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#45
I just took an extra olanzapine cause I'm too riled up. Maybe 15 mg is good for me. The only other option I can think of is switching this craziness to clozapine.
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#47
I got so agitated/irritable so I went for a walk. I took the 10mg olanzepine when I got home - It helped a bit. I might take another 5mg.
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#48
Impulsive me takes shots of tequila when no one is looking
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#49
I just played the ukelele for a while. Calmed me down
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#50
I feel great. I still feel like people are stealing my thoughts and are watching me. Which isn’t great.
I talk to my doctor tomorrow though. Talk his ear off hahaha. |
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#51
I want to settle the question if god is real or not. With math. My religious friends don’t hate me I just want the truth.
Once I get my math degree I’ll have all the skills I need to get the equation. |
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#52
If you’re interested in philosophy that might be an avenue. I took a philosophy of religion course in college once and it was super interesting. There’s something called Bayesian probability that is interesting. It has to do with proving or disproving things.
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#53
Sometimes I feel like giving up. Like, why is it so hard for me to do basic things. I feel like an idiot sometimes.
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I’m full on my electives so I don’t have any philosophy courses to take for credit, but philosophy is interesting to read for fun. I think I have a book on a bunch of theories and histories. |
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Yes I agree, for cog too. I studied philosophy i college that was my major before I didn’t finish it hah. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#56
Sedated by 15mg of olanzepine. Meditated.. Relaxed somewhat
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#57
I don’t think I’ll ever be cut out for college. I just gotta come to terms with that.
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#59
I wish I could go back to the hypomania I was having for the past few days. At least it didn't progress to full blown mania this time. But it still kind of crashed. I felt so confident in everything about life. Now I'm unsure, since the buzz of the hypomania has worn off.
Anyway. I'm getting my nails done on the 6th. I don't typically get my nails done professionally, as in the last time I did it was like 5 years ago. But my sister wants me to go with her so I'm gonna do that and we're gonna have lunch together afterward at home. So that should be interesting. Maybe I could get some kind of spring colors/designs. I have this phone call I have to make Friday which I'm really nervous about. I can't wait till that's done and over with. Can't keep putting it off. I guess I just need to focus on the present and take each day as it comes. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Hey everything is the same as yesterday. Nothing has changed except how you feel about them. So I wouldn’t stress about anything! If it’s fine yesterday it’s fine today. |
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