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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
Desoxyn
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#363
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Meditated for 25 minutes. I feel better today.
I finally got to sleep last night at about 3am. I wore my Rosary because I was scared I was gonna die and I felt like having it on could protect me somehow. Idk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#365
Sometimes I sleep holding crystals thinking they're going to protect me.
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I used to feel like psychosis drew me to study philosophy. I don't know if it does anymore. Psychosis maybe made me have more insight about things. Maybe. I don't know.
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#367
Today I taught a class for the first time in a while. It went well.
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#368
I've always been inquisitive and loved to read, and being hypo or manic made me want to learn EVERYTHING basically at once. I guess it made me more interested in things in general.
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That's good. I think my psychosis initially was triggered by some spirituality stuff. I guess I don't know for sure but I still get triggered sometimes by stuff like that. I used to get triggered by philosophy. I don't anymore, luckily, because it's one of my favorite things to read. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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Angelique67, cogladaid, unsure123
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#370
Well, I was originally diagnosed with depression, then psychotic depression. I was depressed for a long time, and then hyper and little need for sleep. I thought I was bipolar but my old doctor didn't think so. My psychosis started a while after my dad died, I think. I'm fuzzy on timelines. I guess that kind of triggered it, but I was already up and down for a while. I was on risperidone and I hated it. It kind of helped but made me out of it. One day I thought it was poison and stopped taking it and then eventually my psychosis went away until a couple years later when it came back. Then I was out of touch for like two years until I started coming out of it and got diagnosed bipolar and a psychotic disorder.
Trip down memory lane! Here we are now! Now I don't know if the psychotic disorder is still valid. Maybe I'm just bipolar 1 and had an extended episode? I don't know. It's hard to understand. I hope I see the psychatrist soon to help answer my questions. I'm getting tired of up and down and feeling this way. My current medication doesn't really work. |
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#371
My sister's birthday is next week. I'm gonna make homemade chocolate chip cookies for her
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, newtus, Sometimes psychotic, unsure123
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#372
It's gross but I've only been showering once a week lately. I haven't felt the need to do more I feel like I'm too busy too many things to do I don't need to shower it's a waste of time.
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#373
I get the urge not to take my meds. I feel that they're poison and the doctor is in on it to steal my thoughts.
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#374
Tapatalk seems to give me notifications 3 hours late
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#375
I was supposed to do something with a friend sometime today but I don't feel up to it anymore.
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For me it’s bipolar 1 with psychotic features......probably for you as well. __________________ Hugs! |
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The Dopamine Flux
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#377
I got diagnosed with schizoaffective depressed type when I was 17 and then got diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia when I was 21. Then back to schizoaffective at 24 but bipolar subtype.
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#378
I apparently am schizoaffective depressed type. I also have had schizophrenia diagnoses and also major depression with psychotic features. I don't know what the **** I have honestly. Hoping I can get some new perspective on it soon from people or whatever. I think I might have bipolar to some degree though. My therapist thought I was somewhat manic the other week. So there's that.
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#379
We're all just messed up people but we're here!
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, newtus, Sometimes psychotic, unsure123, WastingAsparagus
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Desoxyn
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#380
I'm doing very good today =] Looking up normal stocks when the crypto alt coin market is dead ^-;
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