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Old Today, 09:05 PM   #611
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I told some of my RL friends that Iíve been manic. They say they were concerned about me and arenít annoyed with me being so chatty. We chatted a bit today about things. I didnít go into great detail just that Iíve been struggling but Iím on new meds now.
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I was sitting at a restaurant with my mom and sister last month. I was saying that "I thought I was an adult at 18 and could do what I want" (As a joke) and my mom turned to my sister (She's 18) and said "Like someone over here" - My sister said "I'm way more responsible than you were" and I said "Yeah you've seen me so ****ed up that you didn't want to be like me" -

They both reassured me and made me realize that my sister is planning to be a psychiatric nurse because of what I went through - And I was like wow..

So yeah they've been living with me all through this whole thing and they understand - Are very good to talk to (Especially my sister). I remember saying to her that she'd be "very good at being a psychiatric nurse" after talking to me.
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I'm gonna ask my doctor to take me off all the meds I'm on. The zoloft, welbutrin, trileptal, trilafon, thorazine, topamax and put me on the abilify injection. I can't do the meds anymore. I just choked on a pill. I was able to cough it back up but I'm done.

Sorry that happened. Hope they can help you out.
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I feel less stress about seeing the psychiatrist now that Iím on lithium. Maybe the psychiatrist will say something else idk but I donít feel so anxious about it waiting to talk to them.
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Another day of olanzepine kicking in and saving me from dissociation.

I was interested in that it's used as a "Trip killer" when people are having a bad trip.

For me I have HPPD - So my bad trip.. Lasts forever.. in a way

Anyway, I want to feel more depressed for a moment to feel more emotions and know what exactly to do - Instead of just.. Feeling everything out in terms of hobbies and interests. What is the use of depression? Does it have benefits? I felt way more relaxed when I was moderately-severely depressed.

Now it's stepping into the insanity of the world where my brain is on fire.

I want to be in a different place. I did a lot today - I did what I could.. But I feel like I'm in hell. I smoked weed and it really helped my mind to relax and focus.. It used to give me full blown panic attacks.

I try to only limit to once a day but I've smoked three today.. Meh..

I'm dying of exhaustion. I quit phenibut for 2-3 days and doing good. I'm exhausted and stressed as hell I can't emphasize that enough.

I'm gonna see about applying for that job soon (My mom was too busy to introduce me to the owner of the restaurant). These days, not many people have a stable job.
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Iíve become obsessed with cleaning my face. I bought this pore vacuum and am trying to get rid of blackheads on my nose. Used it and it seems to be working! My nose looks better already.

I also bought one of those battery powered cleansing brushes and it came today. Used it and my face feels so clean. I have some nice cleansers I could use with that brush.

Hopefully the brush with help clean my nose better and I wonít have anymore blackheads. Theyíre so ugly and gross.
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Iíve become obsessed with cleaning my face. I bought this pore vacuum and am trying to get rid of blackheads on my nose. Used it and it seems to be working! My nose looks better already.

I also bought one of those battery powered cleansing brushes and it came today. Used it and my face feels so clean. I have some nice cleansers I could use with that brush.

Hopefully the brush with help clean my nose better and I wonít have anymore blackheads. Theyíre so ugly and gross.
I recently got into cleaning my face too. I got some cetaphil facial cleanser and CeraVe facial moisturizing lotion with SPF 30. I'm trying to take better care of my skin and get rid of or at least reduce my acne
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I recently got into cleaning my face too. I got some cetaphil facial cleanser and CeraVe facial moisturizing lotion with SPF 30. I'm trying to take better care of my skin and get rid of or at least reduce my acne

I donít get a lot of pimples in general, but when my mood is down I donít take very good care of myself and pretty much stop washing my face. So Iím trying to reverse some damage from that.

Need to get into good habits and think of it as self care. Feels great to have a clean face.
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