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#541
Hi everyone! I hope everyone is doing good today. My stupid therapist went and said she thinks I have CSA in my background. **** So totally screwed with my head. I have no memories of that whatsoever but now I can't stop thinking about it. Dang her. So mad!
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#542
Just finished talking with my doctor. I told him that I can’t stand this anymore and basically begged him to do something else because the abilify isn’t helping.
So he’s starting me on a low dose of lithium until I can see the psychiatrist. Thank god. I’m getting so tired and feeling this way. Hopefully this will help a lot. |
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I've talked w my therapist at length about my csa . But it literally took 5 years of therapy with him for me to even kinda admit it. He said he always suspected but wanted me to come around in my own time. He never pushed it as a subject.
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#548
Yeah definitely be careful with lithium, and make sure to get your levels checked when you're supposed to. I got toxicity once that put me in the ICU for a week and caused my kidneys to fail. (not trying to scare you, I was on 1800 mg, which was a really high dose for my weight at the time)
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#549
I've been struggling to shower recently too but I just finally took one!
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#550
So my prescription probably won’t be ready until tomorrow so I’m trying to enjoy my energy and have a few drinks tonight before I stop alcohol for lithium.
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At the end of the documentary, he said "I didn't have a goal. I still don't have a goal. It's like a hallway filled with closed doors. You go through them and you find another hallway with closed doors. It's an absolutely marvellous continuous discovery".
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Zyprexa can cause that? I don't know, it's been causing that for me lately. I just say that cause sedation has been a major problem for me lately. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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I put in a hold request for two books from the library. They’re both Chicken Soup for the Soul books. One is Christmas themed. I figured I could use some uplifting stories
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#555
I feel like I have a lot to say but I can’t get the words out.
My sister made spaghetti and meatballs. Yum. Watching tv. I wish I had my prescription already. I want to feel better. I hate feeling this way. I know I know it’ll take time to work. Ugh. So done. I guess this isn’t full full mania because I’m still kind of sleeping and not completely out of touch of reality. But still it sucks. If I wasn’t on meds it probably wouldn’t be pretty. |
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#556
I wish I had more fireball lmao.
Just want to listen to music and drink. Party time. |
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I'm trying to be more positive and get over my negativity. It's hard. But I did it years ago when I was struggling with this then so there's no reason I can't do it again. I just have to keep trying.
I have to start using coping skills more. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Gotcha. Today I had an appointment with a new psychiatrist who wants me on fewer meds and lower dosages. I am happy with that. I don't want to be on tons of meds at high dosages. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#560
Now I feel anxious about the whole thing. I don't know. Sucks to feel anxious about practically everything.
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