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Default Jan 13, 2021 at 07:11 AM
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I don’t have any vraylar and of course I’ve been up all night and feel great. Ugh. I can only think of what’s to come.

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Default Jan 13, 2021 at 09:04 AM
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I feel out of it

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Default Jan 13, 2021 at 11:42 AM
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I guess my insurance is not going to cover the Latuda. So my doctor sent 13 weeks worth of Latuda samples. 1 week 20 mg. 12 weeks 40 mg. I'm not sure what his plan is. Just supply me with samples for however long I have to be on this? I started the 20 mg last night. So far I don't feel any side effects. Hopefully I won't have any.

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Default Jan 13, 2021 at 11:56 AM
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Everyone must be buying weights and stuff since people are working out from home now due to covid. Because every time I put a 10lb weight set into my cart on amazon it ends up unavailable a couple days later and I have to find a different one. (I'm not actually buying it, I was just keeping it in my cart to remind me to get it when I do buy it next month )

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Default Jan 13, 2021 at 12:56 PM
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Going skiing. Theres like 1-2ft of snow.

Woke up this morning feeling apathetic and irritated - idk why.

My doctor is going to call me tomorrow about filling the vyvanse early. I have enough until Saturday and was supposed to take 30mg a day for 7 days and 2x 30mg a day for 21 days - But I could only take the 30mg for two days because I started to get Parkinson's symptoms from the antipsychotic. I also woke up early to go skiing so there were a total of 4 days that I took 3x 30mg a day but I still slept early.

I hope he understands. I decided to just keep taking 2x 30mg every morning two weeks ago and it's been fine ever since.

I had depersonalization and derealization after the first morning that I took 2x 30mg in the 27th of December 2020 so I took one in the morning and one at noon on the 28th - Then just decided to take both in the morning after that and the DR/DR was gone and I haven't had it since.

I was so used to taking 3x dexedrine a day but now it's ok.

I'm scared if I ever have to withdraw from the stimulant.
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I caught a bunch of Pokemon on my walk today on Pokemon Go

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So much powder! Good exercise!
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I need to take a day off of work soon. I keep not wanting to come into work and not wanting to get up which is a sure sign that I'm experiencing some burnout or emotional overload. It's hard right now because there's a girl out due to Covid and I am her backup when she is not here. She's been out all month and it looks like she might be out two more weeks. She has pneumonia on top of the Covid. So that means I can't take a break for two more weeks. Well, like two and a half weeks. Probably not until February. Ack! IDK if I can just keep pushing myself.

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I need to take a day off of work soon. I keep not wanting to come into work and not wanting to get up which is a sure sign that I'm experiencing some burnout or emotional overload. It's hard right now because there's a girl out due to Covid and I am her backup when she is not here. She's been out all month and it looks like she might be out two more weeks. She has pneumonia on top of the Covid. So that means I can't take a break for two more weeks. Well, like two and a half weeks. Probably not until February. Ack! IDK if I can just keep pushing myself.
It doesn’t make sense that your office wouldn’t let you take a time off. Just because one employee is sick doesn’t mean you can overwork the other one until they get a burnout.

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I think I've made a lot of progress so I'm going to discuss coming off a couple of my meds with my doctor next time we talk

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gosh the clozapine makes me tired

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I'm tired. I want to go home and sleep but I should either go home and shower or go home and clean my room. Neither of which I want to do.

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My anxiety is like non existent. I can't even trigger it if I wanted to. I was thinking earlier I wonder what's wrong with me, I can't feel anxiety all the time anymore. Haha. That's sad. I'm so used to being an anxious wreck 24/7 that I think there's something wrong with me if I'm not feeling that way

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Do you think maybe you feel this way because your meds are working?

I missed my Latuda for a week and felt awful. On all my meds I feel perfect. Without I don’t.
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It’s going to snow tomorrow ...nervous about driving to work because it will be rush hour with active snowfall....

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Do you think maybe you feel this way because your meds are working?

I missed my Latuda for a week and felt awful. On all my meds I feel perfect. Without I don’t.
I'm not sure, I'm not sure if it's the meds or the changes I've made in my life

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I'm not sure, I'm not sure if it's the meds or the changes I've made in my life

Personally I find it’s both....

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Had a mind rest and fell asleep....
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Just realized my soul is made for music. Anyway, carry on!

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Just realized my soul is made for music. Anyway, carry on!
Music is magic.

I want to be a musician.. I'm not listening to music as much lately so I can be more "productive" and I feel like I'm hurting someone's feelings.. Like maybe the soul of music is sad..

But I know that it is never judgmental and is always waiting for me..

I can't explain 2 u how great music is. It may be the most important thing in the world.
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