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#161
Some of my google searches from Sunday... LMAO. Wow. |
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Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Angelique67, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#162
I am super depressed still. Just exhausted. I cannot accomplish much these days.
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#163
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I hope you're doing okay __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Desoxyn, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#164
Didn't think I'd have a full-blown episode from this stuff. I guess I am having one. Great.
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#165
I thought I took a second 30mg Vyvanse this morning but it was still in my med box. No wonder I was so tired - But I didn't really notice.
Cryptocurrencies are down and Idk what to do so I'm ignoring the whole thing. I smoked weed and watched a few physics videos, reading comments - Started thinking about how quantum computers can measure the one way speed of light.. Whether or not the two way is the same time - But how is time measured? D: Too complicated so I went to understand Apple's M1 computer chip. I took a micromush dose and now my brain is lagging like a slow computer! I'm using it for addiction and interesting ideas like in 2019. On the topic of weed, I've been smoking it almost every day before I watch videos and it helps me relax. I think I've gotten used to it.. It used to give me paranoid panic attacks - I think the olanzepine is stopping that. I'll be up a bit late but I'm going skiing tomorrow morning =] Gonna read in the car on the way up to the hill. |
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#166
Been hyper focused on Twitter yesterday for an hour. I like it! Elon Musk lost 15 billion in a day after his Tweet lol...
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#167
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#168
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#169
Yes something about Cardano (An alt coin) "fork in the road" happening today on the 23rd - Or he's going to fork it with Doge not sure..
He might be trolling the crypto market and to help South Africa etc.. Just theories people throw out... |
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The Dopamine Flux
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#170
Love twitter but it’s that social media you gotta have a certain taste for
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#171
Imma find a YouTube video about what is inside a computer..
Don't mind me.. Need to clip nails.. So I'll do that first.. Mind over matter.. |
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Elder
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#172
I'm trying to focus on studying for my ethics course. Thinking about ethics and philosophy brings forward those thoughts I've been having. I need to study my math and I want to know now I have to get the equation to answer the question of God once and for all I will change the world with this answer I just need to get my skills up in math to do it. Ugh why does everything take so long to do I need to focus.
It's hard to focus. My mind goes too fast and I can't always hear what it's saying. Other thoughts I feel are being stolen. Logically I know it's not real... right? It's not real I'm just manic. Huh, manic. Really the thought of having the label of bipolar 1 instead of 2 doesn't really change anything about who I am, but it just feels different. Like my identity has changed but I know I'm still me. I just need to focus. Focus on studying tonight. Working tomorrow. Studying after work. I need to pass all my courses so I can change the world. |
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#173
Set up an intake appt with an IOP tomorrow. We'll see how it goes / if I can get some financial help.
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#174
Just to let y’all know.
There’s a new movie release out about a girl with schizophrenia. It’s called Fear of Rain. I haven’t watched it yet but rented it for tomorrow in my Xbox. I’m sure u can rent it anywhere if it’s not Netflix or something. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Elder
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#175
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I’ll look to see if I can find it on my TV for free. Thanks for the tip! |
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Elder
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#176
Thoughts going through my head that I should stop these pills they’re just interfering with my destiny. My thinking is skewed because of them stopping my thoughts and letting people steal others.
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Elder
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#177
Purchased on my ps4.
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#178
On the verge of having a panic attack and having negative thought spiral
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#179
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#180
Yeah, I still have that. I have to start using positive affirmations. I keep saying things to myself like
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