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#781
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#782
I was thinking, “I don’t feel like eating, am I that stressed that I’m loosing my appetite?” *insert dramatic sad face*, then I remembered I just ate a big bowl of ice cream no wonder I’m full 😂
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WastingAsparagus
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#784
You guys will be proud of me - I logged into work today and the other day. I've worked a total of about 1 hour and a half. Tomorrow I scheduled 8 hours.
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#785
Also I feel like the Klonopin enabled me to work somewhat at least. I am not complaining but I think that the Klonopin helps me. I don't see why others are vehemently against benzos sometimes.
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#786
Damn it I just realized I hate benzos. What is wrong with me? I always cycle between two extremes.
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Metaphysic
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#787
I'm looking at generational meme philosophy. Horrors! lol..
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WastingAsparagus
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#788
The thing enabling me to work so much lately is this inspirational visualization-type meditation on motivation. I do it before I work and voila, there it is.
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#789
Boo, though, I already took my sedating night meds, I want to work more though.
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#790
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#791
I feel like I have Parkinson's Disease mentally
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#792
I think the Invega Trinza injection is doing more damage than good. I want to go off of it and keep the olanzepine.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#793
I actually slept most of the night
I went to bed at like 2 or 2:30am! That’s something cuz I usually don’t goto bed til about 8-9 or 10am! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#794
Yeah I slept most of the night too but I am up pretty early. That usually doesn't happen for me.
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#796
Life is gooooooood today.
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#797
I didn’t have breakfast this morning and was galavanting around with my mom in search of ideas for tiles. Around 1pm I started feeling shaky and dizzy because I hadn’t eaten lunch at that point either. We came home and I ate some food but still feel a little dizzy so I’m laying down on the couch.
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#798
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Sometimes that happens to me. I never considered that it could be from my meds though. That makes sense. Because if I don’t eat or don’t eat enough I get shaky and dizzy, nauseous. And I never used to be like that before meds. Before meds I could accidentally or purposely skip meals and not notice anything. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#799
I watched Sunday mass. The homily was very good, inspiring.
My sister is dropping off some Baileys or Carolan’s today and a half gallon of ice cream. Just been working through that DBT workbook. I think this will help me a lot. And my mood is good for a 2nd day in a row. I talk to my therapist on Wednesday. It will be nice to tell her I’m not having
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#800
I’m getting this next month. It’s a metallic watercolor palette. Will look pretty on a black watercolor paper. Can’t believe I found my passion at 34 But there shouldn’t be any time limit in life
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