Roll Call 179

Erti · Feb 04, 2021 at 03:34 PM

I feel like I’m a pushover... I’m nice to people and when I get upset it’s nothing but when someone else get upset at me I’m the terrible person. I’m also paranoid about people talking crap about me...

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2021 at 03:35 PM

I'm paranoid about people talking crap about me too Erti or people talking about me behind my back. It probably happens far less than I fear but.......you never know. Sometimes it is good to be a bit paranoid.

Erti · Feb 04, 2021 at 03:40 PM

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I'm paranoid about people talking crap about me too Erti or people talking about me behind my back. It probably happens far less than I fear but.......you never know. Sometimes it is good to be a bit paranoid.

At least I have my cat... I wonder if she talks about me behind my back too lol.

cogladaid · Feb 04, 2021 at 04:01 PM

I was working on a quote at work and I messed it up when I was almost done so I just had to step back for a minute to calm down hahaha. Ugh.

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2021 at 04:16 PM

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I was working on a quote at work and I messed it up when I was almost done so I just had to step back for a minute to calm down hahaha. Ugh.

Take a few deep breaths. It happens to everyone. You can do this!

Desoxyn · Feb 04, 2021 at 04:17 PM

I'm starting to like low THC/high CBD weed. I might smoke some and look up psychedelic stocks again.

Taking 30mg of Vyvanse in the morning and 30mg at noon is way better than taking 60mg in the morning - So I'll keep doing that.

I'm in a good state of mind. Might read after idk..

I hope I get to work on the weekends again to make extra money.

My panic attacks seem to be completely gone.

Blue_Bird · Feb 04, 2021 at 04:17 PM

My 8lb dumbbells came

cogladaid · Feb 04, 2021 at 04:48 PM

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Take a few deep breaths. It happens to everyone. You can do this!

Oh yeah I just went downstairs and watch tv for a good ten minutes and went back and did it.

Just needed a break lol.

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2021 at 05:22 PM

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Oh yeah I just went downstairs and watch tv for a good ten minutes and went back and did it.

Just needed a break lol.

Great job!

WastingAsparagus · Feb 04, 2021 at 05:23 PM

I am doing fine today. Kind of depressed. But oh well. It'll go away soon.

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2021 at 05:24 PM

HUGS @WastingAsparagus

WastingAsparagus · Feb 04, 2021 at 05:37 PM

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HUGS @WastingAsparagus

Thanks I am just kind of laying low and trying to feel better. I am waiting for the meds to kick in a little bit. I recently switched back to Abilify. So just waiting for that to work again.

Blue_Bird · Feb 04, 2021 at 07:26 PM

I’m thinking of giving up coffee for lent but I don’t know if I could do it

Blue_Bird · Feb 04, 2021 at 07:56 PM

I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna give up coffee for lent. It will make me appreciate it more once I do have it again. I’m gonna start a little earlier then lent starts. Lent starts feb 17th and goes till April 3rd. I’ll start tomorrow until April 3rd.

It will save me money for awhile too.

And I can see what effect it has on my mental health

newtus · Feb 04, 2021 at 08:04 PM

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I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna give up coffee for lent. It will make me appreciate it more once I do have it again. I’m gonna start a little earlier then lent starts. Lent starts feb 17th and goes till April 3rd. I’ll start tomorrow until April 3rd.

It will save me money for awhile too.

And I can see what effect it has on my mental health

Do you get overly anxious on it? I know I do.

newtus · Feb 04, 2021 at 08:05 PM

I just bought decaf, myself.

Blue_Bird · Feb 04, 2021 at 08:07 PM

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Do you get overly anxious on it? I know I do.

Sometimes, it depends. Sometimes I do sometimes I don’t. I’m not sure why it’s like that for me. Sometimes it makes me feel really good and energetic and great but it can also make me really anxious other times.

Desoxyn · Feb 04, 2021 at 08:17 PM

I have nothing to believe in. Nothing to live for. There's no point. I have no will to live and never really did.

WastingAsparagus · Feb 04, 2021 at 08:23 PM

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I have nothing to believe in. Nothing to live for. There's no point. I have no will to live and never really did.

Sorry you're feeling that way. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself or get your mind off of that?

Desoxyn · Feb 04, 2021 at 08:24 PM

Possible trigger:

My mom has always been loving but really distant. I don't know what I'm doing here in this world. My sister is gonna leave. My mom has been depressed and tried to quit drinking for two weeks. It's day 4 and I heard her pouring a glass then she went off to her friends. If that helps her cope, fine. But if she doesn't come home soon, I'll know that she'll come home drunk and I don't want to take care of her so I'll trip and we'll both be ****ed up

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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 03:34 PM #201 I feel like I’m a pushover... I’m nice to people and when I get upset it’s nothing but when someone else get upset at me I’m the terrible person. I’m also paranoid about people talking crap about me...
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 03:35 PM #202 I'm paranoid about people talking crap about me too Erti or people talking about me behind my back. It probably happens far less than I fear but.......you never know. Sometimes it is good to be a bit paranoid. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Feb 04, 2021 at 04:01 PM #204 I was working on a quote at work and I messed it up when I was almost done so I just had to step back for a minute to calm down hahaha. Ugh.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,785 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 04:17 PM #207 My 8lb dumbbells came __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 05:23 PM #210 I am doing fine today. Kind of depressed. But oh well. It'll go away soon. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 05:24 PM #211 HUGS @WastingAsparagus __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,785 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 07:26 PM #213 I’m thinking of giving up coffee for lent but I don’t know if I could do it __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 08:05 PM #216 I just bought decaf, myself. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,004 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Feb 04, 2021 at 08:17 PM #218 I have nothing to believe in. Nothing to live for. There's no point. I have no will to live and never really did.
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