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Default Jan 14, 2021 at 01:54 AM
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Haven't had a panic attack in a long while now ^-;
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I'm not sure, I'm not sure if it's the meds or the changes I've made in my life


For me it’s both. Cuz if I miss meds and quit doing my changes in my life, I spiral back quick.

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Music is magic.


I want to be a musician.. I'm not listening to music as much lately so I can be more "productive" and I feel like I'm hurting someone's feelings.. Like maybe the soul of music is sad..


But I know that it is never judgmental and is always waiting for me..


I can't explain 2 u how great music is. It may be the most important thing in the world.


This makes me want to write a poem about music

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Countdown begins for the first of February when I can test. I’ve quit drinking 2 days ago for good for now until this condition passes (which pregnancy I found out is considered a condition). Trying to stop the nicotine intake. Idk if I should ask my doc if I could Vape with 0 nic. 0 nic makes me cough tho. So maybe should just quit. I need to find an alternative relaxation technique that can replace nicotine. I’d have to google and perhaps talk to my pregnancy and ttc forum. Which I found one btw but it’s on an app. So it’s like not a forum like this. It’s an app community.

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Default Jan 14, 2021 at 11:18 AM
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Haven't had a panic attack in a long while now ^-;
That's awesome!

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Default Jan 14, 2021 at 11:22 AM
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I decided to ask my boss for the 25th of January off, as a vacation day. I don't know if he will grant it because the person that I am the backup for is out due to Covid and Pneumonia. But there is a second person that can back both of us up and her backup will be here then. He is out now due to Covid but is scheduled to come back on the 18th.


The 25th is an important anniversary for me. It is the first day last year of my hospitalization and the last day that I self harmed. So it will be my year anniversary. I want to do something nice for myself. Kind of hard because of Covid but maybe drive to the mountains and have a picnic or drive to the beach and walk across the sand. I don't know. I just want to do something nice for myself. And I don't want to be at work.


I've been wanting to call out a lot lately and not wanting to come in so I know I am suffering some burnout. Usually when I feel this way if I take a day off I can "reset" and feel better. I hope that is the case here too.


I hope my boss lets me have the day off. I guess we'll see.

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Default Jan 14, 2021 at 12:24 PM
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Ugh. My pharmacy. They said they ordered the Vyvanse but they haven't gotten it in. So the only thing they can do is contact my doctor and have him send a prescription to another pharmacy. I'm like, I get this filled every month. Why do you not have it? They are like, it is out of our control. I'm going to be so messed over if I cannot get my Vyvanse. I'll be like a Zombie.

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Ugh. My pharmacy. They said they ordered the Vyvanse but they haven't gotten it in. So the only thing they can do is contact my doctor and have him send a prescription to another pharmacy. I'm like, I get this filled every month. Why do you not have it? They are like, it is out of our control. I'm going to be so messed over if I cannot get my Vyvanse. I'll be like a Zombie.
My doctor phoned me when I was on my way up to the ski hill and refilled the Vyvanse. I was scared that I'd be without it. I get Parkinson's symptoms without it cuz of the antipsychotics.
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Jakarta’s Covid case is getting worse and worse each day. Still no complete lock down from the government. I’m worried about my family but we only leave the house to get groceries.

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Default Jan 14, 2021 at 01:00 PM
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For me it’s both. Cuz if I miss meds and quit doing my changes in my life, I spiral back quick.
Same. I need the meds before I’m able to make changes in my life.

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I can’t stop thinking about jelly gouache

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I'd say get it. You've been doing a lot of painting and you're so good at it.

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My boss said I could have the 25th off! Yippie!

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My boss said I could have the 25th off! Yippie!
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I haven’t had my meds in 3 or 4 days and I’m still sleeping a lot

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I haven’t had my meds in 3 or 4 days and I’m still sleeping a lot
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I’m sorry that really sucks.
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I feel like a sack of garbage today. I don't know what to do. Pdoc said I have to wait until we can switch meds. Ever since I went off of Abilify it seems like my mood has gone south.

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I wish I could go back on the meds I was on before.

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