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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 11:47 AM
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I've been struggling with taking showers. I take one 1x a week

Yeah same I’ve been like one a week I talked to my psych about it before and I was fine for a while but it’s creeping back up on me again
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 11:50 AM
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I canceled my appointment with my therapist today. I didn't feel like talking. Last night I hung out with some coworkers. Today is my Sunday so I go back to work tomorrow

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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 11:55 AM
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I canceled my appointment with my therapist today. I didn't feel like talking. Last night I hung out with some coworkers. Today is my Sunday so I go back to work tomorrow

I get that I feel like I could not want to talk to my psych because she’ll say something and I’ll have to go through it and like I feel like talking talking talking I don’t want people to try to reason with me really I just want Meds to calm me down and

I hope you feel okay.
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 11:57 AM
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I just want to blare music and drink and party.
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 12:10 PM
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How is everyone doing today???
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How is everyone doing today???

Honestly feeling moments of practical euphoria followed by little moments of jaded pessimism.

My emotions are all over the place.

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Honestly feeling moments of practical euphoria followed by little moments of jaded pessimism.

My emotions are all over the place.

Ah I’m sorry try to hold onto the euphoria!
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 12:34 PM
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Thinking back for the last while even the last couple years I thought I was stable but it’s all adding up to little hypomanic episodes where I didn’t think anything was wrong because I felt happy but not weirdly out of control so I don’t think I’m as well as I thought I was.
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 12:39 PM
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**** I guess I might just be bipolar 1 and on wrong medication.
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 01:30 PM
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I haven’t done much work today. There is some stuff I have to get done today. Ugh.

Three hours until my doctor calls me.
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 02:41 PM
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I've been sleeping 12 hours a night lately even with the Vyvanse.

**** I'm exhausted. Getting ready in the morning is the same **** every day. It's getting boring.
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 02:47 PM
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Possible trigger:


My doc isn’t going to be happy with me.
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 02:48 PM
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I have French fries Roll Call 180 life is good Roll Call 180

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I have French fries Roll Call 180 life is good Roll Call 180

Yum! I had a burger and fries yesterday. So good.
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My doc isn’t going to be happy with me.

I’m sorry you’re struggling so much cogladaid. I hope your doctor has some solutions

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Hour and a half until doctor!
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Default Mar 01, 2021 at 03:26 PM
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So basically what has happened since I last talked to my doctor last week:

Continued hyper ness
Continued racing thoughts
Continued lack of focus
Less paranoia
Thought I could overthrow god
Less sleep
Self harm
Thought I was being poisoned and drank hand sanitizer
More urge to spend money
Obsessive thinking

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How is everyone doing today???


I’ve been better, and I’ve certainly been worse!
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**** I guess I might just be bipolar 1 and on wrong medication.


I might be in a similar situation but I don’t know for sure. They haven’t been able to say conclusively if it’s schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, or bipolar 1.
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I'm almost half way through reading PiHKAL but there's a documentary about it on YouTube so imma watch it and smoke weeds =]

Dirty Pictures - Alexander Shulgin - YouTube
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