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Old 02-23-2021, 06:56 PM   #171
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Imma find a YouTube video about what is inside a computer..

Don't mind me..

Need to clip nails.. So I'll do that first..

Mind over matter..
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Old 02-23-2021, 08:02 PM   #172
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I'm trying to focus on studying for my ethics course. Thinking about ethics and philosophy brings forward those thoughts I've been having. I need to study my math and I want to know now I have to get the equation to answer the question of God once and for all I will change the world with this answer I just need to get my skills up in math to do it. Ugh why does everything take so long to do I need to focus.

It's hard to focus. My mind goes too fast and I can't always hear what it's saying. Other thoughts I feel are being stolen.

Logically I know it's not real... right? It's not real I'm just manic. Huh, manic. Really the thought of having the label of bipolar 1 instead of 2 doesn't really change anything about who I am, but it just feels different. Like my identity has changed but I know I'm still me.

I just need to focus. Focus on studying tonight. Working tomorrow. Studying after work. I need to pass all my courses so I can change the world.
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Old 02-23-2021, 08:27 PM   #173
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Set up an intake appt with an IOP tomorrow. We'll see how it goes / if I can get some financial help.
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Old 02-23-2021, 08:50 PM   #174
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Just to let yíall know.

Thereís a new movie release out about a girl with schizophrenia. Itís called Fear of Rain. I havenít watched it yet but rented it for tomorrow in my Xbox. Iím sure u can rent it anywhere if itís not Netflix or something.
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Old 02-23-2021, 08:52 PM   #175
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Just to let yíall know.

Thereís a new movie release out about a girl with schizophrenia. Itís called Fear of Rain. I havenít watched it yet but rented it for tomorrow in my Xbox. Iím sure u can rent it anywhere if itís not Netflix or something.

Iíll look to see if I can find it on my TV for free.

Thanks for the tip!
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Thoughts going through my head that I should stop these pills theyíre just interfering with my destiny. My thinking is skewed because of them stopping my thoughts and letting people steal others.
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Thereís a new movie release out about a girl with schizophrenia. Itís called Fear of Rain. I havenít watched it yet but rented it for tomorrow in my Xbox. Iím sure u can rent it anywhere if itís not Netflix or something.
Purchased on my ps4.
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On the verge of having a panic attack and having negative thought spiral
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You gonna be ok? What about your self care box?
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Yeah, I still have that. I have to start using positive affirmations. I keep saying things to myself like
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and that stuff is getting drilled into my subconscious over time and it's getting harder to believe/think anything else.
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