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#621
I am trying to find a full-time job. I am sick of basically accomplishing nothing.
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#622
Don't give up @ Kit. If Vyvanse helps you, you have to let your doctor know and make sure that the pharmacies are doing their job properly.
I remember in the psych ward, the nurses would never give me olanzepine when I really needed it. It took around 3 times for my doctor to tell them that when I need it, to give me the olanzepine. |
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#624
I got really mad at my mom yesterday. I don't know why. I just felt like she wasn't giving me validation - That I don't have schizophrenia and it's her fault. I said that I hated her.
I don't know why I do that. I'm just traumatized that I didn't stand up for myself or my sister when I was being abused by my ex step dad and I didn't want it to happen again. It comes from regret and OCD thoughts of the past. I don't know why my OCD thoughts are bothering me so much about pointless stupid stuff that happened in the past. My sister talked to me and I was so apathetic and just started crying heavily because I was in so much mental pain - Maybe from phenibut withdrawal. I'm not taking the phenibut today and just going to withdraw from it completely. I don't want to throw it away though because it lifts my mood more than anything I've ever taken and makes me feel normal.. So Idk what to do about it.. I went to the store and bought zinc chelate, vitamin C, vitamin D, Advil and melatonin. I feel like life is extremely hard - I realize that that may be why people say that we go to heaven when we die.. Cuz life is hard af.. We deserve to go to heaven. Imagine.. I used to be an atheist until shroom.. |
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#625
I helped my friend get his medical marijuana card
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#626
Yeah it's not full-time though and I haven't started yet. I don't know. I just feel really out of it these days.
I wish I could work full-time but maybe it's not realistic. I just feel like I'm not accomplishing much. I also kind of want to subscribe to online therapy but I'm already seeing a therapist. I mean isn't that kind of contradictory? __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” Last edited by WastingAsparagus; Jan 15, 2021 at 05:19 PM.. Reason: Added detail |
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I’d say one step at a time, I’m only working part time and with school it’s a lot....make sure you can handle it before you look for full time. __________________ Hugs! |
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#629
My ergonomic grip soft handle crochet hook set came in the mail today, along with my Idiot's Guide, Crochet book. I really like the crochet hooks, they feel really good, much better than the other one's I have. And the storage case they came with is very pretty.
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#636
My powerbeats pro wireless earphones came today. I love them. Using them right now to watch YouTube videos. Used them earlier for music and Podcasts. Nice to not be tethered by wires now
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Looking up self development books. I've read a few good ones before. Atomic Habits by James Clear, The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a **** by Mark Manson. Now looking for some different ones I haven't read.
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It’s not exactly self help but I just finished joyful, it’s about what brings joy to a broad range of humans.... __________________ Hugs! |
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#639
"Empathy, affection, and sociability enhancement - Phenibut has been reported to produce prosocial and mild entactogenic effects which, although much weaker than that of traditional entactogens such as MDMA, are prominent and well-defined even at common doses."
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