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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 05:43 PM
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Can you rest a bit? Take a nap or is it too late in the day to do that? Will it mess up your sleep?

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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 05:57 PM
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I took 75mg of CBD before bed and stayed awake for hours and my eyes were straining. Eventually I took zopiclone and half of a clonazepam and I went to sleep.

I'm wondering if it could be because of the NAC so I only took half of that today.

The extra coffee has given me a headache so Advil it is..
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Can you rest a bit? Take a nap or is it too late in the day to do that? Will it mess up your sleep?
I’ve been feeling tired for a few days due to a low quality of sleep. I’ve been having nightmares.

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I’ve been feeling tired for a few days due to a low quality of sleep. I’ve been having nightmares.
Ugh. I'm so sorry. I hope you have a good sleep tonight without any nightmares.

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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 06:20 PM
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Tonight is "order in" from restaurant night. Not sure if I am going to go with breakfast or a burger! Tomorrow I might try a recipe from my new Vegetarian cookbook. I don't know though. They seem kind of hard. I need a Vegetarian cookbook for dummies!

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Guys, don't worry if you don't see me til Tuesday. I'm fine. I took Monday off of work and usually it is at work that I log in here. I might be online this weekend but I might not. I hope everyone stays well and has a good weekend and sending my hugs to each of you.

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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 08:30 PM
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Eating a clementine/orange. I find that I'm craving fruits and vegetables more often now. And water. Water like crazy. You're supposed to drink lots of water on topamax anyways to prevent kidney stones from it since it increases your chances of getting them.

So the topamax I've been on for a month now. I have zero side effects. So that's a relief. I was really nervous about it when I was first starting it.

I'm gonna start taking daily multivitamins

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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 08:34 PM
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I got some mandarin orange seltzer water, that will be good

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I play music. Drums, guitar, piano, etc by ear. Idk how to read music. It’s too mathematical. I KNOW music by the feeling of it. I feel it. My dad plays guitar and use to play professionally. I’ve played professionally once on stage.

I get my talent there from my dad. We talk about music often and how if u don’t feel it it’s not music. He plays blues since he is from Mississippi. You give me any song, I can learn it in like 30 min or less in it’s entirety and play it by heart.

I have a brain for creativity beyond all measures and my writing is not just words but also mathematical in how I place them!

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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 09:53 PM
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Took Vyvanse early this morning so it wore off. Gonna try and sleep to escape this reality. I don't want to be awake if I'm basically a zombie and can't do anything.
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I feel really depressed

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I play music. Drums, guitar, piano, etc by ear. Idk how to read music. It’s too mathematical. I KNOW music by the feeling of it. I feel it. My dad plays guitar and use to play professionally. I’ve played professionally once on stage.

I get my talent there from my dad. We talk about music often and how if u don’t feel it it’s not music. He plays blues since he is from Mississippi. You give me any song, I can learn it in like 30 min or less in it’s entirety and play it by heart.

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Took Vyvanse early this morning so it wore off. Gonna try and sleep to escape this reality. I don't want to be awake if I'm basically a zombie and can't do anything.
It was cuz I also took a benzo and ashwagandha.

I had dreams that I was in psychosis all night. Quite horrible.
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My mom tried to invite herself over today. I told her today is not a good day to come over. Cuz I’m kinda depressed.

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It was cuz I also took a benzo and ashwagandha.


I had dreams that I was in psychosis all night. Quite horrible.


Ashwagandha gave me nightmares

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I feel like quitting graduate school again. I literally have my thesis only left to write. I'd be so much happier without this stupid thing though. Just want to quit. Just sent my therapist an email about it. Hopefully, she understands what I'm talking about. I hate this program. So not worth my time.

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Default Jan 23, 2021 at 04:47 PM
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It’s that time of the month for me. No wonder I felt awful the last few days. I’m eating red rice ice cream.

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I feel like quitting graduate school again. I literally have my thesis only left to write. I'd be so much happier without this stupid thing though. Just want to quit. Just sent my therapist an email about it. Hopefully, she understands what I'm talking about. I hate this program. So not worth my time.

They won’t give you yet another chance to quit and renew....In the end it will be worth it if only for one line on your resume....it can open many more doors even outside of your field of study......

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