed up.
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Jan 02, 2021 at 03:54 PM #248 Why does my YouTube account have 1 follower, I never post anything there it’s literally empty. Why would anyone follow an empty account, it makes me paranoid x.x __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jan 02, 2021 at 06:38 PM #254 "Both animal and human models have shown that galantamine (Dementia medication and dream potentiator) can enhance learning and memory. Case reports and preliminary research have suggested that galantamine is an effective adjunctive treatment for schizophrenia, improving both cognition and negative symptoms."
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jan 02, 2021 at 09:21 PM #257 Excited about my planners. They all arrive tomorrow! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jan 02, 2021 at 11:06 PM #258 Did nothing today cuz I woke up late Time 2 sleep again..
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justmeandmyhead Magnate Member Since May 2013 Location: UK Posts: 2,663 10 28 hugs given	Jan 03, 2021 at 04:02 AM #259 Hey guys how’s it going? I’m up early so looking into starting a journal. Might help to process my thoughts and help with my memory. Do any of you guys do a journal or anything?
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