Blue_Bird

You know what would help, seeing cat posts on Facebook. But I told myself I wouldn’t go on Facebook for 3 months. Maybe that was a stupid idea.

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Blue_Bird

Well I made myself a mug brownie. I needed to relax a bit

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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

WastingAsparagus

Still can't really seem to get started with my job. I don't really know what it is. Apathy, low motivation, whatever. At least I talk to my T tomorrow and hopefully, she can help me figure it out.

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Blue_Bird

I just had a great conversation on the phone with my sister. She made me realize that I have made a lot of progress over the past 5 years:
-I'm much, much more independent
-I lost 100 lbs in a year and kept it off
-I paid off a debt to my college
-My mood is much more more stable
-I have better coping skills
-I have my own nice apartment
-I'm more responsible
-I have some college education (haven't finished my associate's degree, yet though)

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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Sometimes psychotic

You’re doing great! Also during COVID we can’t socialize as much so Facebook is OK imo.

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Sometimes psychotic

Is it something you enjoy?

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Blue_Bird

Yeah you're right, I may break my Facebook ban

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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

WastingAsparagus

To be honest, no, I don't really enjoy it. That could be part of why I don't want to do it.

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Desoxyn

"Mitragynine contained in Kratom has the ability to reduce avolition.[8]

The dopaminergic neurons of the prefrontal cortex are significantly reduced, and is associated with avolition. Omega-3 fatty acids can increase dopamine levels in the prefrontal cortex by 40% and could potentially provide therapeutic benefits."

Hmm.. I tried kratom and it sort of worked but every time I took it, I had a massive headache.

I'm gonna try and up my dose of fish oil. I've been taking one a day but I should take 3-4 again.

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Schizo-Autism spectrum and maladaptive daydreamer

Invega Trinza 525, Vyvanse 60, atenolol 100, zopiclone 3.75, olanzepine 10, clonazepam prn

Sometimes psychotic

Yep been saying fish oil for years now...did wonders for my brain 🧠

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