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#201
Cant sleeeeeeep
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#203
One thing you could try next time this happens is raise your arms up over your head, and keep breathing evenly. It's a good physical intervention for lots of things, including panic, coughing, any time you need a change in direction.
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I looked for him on the internet and I tracked him down to another north suburb. He never got married I'm glad to say. I want him to suffer as much as he possibly can. So whose voice tells you those horrible things? Whoever it is, they deserve a punch in the nose, or worse. Don't actually do it though because you'll get in trouble. |
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Hi night owls!
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#209
Hey there fancy pants
It's so weird to me that I haven't seen my therapist in person in 1 year now. Just phone calls since covid started . And then to think that I am going on 11 years of working with him in therapy. Where does the time go __________________ |
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Yeah I haven’t seen my doctor in person in like a year. I do video calls with my psychologist but just phone calls with my doctor. I miss in person stuff. But I don’t want to have appointments wearing a mask. |
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#211
I feel a little more focused today. Actually able to get some work done.
So I don’t know if I’m coming down or what. I don’t want to be depressed again. I want to keep high energy but with focus until after my exam on Sunday. |
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#212
I watched a Netflix movie with my mom last night called "Brain on Fire". I think it's the same actor that plays in "Fear of Rain".
When she was at the dinner table in psychosis and then hid in the corner, it was triggering as hell because it reminds me of what happened before I was brought to the hospital where my psychiatrist and my mom cornered me and I was accusing them of things and shouting. Idk if it would have been that triggering if I wasn't on a micromush dose yesterday but my mom cried. I usually don't get triggered by things. Anyways I'm driving up to the ski hill nice blue sky =] |
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My doctor appointment went okay yesterday. She was actually there in person so I got to see her which was kind of nice. Or her eyes anyway. We both had masks on. She had mask and goggles. Of course my BP behaved at the doctor's office so she didn't want to believe me that it has been going up even though I took her a paper with my BP stats on it that showed that most days it was high. I told her that when I tried to give platelets that I couldn't because my iron was low and how they had also said my BP was high. She got on me for not bringing in my blood pressure cuff so they could test it but I didn't know I was supposed to so I felt that was uncalled for. She was going on about how I needed a
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One thing is about the
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I've been doing Noom for about 11 days
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#216
I think I might have accused my Noom coach of being AI. She said she was from Colorado but that could just be a ploy.
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About an hour till my appointment with my therapist
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#218
I think people at work hate me and are out to get me. I saved an excel file in a folder for someone else to access and then the file was deleted. I’m serious the file was deleted. I can prove it. I think they’re just trying to make me look bad.
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#219
I'm hearing bells. It's kind of pleasant but kind of irritating.
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