Roll Call 180

Blue_Bird · 02-22-2021, 08:32 PM

Possible trigger:

I want to die. Like literally. I hate myself. I wish I could just speed up my life up to whenever I die

cogladaid · 02-22-2021, 08:43 PM

Aw blue bird I’m sorry. Find a way to calm yourself.

Desoxyn · 02-22-2021, 10:08 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Possible trigger:

I was impulsive and drank cough syrup earlier. Oops. Just going to laying down and ride it out.

Stop that sizzurp!!!

No but I hope you'll be ok.. You're not on an SSRI right? Careful it can last 12+ hours depending on the dose.

Check to make sure that there's no acetaminophen in it - Otherwise go to the ER so they can inject you with NAC to prevent liver failure.

cogladaid · 02-22-2021, 10:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Stop that sizzurp!!!

No but I hope you'll be ok.. You're not on an SSRI right? Careful it can last 12+ hours depending on the dose.

Check to make sure that there's no acetaminophen in it - Otherwise go to the ER so they can inject you with NAC to prevent liver failure.

No there isn’t I’ll be fine.

It’s just dumb of me to do these things. I just wanted to calm down and get away from these thoughts.

I’ll be fine. It made me a little dissociative and tired but that’s it.

WastingAsparagus · 02-23-2021, 02:40 AM

Guess I'm taking 15 mg olanzapine again tonight. Seems like it helps quite a bit.

Does make me gain some weight though. Oh well.

I wish there was a medicine which caused zero side effects.

That does not seem to exist, however.

It's okay. I feel more level-headed on the olanzapine.

Desoxyn · 02-23-2021, 03:27 AM

I'm becoming more alive and aware every day. Soon I'll be 25 developed brain..

Desoxyn · 02-23-2021, 03:28 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Guess I'm taking 15 mg olanzapine again tonight. Seems like it helps quite a bit.

Does make me gain some weight though. Oh well.

I wish there was a medicine which caused zero side effects.

That does not seem to exist, however.

It's okay. I feel more level-headed on the olanzapine.

Careful das a hefty dose of olanzepine. Sometimes 10mg may be all you need =]

Desoxyn · 02-23-2021, 03:33 AM

Always autistically looking for comfort and stimming.. But I find no comfort anywhere. Nothing I do gives me comfort. I feel constantly uncomfortable.

Desoxyn · 02-23-2021, 03:47 AM

For a year, I've been taking a walk around the block every night before I go to sleep which I find comforting....

cogladaid · 02-23-2021, 10:08 AM

Maybe the 10mg abilify is helping idk. I feel like I’m being watched still. I know I know I need to wait more than one day.

I feel distracted and restless. I want to do all sorts of things but I’m stuck trying to focus on work.

I slept pretty well last night. Meds are making me sleep at least so I’m not up all night like this.

I still feel like my thoughts are being blocked and stolen and I’m destined for greatness. But I can recognize that it’s not logical.

Ugh this sucks.

02-22-2021, 08:32 PM	#121
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02-22-2021, 08:43 PM	#122
cogladaid Grand Magnate cogladaid is probably manic. Member Since: Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 4,139 (SuperPoster!)	Re: Roll Call 180 Aw blue bird I’m sorry. Find a way to calm yourself.
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02-23-2021, 02:40 AM	#125
WastingAsparagus Magnate WastingAsparagus is trying to enjoy life. Member Since: Mar 2014 Location: Nada Posts: 2,306 1,166 hugs given	Re: Roll Call 180 Guess I'm taking 15 mg olanzapine again tonight. Seems like it helps quite a bit. Does make me gain some weight though. Oh well. I wish there was a medicine which caused zero side effects. That does not seem to exist, however. It's okay. I feel more level-headed on the olanzapine. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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02-23-2021, 03:27 AM	#126
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02-23-2021, 03:33 AM	#128
Desoxyn Creator of Stars Desoxyn is doing very good Member Since: Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 9,146 (SuperPoster!) 2,529 hugs given	Re: Roll Call 180 Always autistically looking for comfort and stimming.. But I find no comfort anywhere. Nothing I do gives me comfort. I feel constantly uncomfortable.
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02-23-2021, 03:47 AM	#129
Desoxyn Creator of Stars Desoxyn is doing very good Member Since: Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 9,146 (SuperPoster!) 2,529 hugs given	Re: Roll Call 180 For a year, I've been taking a walk around the block every night before I go to sleep which I find comforting....
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02-23-2021, 10:08 AM	#130
cogladaid Grand Magnate cogladaid is probably manic. Member Since: Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 4,139 (SuperPoster!)	Roll Call 180 Maybe the 10mg abilify is helping idk. I feel like I’m being watched still. I know I know I need to wait more than one day. I feel distracted and restless. I want to do all sorts of things but I’m stuck trying to focus on work. I slept pretty well last night. Meds are making me sleep at least so I’m not up all night like this. I still feel like my thoughts are being blocked and stolen and I’m destined for greatness. But I can recognize that it’s not logical. Ugh this sucks.
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